my soul is crying over devastating ideas

happy birthday to ochee

2011-10-11T00:56:00.002+08:00

I was chatting with a matrix friends about our encounters back then and how funny there were. We talked about one person to another 'till we touched about Ochee. We talked about that very night when he came to our matrix dinner just to meet me n apologised to the stuffs he's said b4. I still remember it like it was yesterday.

I almost forgot how much i missed him all these years. It's been 6 years since he passed away.

Ochee,

I love you as a friend.

I love you as an elder brother.

I love you as your little brother.

Gosh, now i remembered! I was wondering whose birthday was it yesterday (10.10)...now it's 11.1o (1.05 am). It was his...

Happy birthday my friend.

p/s:God knows how i really feel like hugging someone now.

Of Ramadhan and Eid & my busy-ness

2011-08-14T21:45:00.002+08:00

I almost forgot abt this blog *tell somethin' new eh till i got a comment from GC. *thanks babe

I'm like super busy now with more than 5 ongoing projects that i'm running simultaneously now at school! I wish I have the audacity to do all of them ala kadar but my heart says no. And now i'm burdening myself with those stuff everyday.

Being a self taught designer, i showed the school how talented i'm in designing costumes and it ended me up with a dancing team that i'm currently in charged of since the former coach whom i assisted before got transfer early of this year.

And since the headmistress herself liked the costume and the dance she's been asking me to lead this group and yada yada yada..i'm stuck with our practice everyday after school now.

And i also indirectly involve in the English action song team; designing costume for them and helping the teachers with the lyrics and songs n etc2.

Since i'm like the only Malay guy there, she's also got me to set up the school's boria team when i know nothing *ok, just a lil' abt it. I have to choose the songs, lyrics, costumes bla bla yada3x~

Since i'm the warden, i have to oversee the children plus the hostel that they live in now is kinda like a broken home, I volunteered myself to head the hostel's revamp programme that needs me to paint the hostel...err can i just not finish this? Writing abt it alone gives me a headache.

Btw, this is my second ramadhan in swk. nothing new. nothing much. but reading statuses from friends who're having pot lucks here n there in kl makes me wanna scream, "NAK JOIN JUGAK!" but what to do eh?

I've got the tix for my balik kg and i just can't wait to go back home. I even asked froggy to buy some pearls bracelets for my mum n aunts and got them woven basket made from err..i dunno what...it's that plastic straps that they use to tie boxes but these peeps use them to replace the 'mengkuang' leaves. I ask the hostel cook to make them for me. They look so nice. I even asked her to make an oversize envelope clutch for me which i'm gonna revamp later with a few hardwares that i found in our local hardware store.

And you know what, i wrote so much here that i just remembered that i havent done my lesson plan for LAST WEEK!

So, signing off for now

Alles liebe,
efarojie

*plz ignore my sentence structure and my grammar coz i dont bother to check them.* androi8 n froggy

im still here

2011-07-23T23:56:00.002+08:00

hey guys,

I've been away for ages and it was all my fault. I was so distracted with work and other stuffs that i reckoned blogging is listed last in my to-do list.

A lot of things happened between past and present.

Im still with froggy with our ups and downs.

Im still teachin' in swk.

I have lotsa ongoing projects in school that i sometimes abandon or have little interest in my core business. God forgive me!

I managed to lost few pounds and was getting good feed backs from friends.

I hate my housemates for they're so typical that i cant barely sit with them.

My lappy is spoiled due to my own stupidity and ignorance.

I'm really not an organised guy and that's a quality that i hate the most in me. What i hate more about me is that I already acknowledged my weakness but i have no effort in rectifying it. *crazy!

I wish i had better paycheck.

Those are some ramblings on my current life and some past updates.

au revoir* i hope that i'll start blogging regularly from now on.

You wish!

holidays??

2010-05-25T16:58:00.006+08:00

after being stuck in sarawak for  almost 5 months (the longest time is spend being away from family and friends and froggy), i will be able to go back home this thursday!

yeay!

My ex-uni friends invited me to join them for a Redang Island trip but later cancelled it for no obvious reason. *darn

Well, i'm so excited about this holidays that i cant stop thinkin abt them; and am so grateful that froggy postponed his Induction programme so that much time could be spent with me.* grins

I have all sort of things to do in Kl that i dont even know where to start!

I wanna meet all my friends, eghayana, teddy, mujarina, mak bee, jas, art, maryana, fizi, andy to name a few and of course my beloved family, nephews n nieces and last but not least my froggy.

I don't wanna shop that much but i have the feeling that im gonna get blinded by the fact that it's not everyday that i could stay in kl...not like i used to do n forget the whole idea of wise-expenditures.

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A friend said that holiday season is like the mating season. People from all walk of lives will get hitched by this time, and i really hate it. This's when my mum will nag on the issue of me not getting married at this age of mine and she'll come out with catalogues of girls that she's chosen!* die die~

A couple of days ago, mum called again. This time, the talk revolved on the house renovation* minor ones, that she's doin' in our house and she was hoping that i could chip in some cash which i dont mind. And when i was bout to say goodbye,  she suddenly blurted out,

"Mak  dok tunggu kakak nih, nak bawa die gi tengok budak pompuan tu. Putih..elok, keje pensyarah."

Wtf? She told me about this girl a month  ago and i already said no. But i guess mum never gives up eh?

wutever it is,

happy holiday peeps!

help help!

2010-05-12T17:18:00.002+08:00

i have 3 weeks holiday and im just afraid that i'd do nothing about them. i wanna go everywhere and get myself busy doing everything i could possibly think of in kl!

haha.

gimme some suggestion guys!

And I'm here again

2010-04-03T17:35:00.002+08:00

hey babes.

it's been years since the last post eh? I am now teaching in a Chinese school in Sarawak. It was so hard to cope up with the pupils as they were still trying to cope up with me.

Sometimes, i tried so hard to make sure that t they understand the words that came out from my mouth. The thing is, 59% of the pupils are Chinese and another 40% are the natives and 1% of Malay. My only concern now is that the communication barriers that we have play a big roll in determining on whether the learning teaching process goes well or fails.

I used a lot of body language, face mimic and body gestures to support my teachings in the class but those are useless if the pupils were not even listening. That leads me to the only thing that i should emphasize-the set induction which i've abandoned for so long since i left the institution.

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I'm staying with another 3 peninsular teachers who teach in secondary school. They are ok...2 are from Johor and the other one is from Kelantan. When i first arrived here, the roof on top of my room was in a bad condition. It leaked badly when it rained. Therefore I had to sleep on the couch in the living room because I couldn't buy a bed yet until the roof was fixed. And as im typing this post, I still haven't gotten myself a bed even though I fixed the room and painted the walls. I'm too traumatized that t. he roof will leak again and I'd find myself one night wet.

But, i already bought myself a fan, and it will be delivered soon. At least I won't get sweaty whenever I change my clothes in the room. Gonna get myself a bed soon n start living well again.

haha.

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As far as the relationship between me and Froggy, there are times when we feel that this long distance relationship that we're having is testing us in every way to make us feel bad and iffy. I'm thankful enough that I have the phoneline and the internet as mediums of communication between the two of us. But when those are not working well, it's a madness i tell you. One thing about this place that I'm at now, everything is so limited. Like for instance, y Froggy sent me a postcard almost a month ago, and I haven't gotten it until now! Then he sent another parcel as a surprise and after two weeks i haven't gotten it, he had to tell me about it. And yes, I havent gotten it until now too~!

sigh.

He was furious about it. But i told him, whether the stuffs are here or not, i already felt appreciated with what he did.

I was told that the thought that counts anyway.

teach??

2009-12-29T16:59:00.001+08:00

IM gonna teach at SARAWAK!!!

OMG...happy thoughts..happy thoughts..come to me.

Worries?

2009-11-23T19:20:00.004+08:00

There are two thing that worry me at this moment. First, im actually quite scared to be posted far far away to the Borneo or in the rural area. Everyday, i have this habit of checking it online at the stupid MOE website. It's almost the end of November and they haven't told us yet on where are we getting posted to.

Secondly, in my wallet right now, i have less than rm50 and another rm80 in my bank account and this amounted to a total of frikkin' rm130. Talk about 'miskin tegar'. And so, am now tryin to get any part time job available there in kl as long as it's legal and it pays good. Damn.

And as ya'all know, during the first 3 month of working, i may not be gettin' any penny and this worries me A LOT!

Wish i could just bend over and get $$ by swiping my bank card on my buttock !

Posting?

2009-11-13T21:47:00.003+08:00

right now while righting this post; heart is sinking with worries and anxiety. In a few days, i'll know the state where i will be posted to.

i opted for Sarawak back then when they asked me to fill up the posting form.

Now, i changed my mind, but unfortunately that wont change the form tho.

My heart skipped a beat when friends told me that i could check posting place via onli9 today. After 2 hours and browsing the MOE website and calling them, i found that the news were fake. Damn it!

So, right now friends, if i was to be posted to borneo, than i guess this end of Nov is my last day being here in peninsular of Malaysia. sigh.

P/s: God, place me to the place where my chances of being a better person is at.
p/s (ii): pls ignore my grammatical errors, no mood to check on them.

exam vs me day?

2009-11-07T19:36:00.003+08:00

I just had 3 longest hardest exams in my life which fell on my birthday, 3rd nov. I had littlest sleep ever and i had to push my old self to study things that i hardly remember.

but now as the exams ended (phew), i have to atttend to 3 weeks of induction course and on top pf that, i have to execute all the assignments and pass the exam. i dun mind to put up with the course, but please..no more exams!

warghhhh!

oh, btw i would like to extend my warmth appreciation my friends and froggy for the birthday wishes! i love u guys so so much!

just dreams?

2009-10-08T15:22:00.003+08:00

I had dreams about babies for few nights and i wonder whether those were signs or what..

I bet they came in dreams bcoz i missed my pupils that i taught during my training. A friend told me that i have that fatherly personality when im with kids. I dunno, i love kids lots and that feeling is doubled now i guess.

And also, few of my friends had given birth to beautiful kids and i wonder will i ever am getting one? haha.

A wish?

2009-09-23T17:12:00.004+08:00

i know...again am guilty as charged. i've been busy like no one cares and without me knowing it, it was already time for Eid Mubarak. Lotsa things happened in my life. And therefore, i would like to wish you

Happy eid mubarak; and for those whose path i've came accross and perhaps i did something wrong at that point of time; i beg for your forgiveness and may Allah blesses you with His Rahmah and Rahman. Aamiiiiiin..

Time?

2009-08-09T23:52:00.003+08:00

What time does to you?

For me, time made me a better person..or worse. nevertheless, I knew that this is the path of life that I'm taking, and regret is by far the best buddy who showed me the guy that I'm supposed to be.

And, time made me realized that it waits for no man and I don't have to wait for anything anymore.

want it, chase it, hate it, forget it.

lil' bit on my updates

2009-06-28T16:29:00.004+08:00

hi ya'll,

i'm now in the process of doing my training as a practical teacher in a rural school in a rural area in nothern state of Malaysia.

How's the school like?
First, the total of pupils is around 300 plus. Yeap, i know..very little..and the school compound is rather small too. Most of the parents are working as rubber tappers.. some are factory operators, some are fishermen, paddy field farmers and a number of teachers.

And also, what i love most about the school is that it's planted with fruits tree..we have rambutans,
, jackfruits and others..huhu..and am goin' crazy as they're riping on trees!

next time when i hav d chance to take some pictures, i'll show u guys alright?

till then,
ciaos!

Lovin' my holidays?

2009-06-14T12:51:00.003+08:00

1 week holiday in northern states, 1 week in KL and another coming week in the maktab. Yeay for me!

I really love KL, apart from the traffic jam and ever-so-diverted roads.

Had so much time with Froggy and friends.

till then cya!

olla??

2009-06-04T23:47:00.001+08:00

olla!

i know.. i know..i have not been updating the blog for while..will do it later since am on 3 weeks holidays!!! yeay!!!!!! will be goin to kl tomorrow..cyas!!!

Tsk tsk??

2009-05-24T23:15:00.004+08:00

hey dolls!

i've been away for quite sometimes i guess.

Dont blame me, blame the lagging wifi *im never at wrong, get it?

Btw, me and some of my clicks watched few movies; Night at the museum 2 which made we ended up sleeping in a car in front of 24-hrs KFC, and Push to name a few.

Loved Night at the museum 2, Push was not that ok for me. The hero was weak...tho he has power of pushing things and people. And it seems that almost everyone has power in that movie which made him looked less special.

And also, me and my classmates had just finished organizing a bowling tournament, as our Gerko Project in completing the prerequisite to grad. And guess who beats the whole class? Moi!! hahaa..

I impressed myself too. Two days ago me and frens has a game and i in the last place. But today luck was shining its stars on me..huhuhu!

Oh yeah...I already knew my practical school. It's sumwhere near Gunung Jerai. Can u imagine?

I just hope that i could learn more about teaching there. Will try to do my best there.

*cross fingers

And also, i have lots of assignments to be done yet am still not doin them, why am i not nervous or worried at all??

tsk tsk..

Broke down?

2009-05-06T12:27:00.003+08:00

Car broke down yesterday in the middle of the town.

Luckily not in the middle of the road.

Thank god i was not alone. My classmate who happened to know a few things about car gave a useful hand in rectifying the situation.

It was passed sun set and getting dark. Plus the cat and dog rain didnt give us much help either.

We found out that the radiator is having a problem.

It was overheated.

Somehow, the water from overflowing tank couldnt flow back to the radiator and the car got overheated.

I bought 3 bottles of mineral water and poured in the bloody thirsty radiator.

Thank goodness it worked after a while.

Drove back to college and was 30mins late for the 8.00pm class. darn!

"Where's my knight in shining armor when you need one?"

love hurts??

2009-04-26T16:21:00.001+08:00

i'll just let the pictures tell the stories for me...

Again??

2009-04-25T11:13:00.002+08:00

Chali bit me again.

This time on my thigh down to my knee.

My left thigh that is. It hurts!

I dunno when it happened. Tried so hard to avaoid those chalis. Demmit!!

:(

Back from the swamp?

2009-04-18T07:52:00.002+08:00

One of the prerequisite to graduate is to go on a camping according to your uniform club. Mine is the scout.

Me. Scouting. Yeah, u hear that right.

I was in Taiping for 4 days for the camping. We had to do our own gadget and everything.

It rained cats and dogs the 1st day that we couldn't get ourselves a clean water to drink. As a result, we filtered the raindrops using a domestic kitchen filter and then boiled it to make MILO. LOL!

That was ok. I once had water for drinks from the elephant footprints. When it rains, the deep footprints became little ponds. The water is taken from the ponds and boiled before you could drink it.

Oh, make sure that you had you Malaria pills a week prior to your camping trip. Just for precautions.

Nevertheless, the camping was nice apart from the fact that i din even spend a nite in the tent since it was too muddy on the ground.

Scratch that, it was like we were camping in a swamp!

Am back in hostel, with all the memories and the itchiness on my back!

Darn you dirty water!!!

"maka berkelanalah aku di paya ini"

The 3rd.

2009-04-12T10:22:00.005+08:00

Froggy,

Happy 3rd anniversary

We've been through a lot this year.

And i don't mind to go through that again.

As long as you are by my side.

This morning, i woke up knowing that we still have years
ahead of us.

And i'm thankful for that.

ich liebe dich

I've been kissed

2009-04-11T14:31:00.003+08:00

I've always like to kiss and to be kissed back.

But not like this! Was kissed by Chali 2 days back and it hurts so much.

The burning sensation is killin' me. Real bad. Demmit!

Chali is a small orange-ish bug with black strip on its stomach. It's small in size, more to an ant than a mosquito and it likes to be around lights and wet areas and especially the toilet and bathroom. People said that Chali comes from the nearest paddy field and they flew to our college when it was harvesting time.

I told Afi about it and he said that we could even use Chalis as a biological weapon for wars. LOL!

p/s: i wonder if karma pays me back when i killed two chali couple of days before that! Cissss~

The kiss of damnation

Opposite Attract??

2009-03-30T18:54:00.006+08:00

Today is adding up to the 3rd day of me coaching the 30 kids on choral speaking.

Oh, you must be confused by now.

Well, last Thursday me n my SBE mate, K has been approached by one of the school teacher to help her with the school's choral speaking members. At first we thought we would just be giving simple observations and then throw some ideas to make it more exciting.

HOWEVER, when we got there, she handed all the tasks including the pronunciation, enunciation, gestures and intonation to moi and K. I mean, the reason of why ME and K there was to help her and not being taken advantage for! But since we didn't want to take it to the bone, we took that as a challenge for us to learn more about the children through the 30 kids.

