MY vision?

wallaweiiiiiiiii!

sorry that i've been neglecting this blog for quite sometimes. Not that i was too busy or what, i was kinda blur lately.

I've been reviving my life...It's 29th day since new year, yet i didnt do anything that i can be proud of yet.

I'm pretty sure that if my school teachers see me now, they all gona be mad at me...or worst, dissapointed.

Living my life now, I'd say that academic achievement is not all that in this life..It's how you find the chances..or how u create the chances that is important..too bad they didnt teach me that in school tho.

I always love to design things..i used to skectch and design tshirts, cloths, decorate my classroom and such...I always wanted to be a designer..but being me..following the flow of my life..it didnt go as smooth as i perdicted, and i'm stucked being in such a condition that 's not me at all..

I can still recall, I always wanted to be an arts' student. Unfortunately when open certificates are introduced for SPM candidates, my school has abolished all the not-science-streams sucject to maintan the credibility of SBP.

I took physics and add maths half-heartedly..yet i managed to get great results.

After that that i managed to further my studies in KPM matriculation focussing on Biology. Pghysic once again interupted my life; as much as i was playing around and was not focussing on my other subject.

Didnt do much in matric, i was sent to a local varsity to persue my degree there. Trying to be a new me, i tried to focus on my studies..After couple of years facing lotsa ordeals and all that, i managed to get 2nd class upper degree with honours...the prob now isthat i dunno wut should i do with it?...and yeah, i then got a job as a customer service officer in TMNet as a way to run from my study field.

Being a customer service doesnt gimme much choice. We seldom treated inhumanely-by customers and the management itself.

C'mon customer is always right, but that doesnt make them saints..do they? But hey, wut the heck..this is my choice..still this management thinks that we sum kind of robots..Everything has to be as in the book..d RULES!!

I mean, c'mon gimme a break! perhaps I was born as a rule-break..That's y every rule makes me feel resentful..well not all..only the fucking stupid things..

To those who's also customer service officer, u guys must be aware of this QA specialist who value whether ur calls are good or not..OUR QAs ARE like SH*T!..pardon me for using vulgar words but they worth it!

BTW, now that i know that i need to make my own move now..that i cannot rely with this F**king bloody flow anymore, im trying to be back on my track of life now....am helping one of my fren who's a wedding planner with his works..well im just doin a small parts 1st..

Yes, I want to learn on how to be a wedding planner! I really enjoy to design pelamin and all needed for a wedding..well it'll takes sometimes but hey, ROME is'nt build by one day!

So U guys, pls pray that my vision will come true. Hopefully
*cross fingers