As today ended, we could see that these children come from various different backgrounds. Some of them are the school teachers' kids, some are government servants' kids but most of them are the village fishermen's kids. As far as I concern, they have no problem to communicate with each other but many of them are the disruptive type whom i know a responsibility of the teachers to shape them to become the disciplined ones.

I tried to become their friends; make jokes and laugh with them. And there were time when they stepped out of the rules i automatically became the "sir" of their life. These kids has the potential to make jokes on their friends, but they manage to control it since my first rule is 1. NO NAME CALLINGS (some of the pupils were calling their friends pondan, etc..)

I'll finish my SBE this Friday, but I hope my present brings them an inspiration to become a better person and a better human being. Oh, not to forget, a stylish person (Some of the Makcik Canteen has proposed me to marry their daughther, BLEY???????).

LOL~ pening kepala ngajar bebudak nih!~

SBE?

2009-03-24T20:04:00.002+08:00

i rarely blog these days.

Shame on me.

Havin' my two weeks "School Based Experience" program starting from last Monday.

Became an underdog replacement teacher today since the real class teacher bailed out of the class crying since she couldn't take it anymore from the disruptive kids.

I hope i did a good job takin over the class tho.

It was a good experience.

Lookin forward for another class, if there is.

Lost my phone

2009-02-28T17:17:00.002+08:00

Darlings,

I lost my phone and there's no way to get it back.

Damn.

Things always happen when you least expect it!

Damn again!

Shit!

2009-02-12T02:16:00.004+08:00

well, i thank God for giving me opportunity to take up a course with KPLI, but now it's so overwhelming..so so overwhelming.

I don't even know whether this is even worth it now.

i don't expect all of you to understand it..just try to feel it with me.

I hate being in the negative state.

It's easier being said than done.

I'm missing a lot of thing, i think.

shit!

hate it.

L.I.F.E (part ii)

2009-01-09T11:25:00.003+08:00

*continue...

and then my sister called.
“Dad’s condition is stable now. He suddenly could move his body right after aunt finished reciting Yaseen and chit-chatting with our relatives now. Even the doctor couldn’t tell what had happened. But at least he’s ok now.”

I saw the silver lining of New Year.

I arrived at 2 a.m. at my hometown at was picked up by my lil’ bro. I thought he was gonna send he home, but we went straight to see my dad. Oh, i drove to the Hospital. My lil' bro made me to drive the car since he was so sleepy. Since it was over the visiting hour, we sneaked in thru the back stairs and quietly climbed up to my dad’s room. Quite adventurous, I’d say. Hehehe.

And then I saw him. He was sleeping soundly. He’s even thinner than I could remember. Mom was shocked to see us. To see me. She woke my dad up and I shook his bony hands and kissed them.

After a while, we secretly (again) sneaked out of the hospital.

The next day, my lil bro and i wnet back to the hospital since the doc said that dad is stable and he can discharge anytime. I paid RM300+ for the bills and that officially made me a poor person that i begged for my mom rm50 so that i could get me bus tix to kl.

Yup, i went for the 1st option.

Upon arriving in Kl, I took Komuter to Froggy's house and packed my staff.

We took a bus to LCCt and headed to the planned vacation spot. Egha was already there, and since arrived around 11.50-ish and we didnt book a room that nite..we planned to stay at his room just for that nite.

But........(*to be continued)

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i took a while to update my blog and a lot of things had happened.

2009 is here and a happy belated new year to all of you out there. I wish that this year will bring us happiness and joy and less tears to shed.

Today (9th January 2009), i'll be going back to my hometown and this monday, i'll register for the KPLI.

Yes, Froggy and i have talk about it and we came to conclusion that Malaysia is juat a small country and we can always see each other when we want to.

I'm grateful to be blessed by lotsa friends who love me and seriously i do love guys too!

Thanx for Ted and Achap for the thoughtful Starbucks organiser.

Thanks for Paranoi8 for always being there to listen to my probs without judging me..

Thanks for Fizi for giving me the lovely Cupido-may it will mend two broken hearts as it says in its pamphlet.

Thanks for Andy for the lovely dinner. I always admire your positive thoughts.

Ahmad, thanks for being there Ahmad with your sassy "histories". They were so hillarious.

Art, Syuke, Jas, And Jeeb; thanks for the friendship u gave me. we've known for less than 3 years but u guys have treated me like we've known for a lifetime.

Taj, thanks for all the teachings and guides to make Pelamin. i will never throw that lessons in vain.

Froggy, we shared our moments for almost 3 years and i'm looking forward to share them as long as the stars shine in the sky, bley sayang?? *hiks

L.I.F.E? (part i)

2008-12-30T11:22:00.005+08:00

Life works in a mysterious way that we hardly figure it out as it smoothly sways itself up and down throughout the journey of our vulnerably delicate life.

In the last post, i told u guys that my dad was sick and i really wanted to see him. But since i planned and paid for my vacation already, i was going to go there 1st and go home later, remember?

God has a better plan for me.

Right after i published that post, my sis who was on her way with her husband and kids to my hometown called and told me that my dad was very ill and the doc said that he was in coma. I called up my mom and she was crying. i called up my lil bro and he was on his way to see him. And i was still in KL.

It was not my intention not to follow my sis to go back home, its just that it was pay day and i had to be in the office so that all the staffs get their salary on time. But as soonest as i finished all the jobs, i rushed to my house, packed my staffs and headed to Puduraya.

Bought me a 7.30 tix to my hometown and met Froggy there. There was a slight changes in plan.

I brought with me 2 luggages.-1 to be brought to hometown, and 1 for my vacation with Froggy.

The plan was:

1. I go back to my hometown; see my dad and if he's ok i'll get the next day bus to kl and take flight together with Froggy to our vacation place.

2. I go back to my hometown; see my dad and if he's not ok i'll stay for a couple days till he's ok and go separately to our vacation place.

3. I go back to my hometown; see my dad and if he's not ok at all, i'll just stay there and cancel the plan. But Froggy has to go; besides Egha will be there to accompany him since we've already paid for the tix and everything.

When i was on my way back to hometown, dad was still in coma. Aunt was reciting Yaaseen Sorah to him..

*continue...

Cass Said: Life is hard; if it's easy then anyone can be Donald Trump

of greatness and grievance?

2008-12-24T10:17:00.002+08:00

It's almost at the crack of dawn of 2009 and it's approaching.

closer.

And closer.

This has been a quite overwhelming year for me. So much of ups and downs. So much sugar and spice and everything nice. Not!!

But I am grateful that I could this survive even in the blackest day of my life. Thanks to all my friends who have always been near to me and to my heart.

I’ve got the KPLI offer and I’ll be registering this January 12th 2009 and I just finished doing my resignation letter and I am updating the blog now. Luckily my boss didn’t see it when he came to my desk just now. I wonder how he will react when he gets it.

I’m quite reluctant to accept this offer since Froggy and I have been planning to expand our bridal biz to the next step. But it’s hard for me to say no since all my family knew about it already and I know how much they have been meaning to see me working in government sector. Thanks to my sis who opened the letter without my permission!

My dad has been sick for months and he’s hospitalised recently. I hope that he’ll be fine and will get better. His weight has been exponentially dropped to 44kgs the last time I saw him. Mom is looking after him now. I wish I could see him though.

Well, as much as I wanted to see my dad, I have planned to get together with Froggy this 26-29 December. We have planned it for months and everything has been paid for and there no turning back to it. *derhaka tak? But I secretly plan to go back home right after that.

A friend of mine is sick.

I really hope he’ll be fine.

I hope God spares him His love.

I hope God spares him his life.

I hope for the best for him.

I love him as friend

I love him as a brother

I love him as a Muslim.

I felt like crying when I heard the news. I felt like there’s a lump of shock, sadness and sympathy in my heart. But as egha said, I have to be strong for him. Be strong I will!

Cass Said: New Year, I hope you are better than This Year.

The tests of life?

2008-12-23T20:50:00.003+08:00

Have you guys tested?

If yes, good. Get tested again.

If not, better do it now.
.
.
.

Cass says: Better late than never.

Bloody Snatcher?

2008-12-12T17:04:00.004+08:00

Today started as a fine day-i woke up early at 8.30 a.m. and went down stairs for coffee and watched The Nanny and Oprah. I'm a big fan of Fran since i was in elementary school. She's sexy, hourglass body shape and with funny nasal voice of hers, she never fails to make me laugh everytime i watch her and Oprah has always been as informative as ever.

Then it was 10 a.m when my client called me up to remind me that i've to get to his office at KJ to my my new staff. I rushed to the shower and 30 mins later i was ready to take off. Since my niece isnt feel that well, my sis couldnt send me to the LRT and that means that I have to get there my taxi.

Bloody taxies! Waiting for them is like waiting for snow in KL and waiting for Brad Pitt to be gay! I walked a bit further up to the main road and kept on looking at my back in case if there's taxi coming from there. Nada!

There was this one time when i looked back and i saw 2 motorcycles running side by side. Oh, it was just another ruthless bikers whose brains located on their bike handles.

And then it happened.

When i looked back one more time, one of the bike sped like bloody motor cross racer and the other biker who turned out to be a girl chased after him while screaming, "arghskbjkfujgfkdkhfkj!!!!!! Arghjgkgigoufytf!!!".

Seriously. She was shouting like a lady in labor that i couldnt understand a word she's saying plus she was too fast when she's passing me by. It happened within 5 seconds..no, make it 3 seconds that it took me a while to really understand what was really going on that time.

But than it's too late..The snatcher went off like lightnings and the girl chased after her followed seconds after that and i couldnt really help her. I wish i spotted the snatcher's bike plate number!

Anyways, i called my sis and told her abt what happened and she said, "Biasala..la(skang) ni banyak dok jadi, sebelum ni akak sebelah rumah kena ragut rantai emas luar rumah masa die ngn suami dia dok sapu sampah depan rumah! hang tu jaga sket, jangan dok usung2 beg ceti (my man bag) hang tu nanti kena ragut plak. Simpan dlm bag laptop tu elok2 jgn sampai peragut aim!" She nagged and nagged and nagged~

And when I sms telling what happened to froggy, the reply, "OMG, is the person hurt? Siang2 pun kena ker? Mesti dah lama aim.Jaga2 man bag ceti awk tu." Aku jugak balik2 kena ekk~

Lesson to be learned:

1. Be more careful when there's a person or a gang who's walking, riding a bike or a car right too close behind you.

2. Flash your jewelleries only in parties or kenduri..but never tengah dok breakfast or sapu sampah pon pakai barang kemas segenggam!

3. Man bag is a manly stuff, and you only ought to put lip balm (manly le sgt, LOL..okla tu bukannya lipgloss MAC), card holder, ciggies and the non-valuables stuff in there. Dont put handphones or wallet like me inside there *note to self!

"ko ingat ko cahantekk nak ragut beg petaling street aku!"

Cass says: I wish i could spot the snatcher's plate number! *mesti dah kaya gi amik nombor ekor~

Of Stupidity and Browser?

2008-12-10T12:26:00.005+08:00

I really hated it when my address bar on my Opera browser was accidentally deleted by none other than.....Me myself*jebon!. Then it took me almost a month to figure out on how to get it back.

Thus, am taking the liberty to show u guys out there the configurations u need if u ever lose ur address bar out of stupidity like me.

:P

Go to View ->Toolbars -> Customize->Appearance -> Buttons -> Browser View
Then from there you can see the Address Bar button, just drag it out from there to the tools bar on your browser and click ok and... walla!

Your Opera browser now is as good as new..LOL!

Cass Says: thanks to google, now you can even get answers about life on you little fingers *hiks

Congrats to Arttouch

2008-11-19T16:19:00.004+08:00

I'm takin this opportunity to congratulate Arttouch for his new job at Philharmonic starts from today (19 Nov 2008). May this job brings you...hurm..wutever u want in your life (senang sket kannn~).

Cass says: lepas ni wajibla aku dok lepak KLCC ngn u sesambil minum di starbucks!! matila ponteng keje lagikkk!!

Speaking of starbucks, i was told that woman who takes coffee will face the ultimate effect-their boobs will gradually shrink, according to a research done by sweddish scientists!

But not to worry pussies, bcoz they wont go smaller overnight or disappear when you wake up the next day.LOL

On another note, While caffeine may shrink women’s breasts, the reaction is the reverse for coffee-slurping blokes – it can make their “moobs” swell.

On the plus side, the study showed regular hits of caffeine reduce the risk of women developing breast cancer.

i bet this lady needs a gallon starbucks daily to shrink that boobies of hers,LOL

Money matters?

2008-11-12T10:55:00.005+08:00

Malay is the highest to have below RM 1000.00 of household income. Deputy Minister of Prime Minister Department, Datuk S.K. Devamany revealed that based on research done by Jabatan Perangkaan Malaysia last year, Malay dominated the number of 301,000 household to have below RM1K income per month.

A total of 495,500 household to have below RM1K income, and Malay alone dominated 60% of it.

60% out of 495,500 household are malays. And they are getting below RM1000 per month.

This is not inddividual income we're talking about. This is like the mom's plus dad's plus whoever that works in that house; and the total of their incomes are less than one frikkin thousand!

Sigh...

Cass Says: I know that happiness is not measured by how much do we make every month, but it certainly is needed to pay all the mounting bills to keep our spouse from yelling her lungs out!

My birthday- a quater of century to be remembered

2008-11-04T13:46:00.004+08:00

It has been 25 years old.

A quater of century.

That i've sipped this air of this earth and exhaled the extension of my life with vigorous enthusiasm to keep on surviving in this ludicrous world.

I've had my share of happiness, amusement, bitter and blandness

Father Time has been tick-tocking his clock for more than 9125 days since the day i was born last November '83.

So many goals to achieve and so many prophecies to be dictated.

I want to enjoy life as it is for better for worse, not to the fullest. Just as lovely as it is.

p/s: thanks to mary who sent me a box of 25 cupcakes to my office. They were lovely. Too bad i have to eat them, *winks. And also to Froggy and family who bought me takeaway pizzas and black forest birtday cakes. Extended apprecation to Andy, Egha, Ted and Acap, Androi8, Jambu, Afif, Fizi, Ezz, Tasya and others who sent me bithday messages via sms.

Congrats~

2008-10-29T12:00:00.004+08:00

Congrats to Froggy on his new job endeavours with the government. He's attending all the briefings and hopefully he'll be posted to the HQ or KL branch..

Mein Sister

2008-10-22T15:57:00.003+08:00

MY SISTER

My sister's name is SF. She's er..around 32..if am not mistaken. I never know what year she was born, i only memorized her birthdate.

She loves to cook, to overdeco her house, to read anjung seri and to imitate the datin's style house and she loves to nag for at least 5 minutes before she aks me to do house chores. Oh..she's a housewife and therefore she mostly spends her time doing all the stuffs i mentioned above or otherwise she'll get bored to death.

Well, i don't really mind abt those stuffs really bcoz she cooks very well and am living wif her all this while and thus i dont really have the right to complaint so much. hiks.

But ONE thing that i hate about her is that she can't sleep.. I mean really2 cannot shut her eyes unless there's at least an adult in the house. And that means, if my bro-in-law is not around i.e if he goes outstation or he goes out for drinks late at night with his biz partner, BY DEFAULT i should be the next ADULT who would accompany her that nite just so that she could sleep. Mind you she already has 2 kids (daughter-10 years old, son-7 years old).

The thing is, when that bloody nite falls on my gym day..or the nite am supposed to go out with froggy, or am going out for drinks with my bestfriends, that means i need to cancel all those itenaries and stay at home. And what normally happens during that bloody nite is that she and her lil kids will go upstairs and watch tv or sleep early in their bed (my sis n bro-in-law kids sleep together) while I'm alone watching tv all by myself which is something that i rarely do bcoz i always hate to be alone.

It is understandable if the reason is sickness or that she's handicap or sumthing. But she's just as normal as others and she has been pampered by people around her i.e my parents and her husband and she never do anything to diminish this fear of hers. The latest is when i have to meet a friend of mine since she needs my help for her wedding dress fittings on this Thursday nite and am planning to stay at Froggy's afterthat; but i din tell her that of course. I told her that am goin off for biz oustation with my bos this thursday evening and will be back to KL on friday evening; and she brushed me off and straightly asked me to give reasons to my bos (she asked me to tell my boss that my dad's coming to Kl and i need to send him to see his specialist) and forbided me to go, Boleyy?????? Sentap gile aku!

Keep telling her to learn to overcome that stupid fear of hers, tapi ADO DENGAR?????

SIDE BIZ #2 ??~

2008-10-21T12:06:00.005+08:00

A lot of things happened recently. But that's not what i want to talk about today.

Let me introduce you my little side biz no 2 (Copied the Add from a fren's site; It's in BM):

Perfume Pelbagai Jenama Terkenal Dalam 1 Box

Calvin Klein, Ralph Lauren, Estee Lauder, Jennifer Lopez, Narciso Rodrigues, Yves Saint Lauren, Davidoff, Body Shop, Lancome, Gucci, Kenzo, Cacharel, Lancome, J'adore, Dior, Hugo Boss, Chanel, Dolce & Gabbana, Coty, Elizabeth Arden, Paris Hilton, Hugo Boss, Chanel, Giorgio Armani, Lolita Lempicka, One Drop Perfumes, Amouage, Montana, Yohji Yamamoto, Givenchy, Bvlgari, Versace, Issey Miyaki, Aramis, Guy Laroche, Gaultier, J.P.

" Anda Boleh Dapat 8 Jenama Di Atas Dalam 1 Kotak "

8 in 1 ! Harga Murah !

Best Quality – Baunya berkualiti;
8 in 1 – 8 jenama dalam 1 kotak, hari-hari boleh tukar brand & ikut mood;
Long Lasting – ia bukan spray tetapi pati perfume (oil-based);
Alcohol Free – tanpa was-was;
For Souvenir – packaging sungguh cantik & menarik.

Pakej For Him : 2 sets

MEN SET 1 (M1) – KOTAK WARNA BIRU

Perfume No. 1 : Inspired by Black Hugo Boss;
Perfume No. 2 : Inspired by Blue Jeans, Versace

Perfume No. 3 : Inspired by CK One, CK

Perfume No. 4 : Inspired by Eternity, Calvin Klein
Perfume No. 5 : Inspired by Polo Sport, Ralph Lauren
Perfume No. 6 : Inspired by Acqua di Gio, Giorgio Armani
Perfume No. 7 : Inspired by Issey Miyaki, Issey Miyaki
Perfume No. 8 : Inspired by Hugo Men, Hugo Boss

MEN SET 2 (M2) – KOTAK WARNA OREN

Perfume No. 1 : Inspired by Boss Signature, Hugo Boss
Perfume No. 2 : Inspired by Echo, Davidoff

Perfume No. 3 : Inspired by Tuscany per Uomo, Aramis
Perfume No. 4 : Inspired by Cool Water, Davidoff
Perfume No. 5 : Inspired by Drakkar Noir, Guy Laroche
Perfume No. 6 : Inspired by Allure Pour Homme, Chanel
Perfume No. 7 : Inspired by Le Male, J.P. Gaultier
Perfume No. 8 : Inspired by Pleasures for Men, Estee Lauder

Pakej For Her: 4 Sets

WOMEN SET 1 (W1) – KOTAK HIJAU

Perfume No. 1 : Inspired by Escape, Calvin Klein
Perfume No. 2 : Inspired by Romance, Ralph Lauren
Perfume No. 3 : Inspired by Pleasure, Estee Lauder
Perfume No. 4 : Inspired by Still, Jennifer Lopez
Perfume No. 5 : Inspired by For Her, Narciso Rodrigues
Perfume No. 6 : Inspired by Baby Doll, Yves Saint Lauren
Perfume No. 7 : Inspired by Cool Water for Women, Davidoff
Perfume No. 8 : Inspired by Apple Blossom, Body Shop

WOMEN SET 4 (W4) – KOTAK MERAH TERANG

Perfume No. 1 : Inspired by Coco Mademoiselle, Chanel
Perfume No. 2 : Inspired by Aqua di Gio (Women), Giorgio Armani
Perfume No. 3 : Inspired by Lolita Lempicka, Lolita Lempicka
Perfume No. 4 : Inspired by Baby Jesz, One Drop Perfumes
Perfume No. 5 : Inspired by Gold, Amouage
Perfume No. 6 : Inspired by Montana "Parfum de Peau", Montana
Perfume No. 7 : Inspired by Yohji, Yohji Yamamoto
Perfume No. 8 : Inspired by Amarige, Givenchy

WOMEN SET 3 (W3) – KOTAK MERAH HATI

Perfume No. 1 : Inspired by CK Be, Calvin Klein
Perfume No. 2 : Inspired by No.5, Chanel
Perfume No. 3 : Inspired by Light Blue, Dolce & Gabbana
Perfume No. 4 : Inspired by Vanilla Musk, Coty
Perfume No. 5 : Inspired by Sunflower, Elizabeth Arden
Perfume No. 6 : Inspired by Women Boss, Hugo Boss
Perfume No. 7 : Inspired by Palace, Paris Hilton
Perfume No. 8 : Inspired by Poeme, Lancome

WOMEN SET 2 (W2) – KOTAK UNGGU

Perfume No. 1 : Inspired by Tresor, Lancome
Perfume No. 2 : Inspired by Envy, Gucci
Perfume No. 3 : Inspired by Kenzo Flower, Kenzo
Perfume No. 4 : Inspired by Eternity for Women, Calvin Klein
Perfume No. 5 : Inspired by Gloria, Cacharel
Perfume No. 6 : Inspired by Miracle, Lancome
Perfume No. 7 : Inspired by J'adore, Dior
Perfume No. 8 : Inspired by Intense, Hugo Boss

Courtesy Pics from Rizi-biz.com

Side Biz #1

2008-08-14T11:26:00.010+08:00

Sorry for being unavailable for quite sometimes. I was busy with my preparation for the KPLI interview. And at the same time my new office (am still at the ol' company, its just that we moved out to a better place) still doesn't have land line and therefore it's impossible for me to get online.

Btw, i want to wish all of Muslims out there, Happy Ramadhan and hopefully this coming Ramadhan will bring us Rahmah Ilahi..

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Currently, am engaging to my new side biz. and i wrote a whole length of narration to seduce u guys to get this stuff. Unfortunately, as i was trying to post it, something happened to this bloody laptop and all of the were gone!

So what am gonna do is just to paste wutever stuff that i have in Bahasa, no mood to traslate them in English anymore~cries*

Anyways, enjoy them!

So i give you...

MiOR - The Moor Facial Bar With IndinineLuxeTM

miOR ini adalah 100% natural dan berasal dari Austria. Antara bahan-bahan yang terkandung dalam miOR adalah:-

IndinineLuxe™ - Algae yang kaya dengan antioksida, vitamin dan mineral dari Europe

untuk mengembalikan keremajaan dan menyembuhkan kulit;

Heilmoor Clay – Terdiri daripada beratus herba, bahan organik, antibiotik yang semulajadi, hormon tumbuhan dan banyak lagi. Inilah Heilmoor Clay :-

And the effects are as the following:-

The Advantages Effect:

Mengecilkan pori-pori;
Mengawal blackheads dan whiteheads;
Mengawal keseimbangan pH pada kulit;
Mengawal masalah jerawat dan kulit sensitif;
Mengurangkan kesan parut pada kulit;
Mengurangkan pigmentasi dan mengawal masalah jeragat;
Mampu mengurangkan garis-garis halus/kedut pada wajah;
Membantu mengawal masalah penyakit kulit, eczema, psoriasis, stretchmarks, kesan selulit dsbnya;
Kulit kelihatan 1 tona lebih cerah kerana proses exfoliation;
Kulit kelihatan lebih kemerahan secara semulajadi dan berseri-seri;
Meningkatkan keupayaan kitaran sel kulit, menjadikan kulit sentiasa anjal, sihat dan berseri;
Juga sangat sesuai dan selamat digunakan kepada bayi dan kanak-kanak;
Mengurangkan noda-noda hitam dan sel mati pada keliling leher, celah ketiak dan bikini line;
Bagus untuk mengekalkan keseimbangan minyak pada kulit kepala;
Menghilangkan kelamumur & melembutkan rambut dan menyihatkannya.

And this is how you apply it:-

Basahkan tangan dan keluarkan buih daripada sabun;
Letakkan buih sabun di tempat jerawat, eyebag, jeragat atau tempat yang bermasalah;
Baki buih sabun gosok di seluruh muka selain dari tempat yang diletakkan tadi;
Biarkan 2-3 minit dan lepas itu cuci. (Pohon jangan dibiarkan melebihi 3 minit, kurang tidak mengapa);
Jangan lap muka dan biarkan kering sendiri;
Sesuai untuk 2 kali sehari (pagi dan malam);
Hanya 2-3 minit sahaja setiap kali kegunaan.
Apabila menggunakan sabun miOR, ianya menggantikan fungsi sabun malah lebih dari itu. Namun digalakkan supaya jangan terus tinggalkan routine harian penjagaan diri anda, semata-mata kerana bergantung 100% kepada sabun miOR ini. Dengan sabun miOR anda boleh mengurangkan jumlah step penjagaan iaitu hanya guna sabun miOR, moisturiser dan sunblock sahaja berbanding dengan pengunaan susu pembersih, sabun, toner, moisturiser, night cream dan sunblock. Lebih ringkas bukan ?

Tindakbalas Apabila Penggunakan MiOR
(Special case sahaja - bukan untuk semua kulit)

Kulit menjadi kering (bagi mereka yang kulit kering) - Hanya biarkan selama 1 minit sebelum basuh muka dan selepas kering pakai mousturiser. Kurangkan masa cuci kepada 1-2 minit shj;
Keluar bintik-bintik halus di muka - Cuci selama 1 minit sahaja kerana ia merupakan “proses pembersihan dari dalam” (detox). Gunakan mousteriser dan jangan risau dan teruskan guna miOR;
Kulit akan mengelupas sikit (terutama kulit yang berpigmentasi) - Cuci selama 1 minit kerana ia mengeluarkan sel kulit-kulit mati. Biar pengelupasan sendiri dan jangan dikopek;
Kulit rasa gatal-gatal - Itu tandanya ada resdung. Jangan garu dan kalau boleh dalam tempoh sebulan ini jangan makan seafood, daging atau telur. Tunggu sehingga kulit dah ok. Kurangkan masa cuci kepada 1-2 minit sahaja

There you go. I've been using MiOR for a month now. At 1st there were some zits on my face, but i understand that it was the immediate effect of Mior when it's detoxing your face; and they dissapeared less than one week after that and as results, my pores are getting smaller and almost invisible now, my skin is getting vibrant..and am very happy about it and am very confident to reccomend it to others. perhaps you should give it a try too..

For a start, you can try a quarter bar 1st for only RM 70.

And after using it, if u feel the effect, you can buy for half a bar or whole bar for will cost you RM130 and RM259 each.

p/s: my sis used my Mior bar without my permission. And one day she called me when i was at Froggy's house telling me that her face got inflamated after using it for the 1st time. I told her that served her right for using it without my consent. And i told her to stop using my bar coz perhaps it's not suitbale for her. After 3 days, her face got to its normal condition and to our shocked, all the big zits and acnes that she had were gone and so as her pigmentation around the eyes corner. Her pores get smaller too..

As much as i'm happy with her condition, i know now that i have to share my MiOR with her. sigh~

Sometimes

2008-08-08T14:48:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i wish that somehow, life will get easy on me. I'm not a faithful follower, but i always believe in God. And i never blame anyone when things get tough on me. But sometimes, it's just hard. Live is hard, a part from its ferocious living things.

People have their own way on how to release all the tension and stress in them. Some go for window shopping and some go to extra mile and bring back piles of shopping goods. Well, good for them.

What do i do when i have things bugging around my head, hurm let see.

Normally, if it's just a teeny thing, i'll just deal with them straight. Otherwise, i'll call froggy and talk about it for while and go to sleep. Yes, sleeping is the best remedy for me for almost all of my problems. I just dont wanna get insane by thinking about all those bullshits silmutaneously but rather get a sleep or a short nap, and rethink about it one by one when i wake up. Because sometimes when u gather all the problems mounting in ur head, there's least chance for you to solve it efficiently and wisely.

When things get rather ugly, like when i lost my wallet and all my money were taken out from my account, i just wished that i'll be with someone who cares abt me the most. Goodness that i was able to meet froggy that nite, otherwise i'd end up sleeping alone with tears on my pillows. (What, pretty guy cant cry meh?)

Yet sometimes, i just want to be alone on my bed or on the couch whole day long watching cartoons and let time passes me by

Or sometimes when i have probs, i'll get my superbly long shower for 1 to 2 hrs and shave my facial hairs hoping that all my prob will go aways with them. And i did go to the extreme when i cut my hair uber short once. hiks.

And infact, after what happened in my office lately, i feel like i really need a long shower when i get home tonite!

Oh since i'll be staying over Fz's tonite, so i'll get my shower there then

You know i love you

xoxo

Love quote #1

2008-07-29T16:46:00.002+08:00

Love quote of the day:

She/He's just not into you;

"If a sane guy/girl really likes you, there ain't nothing that's goin to get in his/her way. And if he/she's not sane, why would you want him/her?"

News??

2008-07-29T16:18:00.002+08:00

Ive got a few news to share with u guys.

1. Good news- I passed the KPLI Mtest and am goin for the interview this comin' August. No, i havent really decided whether i will accept the offer if i get it. I'll cross the river when it's infront of me. I just want to do the best in my interview, wow the panels and get it over with.

2. Bad News
- I lost my wallet, and the culprit(s) who took it used my bankcard and withdraw my money-I already made police reports, bank reports and now it's just a matter of time taking the culprit(s) down! And yes it was my fault bcoz i used the fragment of my ic nos as my password. Bad me!

3. Goodnews
- Froggy received his graduation day confirmation letter and we all will be goin t0 JB this mid Aug! Yaribba!!!

4. Goodnews and badnews
-I'm in my serious routines now to tone up by body and lose weight~finally!*cross fingers that i'll achieve my target by 3 months and the badnews part is that i cant eat like hell nemore! criessss~

Ol' Froggy?

2008-07-14T12:48:00.003+08:00

Froggy's birthday was on July 6th, but we couldnt celebrate together as he was in Jb at that time attending to a cousin's wedding. And so, last July 12th, i took the chance of celebrating his birthday, just the two of us at The Pavillion (The P), KL.

We had 2 movie marathons; Hell Boy II: The Golden Army and Sepi. Well actually. we wanted to watch The Mummy, but it will only be screened by this 24th. Nevertheless, we had fun watching those two movie, tho i'd say that Sepi could do better in its storyline. It's not moving enough to make ones cry, as Froggy said.

After movie, we had a tour of walk aroud BB area, but i was too sick to walk, especially around crowded patrons. We went back to The P and had drinks at Satrbucks with Jas; It was so happened that Jas was also at The P with some of his frens. After the drinks and a couple of sessionsof me throwing up in the toilet, i brought Froggy to our dinner place.

Well, luckily i made the RSVP earlier the day before because it turned out that C.Club was quite busy that night. That was actually the 1st for me and even Froggy to eat there. Surprisingly the food was good; as good as the service and ambiance that wrapped us together with the amount satisfactory that would intrigue us to back after some times.

While waiting for the train, my hair's getting longer eh?

As The Birthday Boy Waiting for the food

Love the emblem *winks

Hurm...Berisinyerrr~LOL

Froggy's Lobster Pasta, Slurrpp!

Me and My Orgasmic Mouth Watering Lamb Shank!

Birthday boy and birthday cupcakes-with frogs and panda deco!

The Host

Drinks and cupcakes-The meaning of life is fulfilled~LOL

And right after that, i puked again in The P toilet and again in my house. The birthday celeb was perfect, ain't it? LOL. Sorry dear, we'll go to LaQ next time kay. When my throwing up session is gone.

Anyway, happy birthday darl. There's long road in front of us, so many junctions to choose from and so many consequences to face. Lets walk thru our journey of life step by step; as long as we move forward and never look back.

(@_@)

Air-con????????????????????????

2008-07-06T20:32:00.003+08:00

When it comes to homosexuality, people tend to look back and pretend that it never exists in this world. And when they meet these people, they tend to oppress and hurt them instead of guiding to the light..to the right way. And Often, these people become the innocent victim of the bias world.

This is what Shanon Ahmad is trying to say with his first full-length play, developed under the banner of The Instant Cafe Theatre Company's (ICT) FIRSTWoRKS playwriting programme.

When Egha first told me that we are goin to watch a play at KLPAC with some of our frens, Muja, Kay, Fenda and Zul, i knew nothing about that play bcoz i was so busy with my work at the office. During the 1st minute of the play, it pictured bout the school and the students and teachers..and i felt awkward when some of the students were soft.

I even asked Fenda, "Uols, why is it there are so many soft students in that school??"

I was answered when the school faced a big issue when there were a transexual murdered behind the railway depo which is locted just behind the school and there were rumours that the murderer could be one of the school's student since many reports said that many students went there to get their dick serviced! And the school tried to curb this prob by happening again in near future by setting up a motivational camp for these softy students so they wont end up like that pondan..LOL!

And there were conversation of 2 students and all they talked about was peliaq..peliaq..peliaq..peliaq (pelir in Kedah accent..or DICK) And i was like, OMG! OMG! blushed and bcoz inever said that kind of stuff that vulgar all my life (Yeah rite~) LOL!

To cut the story short, Chep and Burn (Burn is so cute, kan Egha Kann???) are top students in Sekolah Menengah Sultan Ahmad Tajuddin Mukarram Shah, an elite school in Kedah. Burn is the school’s golden boy (Head Prefect, Captain of the Hockey Team) and his best friend Chep is feared and admired by the younger boys for his quick temper and skill on the hockey field.The school is well respected for its strong academic and sports record.

However the discovery of a dead prostitute in the abandoned railway tracks near their school unravels the status quo and we discover a less golden world of bullying, sex crimes and violence and also I did learn the word Air-Con means err...a service provided by tannies when they give blowjobs and the cool sensation comes from the Hacks or Hudsons sweets that they ha prior to the blow...Very interesting! LOL!!!!!

From Left, Burn and Chep.Best buds or lovers??

He sings?

2008-06-27T17:00:00.003+08:00

I was doin my work at my office and while i was browsing the net searching for the right photoshop brush for my company brochure i opened up google and browsed for songs that i like (what can i say, am a multitasker...more like procrastinator eh?). And i somewhat remembered that Afi has some videos that he has uploaded in youtube about two years ago. After looking through his id..i found the videos that he mae with his sis.

There were two videos that i found and he sang a song from Meg and Dia and a song fom Colbie Caillat. Surprisingly, he sang very well...and tell you lil' bro...you has a very nice voice and talent.

Here goes;

and this one too;

Check out more songs in youtube aite.

He was complaining,well..not really complaining..he was just telling me how he was disappointed that no one really go and browse his videos and how he wishes that he'll get more comment from others..And so, this post is for you lil' bro!

The death of the world?

2008-06-24T13:14:00.003+08:00

It's like the doomsday is goin to be tomorrow..Yes, I really think that it's goin to be tomorrow..or least during my lifetime..

The earth is hurting like nobody cares and it's giving it back to us. Look wut happened in Manila..in China..in US..and it's comin nearer..and nearer to Malaysia..Everywhere u go, u can see riot on oil..on rice..on food...The sources of life i.e water, food and air are lessening, and people are fighting for these stuff that used to be found everywhere..

The apocalyspe is showing its face bit by bit and there's nothing we can do about it..

Wut will i do?

wut will u do?

Taggies

2008-06-17T14:10:00.003+08:00

Its been awhile eh since i update my blog..and ive been tagged twice by Isis..Since i dun wan to disappoint that lil girl, here below is one of the tag that i need to do..the otha one..next time eh?

Question : 1 minit yang lalu, apa yang sedang anda lakukan?
Answer : I was surfing thru the web looking for boutique design. Oh yeah..My new freelance job is to deco a new boutique. But we haven’t decide on the colors and theme yet..Lotsa jobs to be done..

Question : 1 jam yang lalu, apa yang sedang anda lakukan?
Answer : same as above

Question : 1 hari yang lalu, apa yang sedang anda lakukan?
Answer : I had my last driving class. Err..yes..am 25 and I dun have driving licence yet!

Question : 1 jam kemudian, apa yang akan anda lakukan?
Answer : same gak..still dok blaja drive..huhuhu!! but am getting better! Ohh and then I went to Wangsa Maju Carrefour n met a fren there.

Question : 1 hari kemudian, apa yang akan anda lakukan?
Answer : I was at froggy’s house. We discussed about our freelance projects and I helped him to upholstered the old lamp shade.

Question : 1 orang yang terakhir sms kamu?
Asnwer : Tassya

Question : 1 orang yang terakhir menelfon kamu?
Answer : my officemate

Question : 1 makanan yang baru dibeli?
Answer : Nothing. I just had low fat milk that I bought last week. Still have anotha 18 cartons to go. LOL

Question : 1 barang yang baru hilang?
Answer : my MP3 player. My lil bro lost it at his hostel

Question : 1 cerita yang baru ditontoni?
Asnwer : Kung Fu Panda!!!

Question : 1 hal yang terakhir digossipkan?
Answer : Bitched about this one guy in my fren’s place who tendered his 2 months resignation notice and do nothing in the office!

Question : 1 buku yang sudah dibaca?
Answer : Teknik Menjahit Manik…ehhehehe..Froggy bought me this book when he was in JB

Question : 1 penyakit yang sering datang melanda?
Answer : Migraines!!!..X suke!!!!

Question : 1 keinginan
Answer : Nak six packs and buff myself so that I’d feel like jerking of whenever I see me in the mirror!!! LOL!!! Kidding, I just wana lose sum weight and get rich!!!!!..Ehh That’s two eh? Who cares!

There you go. And now, its my turn to tag otha people:

1.Bella
2.Egha
3.Divadiv

Tag Of LOVE??

2008-05-21T12:13:00.004+08:00

I was tagged by artistickly, and below are the questions that i have to answer:

1. What does true love mean to you?

TRUE LOVE happens when the couple believe in each other's honesty, prioritised the relationship among other things but at the same time keep everything into places with their rationalities and it happens when you are ready to let your partner go for his/her sake; knowing that he/she'll definately come back for you.

2. How do you know you're really in love?

When your friends are getting annoyed when all they hear are how sweet he/she is; how she/he makes you feel so calm and excited at the same time...when then first person that you think of when the phone rings is him/her...when the time goes faster when you'r around him/her and it gets slower when he/she'd not there.

3. How many times in your life have you fallen in love?

I DUNNO KNOW....bcoz, i dunno the definition of love itself..bcoz sometimes when you think that is love..it wasnt..it was just merely obsession..or compassion or..i dunno..2 times i guess..or is it countless? (am a bitch, am i not?..LOL)

4. Have you ever fallen out of true love because you were mad at the moment?

Nope!

5. Do you feel love and physical attraction are the same thing?

Nope! You feel attracted to a nice looking person; when she/he is nice at heart and the chemistry sparks, that's when you will fall in love

6. If your true love became ill or disfigured would you continue to love them the same way?

No Way!!!!....Yes!!, No way i'll feel for him differently..

7. Should anyone else be able to tell you who to love or not love?

NO. Didnt u get it Egha, NO!!!!! opsss!

8. Do you believe people that ended up divorced were ever truly in love?

Yes i do..believe me. As subjective as a love could be, it's also unpredictable. If now you're loving this person, as time goes by; if that LOVE is not being nurtured, and you'll find that you'll no longer have the feeling for him/her..that's when the LOVE dies..

9. Would you give up something you want for someone you love?

Yes..up from the smallest to the biggest thing in the world.

And,i hereby tag these people below:

1. Ted

2. Isis

3. A.J

love is blind? or is it us who get blinded by it?

Raging storm

2008-05-16T10:47:00.004+08:00

The raging storm swept her face away from us;
or is it we were the one who swept her away?
Oh, how glad i am now
that the sickness is out of the issue
and joy is there to be cherished
cherish me as i cherrish u;
n thou shalt learn how to honor love

-cass

Fight Fairly?

2008-05-12T10:10:00.006+08:00

Fights are not necessary in a marriage. Couples need to have discussions, they need to solve problems, and sometimes they need to disagree, but they don't need to squabble, argue, bicker, or fight. Fights are dramatic, which is not helpful to a discussion. If you have enough energy to create drama, you have more than enough to tone it down into a discussion. However, because social expectations and mythology are so strong, many of my clients want guidelines for "fighting fair."

Fair Fight Guidelines

Remember
the point of the fight is to reach a solution, not to win, be right, or make
your partner wrong.
Don't try to mind read. Ask instead what he or she is thinking.
Don't bring up all the prior problems that relate to this
one. Leave the past in the past; keep this about one recent problem. Solve one thing at a time.
Keep the process simple. State the problem, suggest some alternatives, and choose a solution together.
Don't talk too much at once. Keep your statements to two or three sentences. Your partner will
not be able to grasp more than that.
Give your partner a chance to respond and to suggest options.
Practice equality. If something is important enough to one of you, it will inevitably be important to both of you, so honor your partner's need to solve a problem.
Ask and Answer questions directly. Again, keep it as simple as possible. Let your partner know you hear him or her.
State your problem as a request, not a demand. To make it a positive request, use "I messages" and "please".
Don't use power struggle tactics: guilt and obligation,threats and emotional blackmail, courtroom logic: peacekeeping, sacrificing, or hammering away are off limits.
Know your facts: If you're going to fight for something, know the facts about the problem: Do research, find out what options are available, and know how you feel and what would solve the problem for you.
Ask for changes in behavior, don't criticize character,
ethics or morals.
Don't fight over who's right or wrong. Opinions are opinions, and that won't solve the problem. Instead, focus on what will work.
Ask your partner if he or she has anything to add to the
discussion. "Is there anything else we need to discuss now?"
Don't guess what your partner is thinking or feeling. Instead, ask. "What do you think?" Or "How do you feel about it?"
Hold hands, look at each other, and remember you're partners.
If you're angry, express it calmly. "I'm angry about ..."
There's no need for drama, and it won't get you what you want. Anger is satisfied by being acknowledged, and by creating change. Anger is a normal emotion -- rage is phony, it's drama created by not taking care of yourself.
Acknowledged and honor your partner's feelings -- don't
deflect them, laugh at them or freak out. They're only feelings, and they subside when respected, heard and honored.
Listen with your whole self. Paraphrase what your partner says; check to see if you understand by repeating what is said. "So you are angry because you think I ignored you. Is that right?"
No personal attacks or criticism. Focus on solving the
problem. If you want to let off steam (vent), ask permission or take a time out. Handle your excess emotion or energy by being active (run, walk, hit a
pillow,) writing, or talking to someone who is not part of the problem. Don't direct it personally at anyone. You can't vent and solve problems at the same time.
Don't try to solve a problem if you're impaired: tired, hungry, drunk or unstable.
Surrender to your responsibility. When you become aware that you have made a mistake, admit it, and apologize. Use it as an opportunity to learn and grow.
Tina B. Tessina, Ph.D., is a licensed psychotherapist in private practice in Long Beach, California, since 1978 and author of 11 books in 14 languages, including "It Ends With You: Grow Up and Out of Dysfunction," "How to Be a Couple and Still Be Free" and "The Unofficial Guide to Dating
Again." She publishes the "Happiness Tips from Tina".
Cass: Guys, i got this article from Yahoo!, and i found that this article is very2 useful in order to sustain the relationship between u n ur loved ones..Because sometimes, argumentations are unavoidable especially when you'r in a negative state, but still..to argue in a fair situation is the best thing that u can do to solve the matter..Solve it..not winning it for yourself...

Hurm

2008-05-11T11:53:00.003+08:00

Am not sure whether have i done anything wrong here?
If i did, i dont mean it.
Im hurt as much as you are
It has never been easy for me too
Im sorry
I do.

2008-05-07T14:06:00.007+08:00

Hurm, let see..how should I summarise the stuff that I’ve been doin so far since my last trip to this blog?

Malacca?

Alright, let’s start with my trip to Malacca with Froggy. Froggy was supposed to submit his final thesis amendments last March 28th, and we have planned to take leaves and shoot there and spend our weekend at JB. But somewhat, two days before that, his panel told him over the phone that he was actually in KL, therefore there was no need for Froggy to go to JB; he could just submit his thesis in KL.

OK, so we thought spending our leaves somewhere else since we have gone to JB the year before. I suggested Redang, since Bro art is staying there and we could stay in his place and yada..yada. But Froggy disagreed because the journey alone will take half of the trip and we will surely be exhausted by the time we get there, plus there will be some crankiness on my part if something goes wrong..Hurmm

Anyways, we ended up gambling our leaves by going to Puduraya, while trying to confirm about our place to stay with froggy’s fren’s mom. After about 30 minutes of trying to get her, we managed to get a place to stay in….erk, I forgot the name of the resort! But it’s located somewhere near Pantai Klebang. Well, that was not the 1st time I went to Malacca because I’ve actually gone there once with my family and had a night stay there; before shooting to Tangkak the day after and the time when I went there with Ted n Isis and we only walked around The A Farmosa and Dataran Pahlawan Mall, but it was surely the 1st time ever I had a round of a trip throughout Malacca and to its popular places like the Jonker Street n others. Froggy and I, we were like so amazed with the stuffs that they got there in-Relics, antiquities and arts!

Seriously, I have to say that I really had a great time there with Froggy; because it’s not like everyday ur gonna have the time of your own. Not that having our frens around isn’t exciting though.

Dutch's church.teringin nk masuk dlm tp froggy ckp xyah. (Yelah, masjid seminggu skali pon ko susah nak masuk, gereja ko gigih nak masuk kannn???)

A Farmosa

pose seorang jejaka, hiks

Uii, kalu kena tembak, bersepai kepala tuh!

Anniversary?
Guess what? At last, Froggy and I had our anniversary dinner at Yi Qi. Thank goodness that Froggy really liked the place and food (And Yes, no pork or lard are served there..so jgn dok speku i makan babah haj okay!). And if could see in the picture, u can see that cute Panda on our complimentary dessert. Froggy said it reminded him of me, bley? *Nampak sgt mata aku ni bengkak banget skang, LOL!

Little Panda on the top~

pose alakadar

Chef of the nite. siap tumpahkan ajinomoto dlm periuk lagi. Nasib baik die ganti soup baru..LOL

Alahai..cutenye...................kete dekat luar tuh!

tak paham nape nyonya2 kat luar tuh dok jengok2 x abis..LOL!

After that, we headed for Pavillion and met Bro Art and his new baby Ordie and watched Spiderwick Chronicles. Well, i have to say that the animation was amazing but i dont quite like the ending; but at least it was still unexpected, unlike malay movies..LOL

Porky porky?

2008-04-10T13:57:00.004+08:00

YI QI steamboat, Federal Hotel ; the name that gives me such headache justnow. For a while I thought that that i've consumed loads of pork when i went there!

I've been there for more than 4 times there and suddenly a friend told me that it's a Non-Halal Restaurant. I mean, just imagine how many kilos of pork has already been in me? Gosh..She (my friend) said that she called up the hotel to make reservation and the receptionist informed her that it's not Halal and that it's not suitable for Muslim. And she also found a web that said that they serve pork there!

I remembered the last time i went there with Ted, Isis, Taj and Faril, after we burped like for bazillion times, i asked them, "Eh, rest ni halal ke tak ek?"

and Isis look at me with that look that says, "Duhh..ko telan berbakul baru nk tanya???? Kalu x halal xkan le kitorg mkn kat sini~"

And i took her words (well..the look actually) and ate the dessert (The yummy Durian pie) like a hungry horse.

I sat on my chair, thinking what should i do, Do i have to 'samak' my tounge? or gargle my mouth? I see pigs flying all around me!

I felt so disappointed abt the place..I felt like writing to The Star.

Then i decided that Yi Qi owes me an explanation!

I browsed on the net, finding for Yi Qi's contact number. After calling Federal Hotel a couple of times, I finally manage to get through the line. This time i demand for the Restaurant's floor manager.

Me: Hello, is this Yi Qi Restaurant?
The Manager (TM): Yes, How may i help you?
Me: I have an inquiry (well..actually a LOT!), is your restaurant a halal one?
TM: I'm sorry, we are not a Halal restaurant.
Me: So, your serve pork and everything there is it?
TM: No, This restaurant is pork free, but we do serve wine and beer.
Me: Oh, ic. What about your food? Are they pork free? I mean, really really pork free-Nothing is made of pork or lard or any part that's made of pig?
TM: Yes.
Me: Your chicken and duck and beef, are they like..slaughtered by Muslim (Itik gantung sume i tamau!)?
TM: Yes, they are slaughtered by Muslim and we own certificate to prove it
Me: Alright then, TQ

Seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ I am pork free afta all. Miscommunication isn't just bad thing, it's one of the biggest thing that could ruin your life. Let say if i didn't even bother to make that call, I think i'll be swimming in mud and gargle them in my mouth to 'samak' myself.. And so Yi Qi, wait for me this weekend~


How could they slaughter this cute of an animal? *winks*

intepretation of my birth date

2008-04-07T13:14:00.001+08:00

3 November

Lucky Color: Fuchsia
Personality Strengths: Knowledge, Fashion Sense
Personality Weakness(es): Weak-heartedness
Successful Career Path: Information Technology
Sense of Humor Style: Friendly
Adjectives to Describe You: courageous, strong

Description:
You are a complete paradox as a person - innocent, yet experienced; fragile, yet strong on the inside; normal, yet unique; creative, yet organized; optimistic, yet realistic! Certainly a very interesting person - you possess several qualities that people often thought were mutually exclusive.

Politics-post election?

2008-03-17T15:34:00.005+08:00

Politics is the process by which groups of people make decisions. Most commonly it is generalized as "who gets what, when, why, and how." Although the term is generally applied to behavior within civil governments, politics is observed in all human group interactions, including corporate, academic, and religious institutions..

And as far as i concern, i never even bothered about it since forever because it's fulled with corruption and cronism. I was sicked of it, tired of it and darn, I wish that everybody could just live by themself without these sicked leaders and all. But then i realised, i cant just let it to pass me by, because like it or not it's changing the future of my country; the land that am living on now!

I always hate to see Malays fighting against each other when other group or society is sitting on their bench waiting for us to fall down off the throne. And believe me, only we can bring justice to our people because only we care for them. There will be loads of outsiders who claim that they can bring justice, yet in the end forsake our rights to fulfill theirs!

Oh, c'mon. Isn't it obvious? Dont just wait until everything is too late and only then we realize it is over for us when all of our possesions are no longer ours. Now, the the outsiders are using the federal constitution's flaws done by our forefathers to their advantage, playing with civil laws made by human and using human rights as their base when their actually ripping others!

Anak kecil main api
Terbakar hatinya yang sepi
Air mata darah bercampur keringat
Bumi dipijak milik orang

Nenek moyang kaya raya
Tergadai seluruh harta benda
Akibat sengketa sesamalah kita
Cinta lenyap di arus zaman

Indahnya bumi kita ini
Warisan berkurun lamanya
Hasil mengalir ke tangan yang lain
Peribumi merintih sendiri

Kita rumpun bangsa Melayu
Menganut agama yang suci
Semangat bangsa berlandaskan Islam
Teras capai kemerdekaan

Masa depan sungguh kelam
Kan lenyap peristiwa semalam
Tertutuplah hati terkunci mati
Maruah peribadi dah hilang

Kini kita cuma tinggal kuasa
Yang akan menentukan bangsa
Bersatulah hati, bersama berbakti
Pulih kembali harga diri

Kita sudah tiada masa
Bangunlah dengan gagah perkasa
Janganlah terlalai teruskan usaha
Melayu kan gagah di nusantara
-courtesy from Spingemorks

Have you guys ever heard of that song? Seriously. I came across those lyrics that i used to sing when I was in boarding school at Spingemorks' blog.

The lyrics cut through my blood vessels, deep to my hearts when i sing this song, imagining what will ever happen to my people when everything that we own is no longer ours, our rights are denied and our people are left to suffer and neglected...

sigh.

Nauzubillah.

How To Stay YOUNG????

2008-02-22T15:36:00.005+08:00

Tasya sent me this forwarded mail. I just normally chuck these forwarded mails but this
one caught to my attenttion. the heading is: HOW TO STAY YOUNG

Tell me who doesnt to be young..or to look young for that matter. I've been taking care of my face (no wonder the face looks better than the body, yet again, back to my motto: I'm Fat, You're UGLY but I CAN DIET!!) before i even reach my puberty! I still remember, my first facial cleanser was Clearskin from AVON. My mom complained that kids dont wash their face, just leave that to the adult; but I insisted to get one because i was scared that i'll get pimples, zits n wut not. And i still can recall, even a tiny zit would make me feel insecure a whole week.

And even now, every single day when i wake up from bed, the first thing that i will look at are my eyes..are my wrinkles expanding, are they eye bags under my eyes...darn..i'm gettin ol'!

Ehhh, sorry bout that. Was ranting like a granma. Neway, what i like bout the facts is that the way it reminds that life isnt just about defending your skin or your bodyweight, It's MORE than that!

Lets look at them one by one, shall we?

1. Throw out nonessential numbers.
This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctors worry about them. That is why you pay them.
-Cass: See! I cant agree more..hehehe

2. Keep only cheerful friends.
The grouches pull you down. (keep this In mind if you are one of those grouches;)
-Cass: True true, enough with my own probs, i dun need those with lotsa negativities to pull me down to the drain. Especially when they come crying on your lap asking for advise yet ignore them; keep on dwelling themself with their probs.

3. Keep learning:
Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening,

whatever. Never let the brain get idle.
"An idle mind is the devil's workshop."
And the devil's name is Alzheimer's!

-Cass: Ohh..Oh..this reminds me, I need to learn how to knit. I just got to know that knitting is needed
in making jewelleries

especially when they are made of beads!

4. Enjoy the simple things.
-Cass: Totally! enjoy those simple things like walking especially when you're in a KLCC, Pavillion. And when u fine good stuffs that intrigue your feeling to get them, SIMPLY take out money out of the wallet and again simply walk to the cashier to buy them. Very simple acts for simple things

5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath.
And if you have a friend who makes you laugh, spend lots and Lots of time with HIM/HER.
-Cass: Laugh and make me laugh when am with you, i'll stuck with you for EVER!

6. The tears happen:
Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person who is with us our entire life, is ourself. LIVE while you are alive.
-Cass: There's nothing wrong to cry, but please shed your tears if it's for your EX! Especially when he leaves you for your bestfriend or when he claims that the break up is
inevitable since he was diagnosed with scrotum cancer or other bulls!

7. Surround yourself with what you love:
Whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever.
Your home is your refuge.
-Cass: Hurmm...this is quite tough tho...I rarely be at home, always refuge at Ted's a.k.a Isis's a.k.a Mak Bee's house..hehehe!

8. Cherish your health:
If it is good, preserve it.
If it is unstable, improve it.
If it is beyond what you can improve, get help.
-Cass: "Improve my health, I shall", says Yoda Master.

9. Don't take guilt trips.
Take a trip to the mall, even to the next county, to a foreign country, but NOT to where the guilt is.
-Cass: No comment~hehehe..Can i make a trip to the bed now? :P

10. Tell the people you love that you love them, at every opportunity.
-Cass: I love you mom,dad, sis, bro, lil' bro, bro in law, sis in law, grammas, nieces,nephew,froggy,broart,akakJas,jeeb,sam,aziz,syuk,egha,ted,izuanBSN,azriBob,pianbontot,
wanjebung,isis,makbee,afhad,south,mary,tasya,mur,afif,fizi,andy,hafiz,ikhwan,zizie,jambu,arep,
erhan,fakhro,ben,waja,a.j...etc...

p/s: the names that i din mention, pls forward to the counter so that ur name will be added to the list..hehehhehhhh!

Life is like a blink of eyes

2008-02-13T10:20:00.000+08:00

Life is like a blink of eyes

Life is like a blink of eyes. Before you know it, 2007 has passed us by and hey, there comes 2008. Life is too short to think about the past. If I were to list down all the good times and bad times I’ll take the whole year of 2008 to list them all. Taking the easy way, lets just put all of the bitter and sweet memories into the back of our mind and enjoy life to the fullest. No, not to the fullest, enjoy life while you still can and try to be as happy as possible. AND don’t just wait for the happiness to come; FIND it because it won’t find its way for you if u don’t!

Yet again, like the tag line of my blog, are we as happy as we think we are? Think again; because sometimes when you think you’ll be happy alone, you finally realize that you will be happier if u share life with some else-be it your friends, your bestest friend, your hubby, your wifey and also vice versa.

Likewise, I’m happy and thankful that I have Froggy to walk my life with me; that I have a lot of reliable good friends around me; that I can accommodate my family with my paychecks and the list goes on…and I know that I could be happier if I have better job and big paychecks that money is not an issue or burden to me anymore. So there you go, my 2008 resolution: To get more money as much as I can!

But will I be happier as I think I would? That I seriously dunno! Hahahhaha

Currently I’m working with this ID project of redecorating my friend’s office. It has been delayed for months and it’s time for me to continue with, otherwise her boss will get mad at me, yikes! Remember the Modern Balinese theme that I did last time? Yeah, I need to continue with it back this time. My main concern is whether her boss can cope up with my budget. It started off as a pilot project and somewhat the boss loved it and asked me to extend my deco to the other part of the office and this involves more money and I’m kinda afraid to propose my budget since it costs 5 times higher than last time this time around. Come to think of it, belasah je la!

My weight is hiking up its numbers day by day. I don’t need any fancy digital glass weighing scale to tell me that. Now everyone around me is my unwanted-voice-operated-weighing-scale! Oh c’mon, our world does not consist by slim people only, try embrace multi-racial-multi-weight community! Plus, I know I can lose my weight easily if I want to and being lil’ bit overweight gives me the chance to see the world from other perspective-life isn’t just about how beautiful you’ll fit in those gorgeous shirts in Prada or Gucci or Boss; but the knowledge of knowing that beauty is not only skin deep!

Alas, too much fat on your skin isn’t really a way to go. And I have to succumb to the fact that I need to get back in shape since most of my shirts are kept in the deep corner of my wardrobe now because most of them are in size S and I cant fit in them now; but

“Don’t you dare give me that L size shirt!”

Dec 07-Updates of mylife...

2007-12-27T14:21:00.000+08:00

Lesson to be learned:

"There are times when u tried to be protective towards people who you love, then you realised they are the navigator of their life..and ur just a map that guides them; not ordering them to go to the place they should be...the choice is theirs"

on another note,

I (so as Mak Bee and Ted) had help Isis in designing her dress *tho she never credited me in her blog, nanges!!!!; for her Company Annual Dinnerand it turned out that she won the Best Dress Person Award! That raw silk dress inspired by Indian Maharani displays a simple mermaid cutting with one metre train and bare back design constructed with peacock feathers deatailings and sequins.

Pics as follow:

Pose al' aqadra (pose alakadar)

Pose Al' aqadra (ii)

Gorgeous??? U need to say that twice!

And i successfully designed and made a simple yet lovely small dais for my cousin for her engagement ceremony...Garden of Pink; displays the serenity of a garden enveloped in a pink atmosphere injected with self-made cute butterflies-a complete eco-system of a wonderful engagement!

Pics as the following:

Gigih disiapkan pkol 1 a.m.

No, I din do the make-up. I did the tudung.

Bersimpuh sambil control ayu

Work out?

2007-11-22T12:27:00.000+08:00

Was surfing around Metacafe, looking for cool clips when i stumbled into this workout clip. (NO! i wasnt looking for porns..sheesh!!) .. It's been months since i pay a visit to the gym...Hurmm.

Anyways, enjoy the clip ok..especially for those who want to tone their body up..or those who want to watch eye-candy guy doeshis workouts..

toodlez!

300 Spartan Workout Training. No Prisoners.. NO MERCY: 10 - Watch more funny videos here

You and ??

2007-11-15T16:18:00.000+08:00

You and I

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Here we are

On earth together

It's you and I

God has made us fall in love

It's true

I've really found

Someone like you

Will it stay

The love you feel for me

Will you say

That you will be by my side

To see me through

Until my life is through

Well in my mind

We can conquer the world

In love you and I

You and I,

you and I...

I am glad

At least in my life

I've found someone

That may not be here forever

To see me through

But I found strength in you

Cause in my mind

You will stay here always

In love

You and I

You and I,

you and I..

You and I.....

In my mind

We can conquer the world

In love you and I

You and I,

you and I

You and I...

-micheal buble

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I was onl9 with Froggy; discussing about Froggy's fear
of the thesis and how he got tensed up by it, plus the family matters and
all that came tumbling after in a bulk...and then, he said the sweetest
thing..
Froggy: i didnt want to tell u this but masa sy ikut my family pegi beraya Deepavali tu, i was listening to Michael Bubble's song
Me: ok..
Me: wic one?
Froggy: You & I
Froggy: n i cried
Me: nape syg? (matila lambat pickup sbb xtau lagu tu yg mana satu..hehhe)
Froggy:because it explains my situation & us
Froggy: tapi dipenuhi pelbagai rintangan
Froggy: back then when i was on my own without all these responsibilities , i go the extra mile for the one tht i care
Froggy: but know, sumtimes it nearly impossible
Froggy: im saddened by this by i have to submit to the reality that wasnt like the 1 i had b4
Me: sayang..jgn la camtu....
Froggy:theres a part of the song that goes, "in my mind, u & i, we can conquer the world".
Me: ive found the song..it's lovely...
Froggy: how ture
Froggy: true
Me:
Me:
Me:i know sumtimes..i just wish d same too..
Me: i want u to be all mine...
Me:all mine..
Froggy: if only the situation was different
Me:but i have to succumb to the fact that it's almost impossible to do so..
Froggy: but i betul2 kesiankan u sbb u have to give in alot
Me:at 1st when we were toghether..it was very hard for me to face it..but by time i grew strong...admitting that we can still be happy working with wut we hav now..
Froggy: yeah
Froggy: like syuk always say, things cld've gone worse
Me: it could..
Me:but so far it didn n im thankfull for that
Froggy: me too
Me:listening to that song...in youtube..
Froggy: hehe
Froggy: sedih lagu tu
Froggy: cuca ni pun very condusive nak sedih2 ni
Me: no lah..
Froggy:cuaca
Me:xsedih sbb..dalam kelam kabut..kekusutan hidup sy ni...i still have u...n this song reminds me how we r still here..together.. (matilaaa..pandai tak ngayat??)
Froggy: i feel the same way to syg (me too awk..)
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****matila korang sume muntah darah bace post kalini kan!!!!..suketi ah aku nak mushy2 kat sini..hehhe..

My day?

2007-11-05T11:44:00.000+08:00

The date was 3rd Nov 19**, at 3.30 p.m., a cute lil' boy was born..adding spices to that lil' family..

Now, that cute lil' boy has grown to be such a fine young man *perhaps he's not that..that young, but as long as he's below 40 he's still young what!!..at least at heart..hehe...

and, of course that young man is me!!..

"Happy birthday to me..

happy birthdayto me..

happy birthday to Kast

happy birthday to ME!!!!"

And for the 2nd time, i celebrated birthday with Froggy..Met him at Subang and had our brunch at McD.

Then he drove to KL without telling me where we were heading. An hour later he parked at in front of Istana Budaya and gave me my birthday gifts-Two books abt Lightings and Interiors!! which i need the most now since i in a way am into this deco field now..............

and then, he showed me my 2nd surprise birthday gift, tadaaaaaaaaa!!!!

I was shouting histerically (of joy of course, bley???). OMG..OMG..OMG!!!! It was the ticket for the last show of P.Ramlee The Mucical....THE P.Ramlee The Musical!!! I've been wanting to watch it since God knows When...and It came true..!!!!!!!

Had a really superb time with Froggy watching it...(surf the website for he review..malas nk cite..huhu)

Then he brought me to a cool place for dinner...Had quite a hard time to find the place bcoz he never really got the time to check where the place is..plus some confuse dicrection given by the waiter when i called...luckily Froggy managed to find it by is own. *Bravo dear!!

Palet Pallete is really a nice place for having dinner..The ambience was cool..the service was great..It serves fusion meals...mixed of local recipes with international style of cooking...Apart from that uneasy stomach ache i was having, it was a great dinner.

The next day, Froggy and Art, Jas and Syuke and of course me headed to PD. (*this picnic trip was supposed to be another surprised, but Froggy's mom has blown their secret in front of me when i as at Froggy's house..hehehe!!) Nevertheless, we had a good time there in Blue Lagoon since i've been meaning to go to the beach since forever..hehehhe!!! The breeze..the beach..the sky..everything was so perfect. I really owe Froggy for all the things he has done.

And thanks to Art for taking us there, for being the coolest driver tho u were only had ur sleep for one and half hours....,to Jas for being there; u never bore us with ur stories and and to Syuke for being such an angel to take our photo together. You really a Pro photograher!!

Last but not least, Thanks so much my Froggy darling...Thanks for the lovely surprises and presents...and for all the things you've done for my birthday...

*tak dilupakan pada all my frens (Ted, Taj, Isis, Mary,Tasya, Egha, Wan, Erhan, Paranoid, Sheera, Izuan a.k.a Samuel) and others yg wish me happy birthday...thanks for remembering me....

Raising high?????

2007-10-30T13:54:00.000+08:00

On anotha note, bought the LRT travel card this morning.. and i was so shocked when the salesperson told me that they have raised the price from RM90 to RM100!!!!

Demmit, y i wasnt even told about this? I mean? Did they put it in Malaysia's budget or nething? How could they raise the pice just like that!!!!!!!

Sh*t, dunno wut else will be raise aftaa this...my salary? dream on honey~

My first child?

2007-10-30T13:06:00.000+08:00

(1) That kain batik is actually a courtesy of Zizie, a friend of Egha-I borrowed from him since i had so lil' time (or so lil' budget) to find a good one to cover that hideous table.

(2) My personal fave~a hint of balinese style and modern concept

(3)The centerpiece; The anchor

(4) An impromptu Arrangement-initial ideas from Froggy

(5) Side table Deco-stole that flower vase from the office's Pantry, hiks!

(6) This arrangement is made at the craft shoppe by me, while surveying stuffs needed for my deco~tapi x beli pon..mahal sgt!!!

There u go..Those are some of the decos or arrangements that i've made, marking my 1st step as an amatuer Interior Designer...(Clap..clap!!!)

My 1st Child~

I.D.??

2007-10-24T13:21:00.000+08:00

UPDATE:

Interiors deco has always been my fave, and it pays when I did one of my fren's office interior deco and the bos was impressed by my skills...and am happy to call myself an amatuer interior designer..

Yeay me! (Clap clap clap!)

was gona to upload sum pics..

but failed..so will upload later k...

Raya O' Raya??

2007-10-18T07:55:00.000+08:00

It's the 5th Day of Raya..and everyone seems to be starting to resume their work now...

Raya was fun..Met almost all of my relatives..cousins..lil' cousins..gosh kids grow up so far now arent they...It's aonly like 1 year ago I met them and my lil' cousins are about the same of my height now. Or am i getting shorter??..i dunno...

but what i'm sure of is that my sis-in-law has gave birth to a beautiful baby boy weighted around 3.5kilos (pretty heavy eh, it runs in the family i guess..hiks!!!!) and 2 of my cousins are pregnant now. It's like it was yesterday i met them and the next thing I know some of them are getting married and now..some are pregnant..hurm, talk about time's tickin' fast now!

On anotha note, Raya has also successfully made me the most 'pokai' person..Apetaknyer...sane hulur sini hulur..the next thing i know..dh kempis my poket!!!

Uwaaaaa!!!!!

A W.I.S.H to ALL??

2007-10-11T12:11:00.000+08:00

It's kinda bit late for me to wish u guys A Happy Ramadhan day...but it's never too late to wish Happy Eid Mubarak to all my friends -Egha, Fizi, Wan, Andy, Ted, Ben, Ahfad, Taj, Mat Nor (this time around i spell ur name correctly), Sheera, Ezz, Isis, Izuan, Bella, Holden, Musangapi, Apau, Naim, Naomi, Jerry and otha of my frens who are not being mentioned here, u guys are as important as othas!

I would like to record my deepest regards to all of you guys for being such gr8 frens and being an important part of my wonderful life...

To Froggy whom I love so much for always being there when i need you...my spine cord..my back bone......my support system..my life..

To the late Ochee a.k.a Kentang whose birthday was yesterday 10.10.2007, may God bless you darl and may U rest in peace till the judgement day comes...

To all of you out there...Selamat Hari Raya....

2007-09-25T16:13:00.000+08:00

Holla all,

sorry that i procrastinated the rest 4 of my habits/facts..well i believe that it's easy for one to tell abt others, yet not about oneself..hehheec (Alasan sgttt kannn!!)

allright, let's see wut do we have here:

5.) I cant help myself seeing those girls with bad make-ups walking down the streets, in the lrt n etc. There is this urge I feel like wanting to seize them off the street and do sum make-over. (padahal diri sendiri selekeh ya Amatss)

6.) I just realised lately that i'm kinda protective when it comes to my friends and families...The last thing that i wanna hear is that they are in trouble...Seriously, for me those are people whom i treasure the most in this world..so u better watch if u wanna mess with them..*Flips hair n run away~

7.) I'm a beauty conscious person-especially on my facial part. Hate zits and acnes, big pores and sun-burns..SAY NO TO ALL OF THAT!!!! (tapi muke x flawless pon~)

8.) I'm a very careless and clumsy person at times, very un-organize, almost care-freeand shoppamaniac- the opposite of Froggy's qualities..huhu...(seb baik la die sanggup terima hubby cani..huhu!!)

ohh, and i tag these bloggers to continue this so-called Tagging Games:

1-http://oxystence.blogspot.com/ by HOLDEN
2-http://goddessofnature.blogspot.com/ by Isis
3-http://shahesfahn.blogs.friendster.com/subhia_azali/ by Eghayana
4- http://androi8.blogspot.com/ by Paranoi8Androi8
5-http://musang-api.blogspot.com/ by MusangApi
6-http://www.samuelicious.blogspot.com/ by Samuel (whose birthay was yesterday 2nd OCt)
7- http://teddieville.blogspot.com/ by Teddie
8-http://cikisha.blogdrive.com/ by Ciki

Been tagged on Habits/Facts?

2007-09-17T13:37:00.000+08:00

I've tagged again..infact, i've been tagged twice n for today i'll only do this topic 1st..since am quite free today, despite of this fever i have today *cries

THE RULES:

1. Each blogger must post these rules first.

2. Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.

3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eightpeople to get tagged and list their names.

4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they've tagged and to read ur blog.

without further adue, here's how the list goes:

1) I rank all the meals in my plate and eat them accordingly from the less-fave-meals to my fave! For eg: if let say i eat steam rice with fried egg, fish and chicken and veges, i'll have egg 1st, then veges, then fich and lastly chicken...and also according to the amount of them..the bigger amount of the meals, the bigger chance of them to be eaten.

2) When i dont meet Froggy or friends during weekend, i'll just sit back and watch cartoons from morning 'till nite.

3)I love to oggle man and women, to see how they behave..how they dress and how they present themselves in public..*matila observant ke stalkingggg!!!

4)I cant sleep without a blanket...or atleast sumthing to cover my legs while am sleeping-be in an airconditioned or hell-hot room.

otha 4????..upcoming next k..meanwhile, just read and memorised those 1st okie dokie??

daaaaaaa~

Rich ME, Poor ME?

2007-09-07T10:23:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah..things n people around me has started to be on track now..except for ME myself...

After reading couple pages of Rich Dad, Poor Dad written by Robert Sumthin' (it was quite late when i started to read that book that i didnt really remember the author's full name-spare me for that), it banged me to rock bottom that for 24years, i've been implanted with this mind-setting that i need to go to school to good grades, then enter college and graduate with honors so that i could get a good job.- yet the truth is life is much more than just a piece of transcript..*cries

I've at the end of the day done things that has been done by people before me; subconciously knowing that i will end up working in a private company or governmental company, working my ass out of it; waiting for my monthly salary. And the best part is, it will bring me to.....(drumrollllll!!!!!)-NOWHERE.

Its like wut am i currently doin; being an exec to my boss, go to work everyday (well not everyday tho, i did ponteng oncein a while) and wait for my monthly paycheck to pay bills and others leaving me with only a couple of quids.

Now, am seating on my avant-garde chair in my room in my office thinking one big question that ive yet to find THE answer-How am i going to get RICH???????

Before this, i've been negating the fact that money is important in every aspect...I mean, money is important but my goal is not to have lotsa money, millions of them...the only thought tht i have in mind is that one day, I would settle down in an sub-urban area near my hometown or KL area with my child or even children, with my loved one, having a simpe middle-class lifestyle; happily ever after. (well, once in a while, arguing and disagreement are allowed, hiks)

But, as i grow wiser n older...i realised that, having a simple life is just not enough. Not that ive becomin' greedy or wut, it's just that sometimes in life, things can be soooo unexpected that when u stumbled into things u werent really trained to dealt with, u felt so..BLUR..EMPTY, BLANK..in other word U JUST DUNNO HOWTO HANDLE IT. And this is when the extra money or wealth u have will come in handy...

Last but not least,

Money is not everything, but u CANT have everything if u dont have MONEY

MERDEKA????

2007-09-04T11:50:00.000+08:00

Today is the 4th day after we had a blast of Merdeka. And in conjuction of our Merdeka celebration i will conduct today's post in Bahasa Malaysia.

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30 Ogos 2007

Pertamanya, Tahniah Malaysia di atas Sambutan 50 tahun Kemerdekaan yg telah kita sambut baru-baru ni. (Err..nape aku jadi skema ckp BM nih ekk)

Cane korang sambut Merdeka aritu ek? Aku dengan gigihnya mencemar duli buat pertama kali di Dataran Merdeka tu. Sebab awal sgt sampai, Froggy n kwn2 die sampai lewat sket. So aku pon jln2 sepanjang jln menuju ke Dataran tu. Meriah sakan wooo..Macam pesta!

Dlm pkol 11.30 Froggy n Frens sampai...We all jalan2 sekeliling tempat tu cari port menarik time bunga api nanti..hehehe..Dengan semangat juangnya..kitorg gigih menyanyi...melalak..

sambil menunggu bunga pi dipancutkan..err...di ermm...di ape ekk..dipersembahkan?..hurm ape2 je la..korang pikir sendiri perkataan yg seswai.huhuhu~

Selepas nyanyi..countdown sampai pkol 12 tgh malam dengan semangat patriotik yg ada, kitorg melaugkan, "MERDEKA! MERDEKA!MERDEKA!" sampai tujuh kali..time tu ingatkan ade bunga api.. tapi perghhhh ade ucapan Rais Yatim...ok...fine sbb die yg berpenat lelah utk mlm tu kan...selepas aku dh lenguh berdiri..mencangkung dan berdiri balik, Rais Yatim abis bercakap..Pastu Pak Lah pulak bagi ucapan ..Beeerjela-jela sampai sume naik lenguh!! Aku nampak semangat patriotik dide tu..tapi dalam keadaan camtu die hanya mewujudkan anti-climax situation (dengan izin Yg Arif..hiks). Kesian aku tengok Nenek2 tua, Pakcik2 tua yg dah lenguh berdiri menunggu..budak dh nangis2 sebab penat dan mengantuk..bayangkanlah..dari pkol 12.oo A.M., dlm pkol 2.30 pagi baru diorg wat upacara bunga api. Apela!!

Aku paham yg diorg (pihak majlis) nak kekalkan orang ramai mendengar sume ucapan sbb tu bunga api dilancarkan lewat mlm tu (malam hapenye kalu dah dekat 3 pagi!), tapi agak2 ar kan...ni sampai lewat ak mampos, sian budak2 yg tunggu mlm tu..

Tapi at least berbaloi la tunggu nak tengok bunga api tu...betul2 atas kepala kitorg heheh...cuma xde la lame sangat macam yg pernah aku tengok kat KLCC dulu..

Ohh, sebut pasal KLCC, baru aku teringat yg kwn aku ade gtau yg diorg gigih pegi KLCC tapi xder plak bunga api mlm tu...Aku x bley bayangkan cane kalu makcik2 ngn anak2 kecik yg dok tunggu kat situ alih2 xder plak aper2..siankan...hurm..

Abis pertunjukan bunga api kitorg sume naik komuter balik umah Froggy, seb bek tren menghala ke Port Klang x sesak cam Tren yg menghala ke Sentul, dapatla kitorg duduk..hehe.

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*****The author wants to take this chance to congratulate Ted for his new job. Kakak, semuge kemarau yg telah pergi tidak akan kembali dan semoga musim2 mendatang memberikan manfaat pada kita sume~Ameen

ON kARMA????

2007-08-28T01:04:00.000+08:00

Do u believe in Karma?

I do...i believe that wut comes round goes round...i believe that we do sumthing wrong, it'll will sooner or later come back lookin for us.

I believe that life is like a roller coater, sumtimes u'll be at the top of the loop or down near the soil..

And that's why when ordeals stricked into action, the 1st thing i look intois myself. One would say i victimised myself for things that not supposed to be my fault in the 1st place, but deep in my heart i always knew it has ot to come from me..

It happend as i just started to feel the joy of entering new month..but guess the Big Guy knows wut's best for me...
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Let's forget abt that now, shall we?

anotha update on ma life...went to IIU yesterday nite. watched the Law Students's mock trial, my lil' bro was in it. He acted quite well and he really made me proud.

Mock trial is one of the most prestigeous events hosted by th Law Students' Society. This year they came out with a play entitled "Driven: What would you do?".

The case was about a Nerd who killed the deceased who bullied him and in jured 2 of the deceased's frens. Both Councel n Defense team were quite good, thanks to the script writers and directors. the story line is simple yet nicely put in a way that never bores audiences.

Though i stucked in IIU afta that, at least all the hastle to go there were really worth it dude!! Go Afi!!!!!

Anotha Day???

2007-08-22T11:46:00.000+08:00

As usual, i'll be busy as hell when it comes to the end of the month. and so as my outdoor activities..so many things to do..so lil' time..duiiii~

Yesterday was quite a hectic day for me. Instead of rushing to the office, i headed to Pertama Complex to buy the printer inks at my fav plc there. Well, i could get those inks at a chaper price but to go all the way to Loyat Plaza just for the sake of 2 inks..IDTS (i dun think so)~

Ans, ahh..i spotted a cool pc cam at that shop. The function is great, cool clarity and design..and its cheap too..around Rm69 if im not mistaken and otha ranging up to 100++..thinking of buyin myself one of those cams-when i have extra money that is..huhu~

Oh yeah, SOGO is havin' quite a sale now. Lotsa cool handbags..thinkin of buying one late on for ma mum..*tak janji ye ma~and i did try one discounted Padini long-sleeve shirt-mampu yg discounted je sbb tgh pokai, cries~ and i found out that despite of how cool that shirt was, the fitting din look nice on me, perhaps bcoz of the cutting or wut i dunno. And no, its not becoz i've gained weight* matila defensive tak ngaku dh gumuk!!!

Heyyyy, ini baju size S tau i pakai~

Headed to the office rite afta lunch, did some works until 6pm and then rushed to Gleneagles Jln Ampang to visit my dear bestfren Fizi who just had he tonsils operated n cut out from his throat..huhu..Called him yesterday couple hrs afta he had that surgery, he could barely talk. The only word he murmured was, "sakitttt~" huhuhu~

Sorry darl i went there without balloons or nething, was just plainly bringin' maself there..hehehe..

met Ted Afta that, oggling around KLCC abt an hr and headed back to his place. Oh, did i tell you that am staying at his place this whole week bcoz my sis went back home due to school holidays, and no one is gona send me to lrt station every darn morning..hhuhuhu...

Back at his place, i continued to do ma works until 6a.m wif Ted accompaned me while watching "Mami Jarum d Movie"..huhu~

And i was abt to doze off when the Bilal recited the Azan..huhuhuhu.......

And there you go, anotha typical day of ma life ended like so~

First Time??

2007-08-11T20:45:00.000+08:00

Hey there,

I had a dinner at PICC last Thursday. It was actually a dinner in conjuction with Golden Jublee of 3 Schools-STAR, SDAR and STF. Nope I'm not from any of those schools but my Boss was..and he booked table for all the staffs in our comp. and there he was....Mr Mc Dreamy...Hishamuddin Tun Hussien..or nicknamed ABG UDIN by Ted..huhuhuu..Erk..did i just said it out loud...hehehheee..wutever~

I really like Hishamuddin, perhaps becoz he's the youngest minister (guy) ever..hehe. He was just a step away from me..and oh yeah..his wife was there too..hiks~hurm..wish i bring my cam along..oh demm!.now i remember that it was broken..Cisss~

The next day, Ted, Isis, Isis's day and me shot for Malacca..believe it or not, that was the 1st time ever i touched down there and saw A' Farmosa with my bare eyes...so lame for a 24 years ol' guy eh..hehehe

And today, didnt really do nething except lazing around this Internet cafe near ma area..with ma nu hair huhu!!!!!!....

And that's the real point of today's post..hehehee...

so, enjoy~

PTPTipah????

2007-08-09T11:25:00.000+08:00

Nothin' new in ma life. Tryin' to sort things out an trying to finish all works earlier than the due date this time. Really hate when i need to forsake my bedtime for work..

Only gona work half day today and shoot for Putrajaya International Convention Centre (PICC) and have to reach there b4 5 today. Need to arrange a dinner tonite there.

Checked my current loan balane wif PTPTN, and i still have 8K++ to pay..huhuhuuuu~

so..the point of today's post is..adeke sesape yg baik ati nak wat charity nak derma2 seribu dua utk aku bayo PTPTipah ittew?????

opss...

Tagged: 6 weird things abt ME?

2007-08-01T11:42:00.000+08:00

I was tagged by Bella, (see http://www.belladonna.blogspot.com/ ) and it's about 6 weird things about me. .Well, this is the chance to prove that i actually as normal as other person...which means my weird list is supposed to be quite similar wif others...(hopefully~)

Here goes:

1)I hate to be alone-I dunno whether it's obvious or not, but i just cant stand to be alone...I love my life to be filled wif my frens..good frens..family...and that's why, i try to get aay from loneliness as far as i can...goin out wif my frens, wif bucuk...wif my sis. There were times when i slept alone and started to think abt things..u know..wut will happen in future when we r gettin 'ol and our frens are leavin' us; 1 afta anotha..gosh it hurts to think abt that...

2)I'm A reserved person- People always see me as a bubly person, cheerful, very extrovert...and i like to be that way...bcoz it makes me happy..and my frens too..But on the otha hand, i can be very reserved and so secretive...I guess it's normal that people show their smily face when they are actually weeping inside there...It's actually very hard for me to start conversation too..but i guess im improvin' now..huhu..

3)I dun like to do laundry, to hang, to iron and to fold my clothes-Hurm...i guess these dont ned any explanations..huhu~Except buying clothes and trying them..i'll try my best to get rid from doing all those chores...hehehe.*talk about laziness

4)It takes time for me b4 i go to bed- there are times when i found myself in a deep problem-cannot sleep. I dunno whether that was insomniac or wut..but it's really anoyying when u want to sleep but ur mind keep on winding and winding abt things..things that i didn really need to think in the 1st plc..demm! Normally when encounter this prob, i'll make sure that everything is switched off-lights, even fan and I did stuffed all the gaps between doors and windows wif clothes or wutever i cud find at that time so that the room will be sound-proof...and not to forget, to put my watch away from me and take out batteries from the wall clock!!

5)I dun have definite handwriting-Yes, i think till now, all my BM and English teachers are clapping their hands and dancing cha-cha to celebrate my leaving out from the school..(i do feel that my lecturers are doin' the same too)...and because they dun need to read my bad handwritings too..Dun blame me coz' ive tried my best to improve my handwriting but the best handwriting has yet to come..LOL

6)I hate frogs..real frogs!!- Hurm..i know this is weird...My blog is fulled with frogs..here and there..and even my bucuk's nick is froggy...but the truth is i really hate frogs..to look at them..to touch them..or to get near to them..Yuck!...but o another note..i really found that those artificial stuffed frogs are really cute!!...as cute as froggy himself (bucuk, i bodek so that u can belanja me later, k??).hiks! I have 2 stuffed frogs named F1 and F2..1 made from plaster of Paris done by Froggy afta he submitted his first thesis's draft, 2 cute lil' frog clips and etc...

(sorry i dun have their pics now xcept F1 and F2)

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and now, it's my turn to tag 6 other bloggers and u guys have to cum out with 6 weird things abt u guys!

1)Teddie(http://teddieville.blogspot.com/)

2)Andy(http://andyhussin.blogspot.com/)

3) Paranoi8(http://androi8.blogspot.com/)

4)Samuel@Izuan(http://samuelicious.blogspot.com)

5) MusangApi(http://musang-api.blogspot.com/)

6)Art-SentuhanSeni(http://sentuhanseni.blogspot.com/)

Toodleszz!

IT's TIME???

2007-07-31T17:52:00.000+08:00

How do you know when it's the time to give up?

..........(cries)

*there are things that the blogger really wanted to share here...yet it'sso complex that it couldn be explained perfectly by words...jus pray that happiness is still willing to share its light wif me...hopefully...demm i hate to feel this way :(

Thin pocket day~

2007-07-31T15:55:00.000+08:00

Todays's last day of July...and am broke like a single mother with 20 kids...There's only RM1.50 left in the right pocket of my pants. Boss said i'll get my paycheck by tommorrow...But God knows wut will happen if he didnt turn up tommorrow. I have no problem to work here, but the fact that this company is still on its way to build its foundation before it grows up is killin' me.

Cross fingers that tommorrow will be a thick-pocket day for me!

Teacher??

2007-07-23T13:44:00.000+08:00

KUALA LUMPUR: Lelaki ‘lembut’ tidak akan mendapat tempat dalam bidang perguruan di negara ini dan permohonan mereka mengikuti program ijazah sarjana muda pendidikan di universiti tempatan berkemungkinan besar akan ditolak, walaupun cemerlang dalam akademik.Malah, semua calon guru berkenaan diwajibkan menjalani ujian Malaysian Educators Selection Inventory (MEdSI), selain saringan temu duga dikendalikan Kementerian Pengajian Tinggi, sebagai langkah memastikan mereka tidak tergolong dalam kumpulan yang mengalami ‘kekeliruan gender’.

Setiausaha Parlimen Kementerian Pengajian Tinggi, Datuk Dr Adham Baba, berkata tindakan itu dilakukan bukan untuk mewujudkan diskriminasi terhadap golongan lelaki ‘lembut’ terbabit, sebaliknya sebagai pendekatan berhemah menyedarkan golongan berkenaan yang menyimpang daripada landasan hidup sebenar.Beliau berkata, pengambilan calon bagi program ijazah pendidikan yang dilaksanakan sebelum ini hanya berlandaskan kecemerlangan akademik semata-mata, dan calon tidak perlu menjalani ujian serta menghadiri proses saringan temu duga.Keadaan itu menimbulkan masalah apabila banyak sekolah mula dibanjiri guru lelaki ‘lembut’ dan senario ini jelas sekali mencacatkan imej perguruan dan pendidikan negara.“Justeru, mulai tahun ini semua calon yang mahu menyertai bidang perguruan perlu menjalani ujian MEdSI dan saringan temu duga. Hanya mereka yang lulus dan menepati kriteria ditetapkan termasuk tidak mengalami masalah kekeliruan gender akan dibenar menyertai kursus pendidikan,” katanya.

Ketika diminta mengulas definisi lembut, Dr Adham berkata, ia bukan merujuk kepada guru lelaki yang berperwatakan sopan santun, tetapi golongan ‘hetroseksual’ iaitu lelaki yang mempunyai perwatakan wanita seperti bersolek dan membentuk kening.“Sebagai pendidik yang juga model kepada pelajar, mereka tidak boleh mempamerkan imej sedemikian kerana perkara ini menimbulkan persekitaran kurang sihat kepada pelajar. Jika inilah golongan pendidik, apa yang akan jadi pada generasi negara akan datang,” katanya.Sementara itu, Naib Canselor Universiti Pendidikan Sultan Idris (UPSI), Datuk Dr Muhammad Rais Abdul Karim, berkata langkah memperkenalkan ujian MEdSI dan saringan temu duga diyakini mampu mengatasi lambakan guru tidak berkelayakan di sekolah.

“Kami mahu guru tampil dalam satu pakej yang sempurna bukan saja mempunyai kredibiliti bahkan imej yang terpuji,” katanya.

-courtesy of berita harian

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Hurm...the issue is interesting. But i dunno how far will the ministry impose this ban towards the soft teacher. If they will only ban those who drag with make-up; that is still considerable...but hey, I dun think there are teachers who will actually go teaching with make-up on their face and wig and heels....hurm~

And they (the ministry) never explain, if there are teachers wannabe who is soft in behavior as in lelaklem (lelaki lembut) but they never go for crossdressings and never put make-up on their face, will they be banned too?

I'm actually curious abt the method that they are gona use i.e. MEdSI. because i dont think that these soft candidates will actually show or even tell the panels that they will eventually drag in school knowing that they will surely be chucked out if the panels were to know abt it...or they (panels) will just fail the candidate right after they see the feminine side of them? hurm....and also, i dun think this will eventually solve this issue at the end of the day.

My recommendation, just use normal recruiting system for all the candidates, and make sure that states education department makes an effort to make spot check for at least 3 times monthly in making sure that NO TEACHERS breaks any rule...and I am sure those soft teachers who drag in school will not dare to do it anymore knowing that they will be punished unbearably by doin so...and these new candidate will never have an initial thought to drag while teaching!

Stress Reducers?

2007-07-17T13:56:00.000+08:00

52 Proven Stress Reducers

National Headache Foundation

"Get up fifteen minutes earlier in the morning. The inevitable morning mishaps will be less stressful."

"Prepare for the morning the evening before. Set the breakfast table, make lunches, put out the clothes you plan to wear, etc."

"Don't rely on your memory. Write down appointment times, when to pick up the laundry, when library books are due, etc. ("The palest ink is better than the most retentive memory." - Old Chinese Proverb)"

"Do nothing which, after being done, leads you to tell a lie."

"Make duplicates of all keys. Bury a house key in a secret spot in the garden and carry a duplicate car key in your wallet, apart from your key ring."

"Practice preventive maintenance. Your car, appliances, home, and relationships will be less likely to break down/fall apart "at the worst possible moment."

"Be prepared to wait. A paperback can make a wait in a post office line almost pleasant."

"Procrastination is stressful. Whatever you want to do tomorrow, do today; whatever you want to do today, do it now."

"Plan ahead. Don't let the gas tank get below one-quarter full; keep a well-stocked "emergency shelf" of home staples; don't wait until you're down to your last bus token or postage stamp to buy more; etc."

"Don't put up with something that doesn't work right. If your alarm clock, wallet, shoe laces, windshield wipers, whatever, are a constant aggravation, get them fixed or get new ones."

"Allow 15 minutes of extra time to get to appointments. Plan to arrive at an airport one hour before domestic departures."

"Eliminate (or restrict) the amount of caffeine in your diet."

"Always set up contingency plans B, "just in case." ("If for some reason either of us is delayed, here's what we'll do?" kind of thing. Or, "If we get split up in the shopping center, here's where we'll meet.")

"Relax your standards. The world will not end if the grass doesn't get mowed this weekend."

"Pollyanna-Power! For every one thing that goes wrong, there are probably 10 or 50 or 100 blessings. Count 'em!"

"Ask questions. Taking a few moments to repeat back directions, what someone expects of you, etc., can save hours. (The old "the hurrieder I go, the behinder I get, " idea.)"

"Say "No!" Saying "no" to extra projects, social activities, and invitations you know you don't have the time or energy for takes practice, self-respect, and a belief that everyone, everyday, needs quiet time to relax and be alone."

"Unplug your phone. Want to take a long bath, meditate, sleep, or read without interruption? Drum up the courage to temporarily disconnect. (The possibility of there being a terrible emergency in the next hour or so is almost nil.) Or use an answering machine."

"Turn 'needs' into preferences. Our basic physical needs translate into food, water, and keeping warm. Everything else is a preference. Don't get attached to preferences.""Simplify, simplify, simplify?"

"Make friends with nonworriers. Nothing can get you into the habit of worrying faster than associating with chronic worrywarts."

"Get up and stretch periodically if your job requires that you sit for extended periods."

"Wear earplugs. If you need to find quiet at home, pop in some earplugs."

"Get enough sleep. If necessary, use an alarm clock to remind you to go to bed."

"Create order out of chaos. Organize your home and workspace so that you always know exactly where things are. Put things away where they belong and you won't have to go through the stress of losing things."

"When feeling stressed, most people tend to breathe in short, shallow breaths. When you breathe like this, stale air is not expelled, oxidation of the tissues is incomplete, and muscle tension frequently results. Check your breathing throughout the day, and before, during, and after high-pressure situations. If you find your stomach muscles are knotted and your breathing is shallow, relax all your muscles and take several deep, slow breaths. Note how, when you're relaxed, both your abdomen and chest expand when you breathe."

"Writing your thoughts and feelings down (in a journal, or on paper to be thrown away) can help you clarify things and can give you a renewed perspective."

"Try the following yoga technique whenever you feel the need to relax. Inhale deeply through you nose to the count of eight. Then, with lips puckered, exhale very slowly through your mouth to the count of 16, or for as long as you can. Concentrate on the long sighing sound and feel the tension dissolve. Repeat 10 times."

"Inoculate yourself against a feared event. Example; before speaking in public, take time to go over every part of the experience in your mind. Imagine what you'll wear, what the audience will look like, how you will present your talk, what the questions will be and how you will answer them, etc. Visualize the experience the way you would have it be. You'll likely find that when the time comes to make the actual presentation, it will be "old hat" and much of your anxiety will have fled."

"When the stress of having to get a job done gets in the way of getting the job done, diversion ; a voluntary change in activity and/or environment ; may be just what you need."

"Talk it out. Discussing your problems with a trusted friend can help clear your mind of confusion so you can concentrate on problem solving."

"One of the most obvious ways to avoid unnecessary stress is to select an environment (work, home, leisure) which is in line with your personal needs and desires. If you hate desk jobs, don't accept a job which requires that you sit at a desk all day. If you hate to talk politics, don't associate with people who love to talk politics, etc."

"Learn to live one day at a time."

"Every day, do something you really enjoy."

"Add an ounce of love to everything you do."

"Take a hot bath or shower (or a cool one in summertime) to relieve tension."

"Do something for somebody else."

"Focus on understanding rather than on being understood; on loving rather than on being loved."

"Do something that will improve your appearance. Looking better can help you feel better."

"Schedule a realistic day. Avoid the tendency to schedule back-to-back appointments; allow time between appointments for a breathing spell."

"Become more flexible. Some things are worth not doing perfectly and some issues are well to compromise upon."

"Eliminate destructive self-talk: "I'm too old to?," "I'm too fat to?," etc."

"Use your weekend time for a change of pace. If you work week is slow and patterned, make sure there is action and time for spontaneity built into your weekends. If your work week is fast-paced and full of people and deadlines, seek peace and solitude during your days off. Feel as if you aren?t accomplishing anything at work? Tackle a job on the weekend which you can finish to your satisfaction."

"Worry about the pennies and the dollars will take care of themselves." That's another way of saying: take care of the todays as best you can and the yesterdays and the tomorrows will take care of themselves."

"Do one thing at a time. When you are with someone, be with that person and with no one or nothing else. When you are busy with a project, concentrate on doing that project and forget about everything else you have to do."

"Allow yourself time -: everyday ; for privacy, quiet, and introspection."

"If an especially unpleasant task faces you, do it early in the day and get it over with; then the rest of your day will be free of anxiety."

"Learn to delegate responsibility to capable others."

"Don't forget to take a lunch break. Try to get away from your desk or work area in body and mind, even if it's just for 15 or 20 minutes."

"Forget about counting to 10. Count to 1,000 before doing something or saying anything that could make matters worse."

"Have a forgiving view of events and people. Accept the fact that we live in an imperfect world."

"Have an optimistic view of the world. Believe that most people are doing the best they can."

-those are 52 tips to a better life...i got them from Adamdryxx's blog. Very-very useful especially when all these tension factors are only shortening my life day by day~cries!

The Tale of a Bird

2007-07-17T10:36:00.000+08:00

The Tale of a Bird

Imagine..u found a bird that broke its leg.

U nursed it, fed it and as return the bird kept u company...until one day, it recovered and it was time to part as now it can feed and take care on its own. Ur mission has come to the end and u kow you has to let the bird go...Otherwise you'll end up hurting the lil' bird that you love...

In your heart there is this only big Q: will it come back for me?

-the blogger always believe that if you love someone, you will let that person go; and if he/she is meant to be yours, he/she'll come back for you. But, will you ready to accept him/her back when he/she now is?

Lepak????

2007-07-12T10:18:00.000+08:00

Hey again y'all,
nothin interestin' wif ma life that i could put in here btw.
Went lepak at 'Kunang-Kunang' which located near Platinum Condo or sumthin wif Mak Bee, Ted, Ben, Waja and Isis...

Unfortunately, the food there was such a disappointment. I had ‘Kunang-Kunang Curry Mee’…ermm…no, I had kuey teow instead of mee. Nothing special wif that specialty cousine in wutever means wut-so-ever. Wouldn’t recommend anybody to go there anyway..I admit that the ambiance was nice..tropical-balinese-ethnic-kinda-place, but that was just abt it…

For me, the taste of the food comes 1st, the place and other factor come latter. Not to for get the cleanliness larr…

Headed for home afta that, but we later decided to 'mencemar duli' at Danau Kota Downtown. Saw this one stall selling Paul Smith shoes for RM400, the design was nice, that sales guy claimed that it was genuine and an over-running stock...hurm..doubt that tho. and so as a pair of gorgeous white Replay shoes I found at the other stall. Gonna check it in the net aftawards.

till then, daaaa~

p.s.: And No, tat's not that Fat LAdy who's singing!!!!

Happy Birthday??

2007-07-09T09:07:00.000+08:00

Froggy's birthday fell on last friday and since his thesis has been submitted and he's quite free nowadays, we agreed to meet at L* Q***n that nite. The songs played by DJ weren't that bad an wehad quite a great time...but it didnt last long when the Anti Narcotic Dpt came rushed in the club and everyone had 2 wait for almost 2 hours so that they could check everyone's urine! It was totally a new experience for me, hehe. The idea of urine test is not a problem fo me as I myself am clean from drugs or wutsoever but the but to make people waiting for 2 hours????...Really, What are they thinking???????????

Enough with that, I btw has succeeded in making a surprise for Froggy as his birthday present. Yeay for moi!!! Where did I bring him to? Wut did i give him? Wut did i do to him?...Well..you guys will have no idea abt it, cos I aint telling.. :P

I just hope that he likes it tho..

(fingers cross)

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Dear bucuk, happy birthday. Many things had happened in our journey and I hope together we can face come wut may. I really am thankful that I've got you..really, i am.

Wut is it with a name?

2007-07-05T11:51:00.000+08:00

Hye y'all, I wanna share this one thing that Froggy got from his fren. It's so demm hillarious that we were laughing our lungs out..

p/s: the pic appears to be quite blurry, therefore, if u intend to have a look at it, just double click on that pic, and ENJOY!!!!!

And a reminder to all the Malays out there, next time when u wanna name ur daughter, dun put Shahwati...gross!

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Q: Wut is it with a name?

A: It's given before people know how to use barcode!

RED n BLACK???

2007-07-03T10:08:00.000+08:00

Hurm..yeah I know I did it again...(pretending to be innocent)....

I was away from this blog for most 2 months...but hey!look at the bright side; I'm BACK!!!

Hurm..for a start, I just wanna update this Birthday party that i involved in couple of days back. It was Ted's RED n BLACK Party. Yes, the theme was RED n BLACK. I just wore a simple shirt with a red printed dragin motive on it...There were shows from Anique..Naomi..and sum otha funny games!...Me myself was abducted to participate in the MIMING game..I had to do lips sync for 'Kocok-kocok' sang by Inul!!!!...Yes u heard it right...and as perdicted, I did it worse than Britney; ahahahhaha!!..I mean..c'mon..kalu kasi lagu 'Mujeragede'(Hindi song) pun i can still try my best since i did pick up here n there when my dad watches Hindi Movie..Cheeewwahh!!!!

BTW, here are the pix!

i) the guests (pls focus on the right of the pic-sapela yg bertudung ayu tuh!!)

ii)a pose from the posers!!

iii) The CAKE

iv) great party, great people, great outfits-wut else can i say~

Nope, it aint finish until the fat lady sings!!!!!

but she hasnt sing yet; Til' then, Daaaaaaaaa~

*pulang ke Rahmatullah....Oppsss..ke Nirwana!!!

G.D???

2007-05-30T13:19:00.000+08:00

hey y'all..

It has been 3 days since I went back to my home town.Kedah was HOT...literally! and thank god my sis proposed for a picnic at Titi Hayun (a waterfall picnic place in quite rural area in Yan). Mom was fine, as beautiful as ever..dad was not that well, he has been having fever, sum rashes on his face (i think mom was quite glad that dad's not well; coz he'll only be lazing around the house and that makes mom happy..hiks!)...my 2nd niece was as cute as an angel, and she didnt hide herself behind my mom nemore whenever i call her...and the house is not in a mess as i tought it'd be.hahhaa!

Well, that's not the reason why am blogging today btw. The topic is G.D!

Wut? wut s G.D?.....G.D stands for "Grand Diri". IT could b a noun..a verb or even an adjective. In a nutshell, GD happens when one self-worship himself so much that no one could stand to hear it.

How GD hurts others??? Well, put this way, if u think that you'r good looking and your proud of how u look like..That's not GD, you are 'GD'-ing when u tell others wut you feel for hundred times per day, everyday...even if u tell once a day u cn be considered as a GD person i THINK. hahaha..and the repercussions??? You are actually successful in making others think that you are an annoying person! and if you are lucky, you will get 'carutanzz' from others especially me.

Scene 1:
A couples wif B. Almost every single day B will call..not to ask bout A but braggig how other guys were complementing his cuteness, handsomenes..bla bla..yada yada... At 1st A took it finely, feeling proud of himself getting a cute guy..but as time passes by, the volcano started to blurt out. For me, if you know that ur cute..bla2..u DONT need others to tell it for you and you ALSO dun need to keep on telling it to others!

Scene 2:
C is quite a well off guy. He shops almost every month. Well i have no prob with that but he thing is, the show off begins when he meets his frens..telling other how happy he is; buying XXX shirt..XXX pants..how confident he is..n bragging abt it....and the list goes on..Duhhh!!! NO, am not jealous of him..Not ever..haha..bcoz i dun need to be confident when only wearing designer labels and so on..confidence is in yourself, how u show it to others and ur outfit is just a spporting system that agrees to your behaviour (matila GD jugak!!)

Humm...wut do guys think abt GD? or GD people themself???? My only advise to this people:

"KISS MY LOVEABLE BUTTS!!!"

on another note, i'll be having dinner wif Froggy tonite. and most probably spending sum times in his place.

til' then, daaaaaaa~

O.K NOW??

2007-05-25T13:57:00.000+08:00

i'm ok now...
.
.
.

more content than before, kinda busy wif works and payroll...
goin back to my hometown this very evening afta work..
happy weekend everybody~

W.I.S.H?

2007-05-20T19:32:00.000+08:00

There are times when you wish u havnt been born..

There are times when u wish your life would be different than now...

There are times when u wish that you could change the world..

There are times when u think everything that you do will never be enough...

There are times when u think that you are actually fooling yourself around doing things that you dont like...

There are times when u feel like crying your lungs out..but there are no tears coming out from your eyes, yet it's eating you from inside...

There are times when u feel like 'balik kampung', stay there forever...
There are times when you feel like you've done everything, yet nothing has been achieved..

There are times when u feel like you just want to sleep and the minute when u wake up, everything is perfect and back to normal...

....or that is your last sleep

-i'm wishing all of that-

:-(

A CUPPA WIF RIVALS???

2007-05-11T16:58:00.000+08:00

I believe everything God creates is in perfect balance….If shit happens, the great time will cum later.. That’s when you sit with your rival, having coffee together and laugh to wut he or she and you had done back then.

Flashback:

My fren Er*** asked me to find a good job for him, since he has been working for almost a year in Astro as a customer service officer and tired of being sworn by the customers. As a good fren and a great citizen of Malaysia (ape kene ngena ntah), I agreed to recommend him to work in LG (my company’s client-oh, I forgot to mention to you guys before that I’m actually working in a HR outsourcing
Company now)

Then:
There was a shortage in LG’s customer service; therefore, they need him ASAP. But ER cannot resign wif short notice; otherwise he has to pay the compensation fees. And so LG paid for his compensation fees which were actually under his own liability.

Now:

After less than 4 weeks of working there..he tendered his resignation whichwill be effective this bloody end of the month. WTF???

I mean, c'mon! Afta wut people have done for you, you shouldn't just leave like that...The reasons were bcoz, he couldnt stand those bloody kiasu Singaporeans and the new place is nearer to his place tho te salary is lower than wut LG has given to him...And he has the dare to say that if I were put i his position..or anybody were..we'll do the same..WTF???

From wut I heard, he was d only staff who's being so rude and inpatient towards the customer. I believe from experience..if U know how to tackle the customer..even the most irate customer will melt and be less provocative. (Bak kate pepatah; "kalu muka dah macam jalan tar, jalan salahkan mekap yang tak cantik) If I know that he's only using that job as a stepping stones for him to get other job...No way am gona give him that position till d last of my breath!

Remember d 1st part when i say that one day we will sit wif our rivals and laugh to wut we have done b4?-that day wont cum for him and me!

On another note; I hav already got my paycheck..(dapat trus abis katanya sbb hutang keliling pinggan..wakakaka)

and on another note..again; I've made myself a Maybank account. Its Maybank Acct! and just to get it..i've gone thru bizzilions of processes..(cam haram jer, kalau tak sbb gaji masuk dlm sini, jangan harap aku nakbukak acct kat Maybank!~yucks!) its bcoz, u cant just open it at any branch..it must be near to office or your house .Otherwise there will probs when u wana do transactions (kononnya) ..duhhhhhh....didnt u guys have the thing that called 'online system'?????

p/s:lantakla grammar btol ke tak..typo ke tak..malas nk edit...ape? aku dh xde keje lain ker?

Broke???

2007-05-07T09:14:00.000+08:00

Wut date is today? (wut kind of question is that?, even 6 years old kid knows it)
Yes, it's Monday(and most y'all are having Monday blues..yada yada!)..and it’s 7th day of May…and it’s not yet my pay day! Demm it!

All because Boss need the second signatory before he hands me the check. MY CHECK!

And now, am like a poor guy, trembling by the streets begging for others’ mercy!..(ok, I was exaggerating lil’ bit) but the bottom line is I’m broke now..(cries)

Honeymoon Trip & Anniversary Dinner??

2007-04-18T15:32:00.000+08:00

Hey y'all!
(sambil menyapu sawang-sawang kat blog yg lamer ditinggalkan)

Well, let put it this way, i blog when there's interesting stories in my life or to update wut i've been doing lately...and I dun treat this blog as my diary where i jot down every single thing in here...and I only blog when i hav free time.. i mean..real free time...so dun expect me to blog every single day, every single thing in here coz i treasure my privacy as much as i treasure
my friends..(err...OK, now i'm being too far-fedge)

Oh, before i forget, pls remind me to upload sum pix that ive taken at the restaurant where i had my annivesary dinner with Froggy.

Tell you, the place was so otai! I almost felt like i was brought back to the year when Kl was still a small town. Infact, i believe all the furnitures and even the plates that i had my sizzling spring chicken with, were also from the 30s. How cool is that?

Back to my honeymoon trip. As we agreed, on last Friday, we headed for JB with Farah(Froggy's fren)as d driver. We arrived later at 10.30pm and str8 for bed since both of us were so exhausted.

Well, nothing much that we did there; just strolling around JB rather than mengutuk those unfashionable or fashion-victimised teens, eating mee bandung( gosh it tasted so demm sedapppp!!), watching S'pore Channel and bitching about S'poreans...play bowling for 4 games and had my right hand sore for 4 days...we did planned to meet some of his friends..but unfortunately they were kinda busy; so we just spent time together bcoz we knew for the fact that that was d point why we ended up there.

Well, the trip was not really the best that we had, but the feeling when ur guy kisses u goodnite and and knowing that he's beside you when u go to sleep; and he will still be there when u wake up the next morning is incomparable. (tetiber jiwangs)

This pic is actually taken after we got out of Coliseum Cafe
Froggy's giving a pose at the entrance

a pose from Froggy while having dinner

is that me with my nu hairdo?..nahhh..

1st Anniversary??

2007-04-12T12:35:00.000+08:00

Today is our 1st Anniversary..Me n froggy..who knows that it has been a year since the day he proposed to me on that very evening...

1 year has gone..and we are still counting...

Btw, i cut my hair yesterday evening just for today's dinner..Yes, we are gona have dinner at the Oldest Cafe in Kl*carik sendiri. Never been there before, just hope that the food there is great and less people during the night..*xble mushy2 kalu ramai orang! hehehe..

And today, we( Froggy and i )are wearing the same outfit that we wore when we 1st met a year ago...Froggy called it reenactment..i call it reminiscing the great ol' time..*hiks

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in regards with our anniversary, i would like to tell you a true story...

Once upon a time, there lived a boy in a far far away land, alone without no one on his side. He was almost sure that hw would die alone and there is no happy ending in his love life..He longed for someone that was not even there..

Time passed by...and after 23 years of searching, he had then found him..After all that hustle and bustle, they finally found comfort at each other's arm..

~the end~

p/s: well, they dont really live happily ever after, they too have conflicts, probs like others do; but at least they are Happy with it..

Hair style??????

2007-03-29T09:22:00.000+08:00

Changing hairstyle is one of my ultimate obsession..tho i never put it in my resume, i have been changing hairstyles as frequent as i change my handwriting..hehhehe..

I always experiment my new look with my hairstyle...at times they work perfectly as heaven or the other way round..nevertheless, it's my passion!

I have 2 pics of me with different hair style as for now..

Wonder if i look better with shorter or longer hair...

back then...

and now..

Am the SATAN???

2007-03-20T13:01:00.000+08:00

Played an online tarrot card reading..not bad..

Well, dun think i should comment much about it..hehehe..

Agreed with the last part tho..huhuh

Check this out!..

You are The Devil

Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Abandoned????

2007-03-12T13:12:00.001+08:00

Yuhuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!

I know i've said this hundred of times, but I"M SO SORRY that i abandoned this blog for quite sometimes..There has been a major change in my career, my life now...

Well, for a start, let me just tell y'all that i'm working at a nu place now..(Hurray 2 myself)..no more working in TMNet...The salary is quite equivalent to wut i had b4 in TMNet..but so far, im liking the new environment in the nu workplace..

Bye2 to those Fu*kin' irate customers..bye2 to picking up calls like mad guy...bye2 to those arrogant management bitch...bye2 to working like a robot that left uncharged..bye2 to holding intense feeling to go shitting just becoz the calls' queues are damn high!! Bye2 to all of that!!!

Haaaahhh~..That feels so.. so good i tell ya..Oh, did i tell ya that i just vanished without tendering any resignation letter?....afta i got my payment?..yeah..I did that..call me whatever u may..but I really feel that they deserve it!!!!!!

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Last March 11th was actually the date when i firstly met Mr Froggy a.k.a Bucuk a.k.a Masyam....Time flew very fast..It has been a year~a miraculously challenging year~and we are still together...for good times and bad times..may we could face it triumphantly..

Awak, Ich liebe dich~

Abandoned????

2007-03-12T13:12:00.000+08:00

Awak, Ich liebe dich~

Berdua????

2007-02-19T13:31:00.000+08:00

Hola everyone!

Happy CNY to all the chinese out there..Hope that this Year of Boar will bring you prosperity and wealth!

2day is the 2nd day of CNY, and am working today. Kinda sleepy, yawning until i lost my countings..

Btw, there is this one song i'd like to share. like d melody!

here it goes....Berdua LEBIH baik....

*well, berdua lebih baik. but that doesnt mean being single is sucks tho!

What is love????

2007-02-14T17:19:00.000+08:00

I was onced, crying over a guy, who never even botherED whether I was alived or not,

I was onced, giving out all my money for a guy who never even bothered whether i have eaten or not;

I was onced,having my endless night thinking about a guy,while he was sleeping soundly;

and i thought, "this is love; hurting and depressing.."

...YET I KEPT ON DOIN D SEARCHING FOR LOVE ..

..but tasya said,"ko, kalau dah jatuh cinta lupe dunia".

Mak cakap," kalu time belajaq, tak payah la dok menggatai nak bercinta-cinta nie, nanti rosak pelajaran".

What is love????

Spingermorks said, "Love could be a summer, a damn hot summer that would make me in flame. Love could be winter, a damn cold winter which killing me silently inside and put me to sleep without me knowing it. Last year I found out that life was never a life without love, and I was so stupid to define love of two persons, shared by two, only by two. but, last year, to contradict I later figured out that love was no larger than life if one didnt know how to love oneself. How could one love others when one didn't even know where to draw the line of respect and love himself?" (matila i pon conpius)

Froggy said, "Love to me is very sacred....it shouldn't be abused or confused with sex."

For me, love is everything.

love is like chocolate; the sweet taste melts in your mouth (this is where we get sweet words from), deliciously irresistable yet fattening and to d worst case scenario, u'll get diabetic. (*matila ko britney spears yg suke orgasm mkn coklat)

yes, love is devine..but we human tends to misused it and call having sex (1 to 1 , 3sum and orgy) as making love too; thus deriving the real meaning of the 'devine ' itself to love. yes, love can appear before us without being notice unti one we love has gone. Love can come in different shapes, heights, weights, ages....but people tend to misused it for their preferences. (*matile bebudak chat yg dok sibuk nk tengok stats orang!!)

Love is when u sacrifice everything without making urself a stupid guy. People tend to sacrifice everything for one they love..giving all they have, yet at the end when love is not in the air.....he lost everything including himself!-believe me, if one u love, loves u as much s u love him, the last thing he would want, is for you to sacrifice urself..if he asks that,darn him; for love is to give, not to be asked for!

'for he who asks should be thrown into the dungeon'
-matila mane2 kitab aku pakai!

Anyway, s much s we (froggy n i) dun celebrate valentine's day, i hope that everybody , especially to all of my frens; may you guys meet the guy who will love u; and may the love will be cherished to the max!

p/s: if u guys could recall (*matila ade ke orang baca blog aku), it is on this date, i wrote a post in a distressful manner showing how lonely i was. Alhamdulillah, the rain has gone; although it's not for forever but the silver lining that appears is enough to make me feel livelier!

-to masyam aka mr froggy, happy valentine's day( yeah2 i know x elok sambut..dose..i x sambut; sebut jer.. :-P)
-to egha, Ted,faz, ben, isis, andy, sheera, aiman, muja, paranoi8, izuan, ben, musang, muja and others; may love sets u free !!!