Startin' a new day if life

I've signed up to ork in tmnet call centre. at the moment, i dun hav much choice..if i keep on searching for jobs without having any job at the moment, i'll be in deep trouble since im alredy out of money at the moment..so, i took mary's offer n went for an interview for tmnet custimer service officer. and now after 3 weeks stucked at the training centre, im now starting my day a a CSR in tmnet...it's quite interesting to work here..i meet new great guys n gals..fantastic frens..n learn new things-softskills, internet infos( aku bute internet sblm nih!!)...but, The thing is, i dun think that im ready to take calls from people..hehehehe..matile aku kelentong diorg nanti!!!..but still at the mean time, im still trying to find more new sound jobs..

Well..this is actually a study that relects one's self interpretation from the month one has been born based on 25 years of research.( i myself dunno whether i can believe it or not-heck..just read it...)

JANUARI
bercita-cita tinggi dan orangnya serius, suka mendidik dan dididik, sangat mudah melihat kelemahan orang dan suka mengkritik, rajin dan setiap yg dibuat nampak keuntungan, suka smart, kemas dan teratur bersifat sensitif , berfikiran mendalam, pandai mengambil hati org lain, pendiam kecuali telah dirangsang, agak pemalu, daya tumpuan yang sangat tinggi, mudah mendisiplinkan diri sendiri, badannya sihat tetapi mudah diserang selsema, bersikap romantik tetapi tidak pandai mempamirkannya, cukup sayang pd kanak-kanak, suka duduk rumah, setia pada segala-galanya, perlu belajar kemahiran sosial, cukup cemburu yg sangat tinggi
FEBRUARI
berfikiran abstrak, sukakan benda yang reality dan abstrak inteligent, bijak dan genius, berpesonality yg mudah berubah, mudah menawan org lain, agak pendiam. Pemalu dan rendah diri, jujur dan setia pd segalanya, keras hati untuk mencapai matlamat, tidak suka dikongkong, mudah memberontak apabila dikongkong, suka kegiatan yg lasak, emosinya mudah terluka dan sgt sensitif, mudah mempamirkan marahnya, tidak suka benda yg remeh-temeh, suka berkawan tapi kurang mempamerkannya, sangat berani dan suka memberontak, bercita-cita tinggi dan suke berangan-angan dan ada harapan utk merealisasikan impiannya, pemerhatian yg tajam, suka hiburan dan sukan, suka benda yg bersifat seni, sangat romantik pada dalaman tetapi tidak pada luaran, berkecenderungan pd benda yg tahyul, amat mudah dan boleh menjadi terlalu boros, belajar untuk mempamirkan emosi
MAC
berpesonaliti yg menarik dan menawan, mudah didampingi, sgt pemalu dan pemendam rasa, sgt baik secara semulajadi, jujur pemurah dan mudah simpati, sgt sensitif pd perkataan yg dituturkan dan alam persekitaran, suka pada kedamaian, sgt peka kepada orang lain, sesuai dgn kerjaya yg memberi khidmat kepada org lain, tidak cepat marah dan sangat amanah, tahu balas budi dan tahu kenang budi, pemerhatian dan penilaian yg sangat tajam, kecenderungan utk berdendam jika tidak dikawal, suka berangan-angan, suka melancong, sgt manja dan suka diberi perhatian yg sangat tinggi, kelam kabut dalam memilih pasangan, suka dgn hiasan rumahtangga, punya bakat seni dalalm bidang muzik, kecenderungan kepada benda yang istimewa dan baik, jgn terlalu moody.
APRIL
sgt aktif dan dinamik, cepat bertindak buat keputusan tetapi cepat menyesal, sgt menarik dan pandai manjakan diri, punya daya mental yg sangat kuat, suka diberi perhatian, sgt diplomatik (pandai memujuk ), berkawan dan pandai menyelesaikan masalah org, sgt berani dan tiada perasaan takut, suka adventure, pengasih, penyayang, sopan santun dan pemurah, emosi cepat terusik, try control the emotion, kecenderungan bersifat dendam, agresif, kelam kabut utk membuat keputusan, kuat daya ingatan, gerak hati yg sangat kuat, pandai mendorong diri sendiri dan memotivasikan org lain, berpenyakit disekitar kepala dan dada, sgt cemburu dan terlalu cemburu
MEI
kekerasan hati & degil, kuat semangat & bermotivasi tinggi, pemikiran yg tajam, mudah marah apabila tidak dikawal, pandai menarik hati org lain & menarik perhatian, perasaan yg amat mendalam, cantik dr segi mental & fizikal, tidak perlu dimotivasikan, tetap pendirian tetapi mudah dipengaruhi oleh org lain, mudah dipujuk, bersikap sistematik (otak kiri)suka berangan, kuat daya firasat, memahami apa yg terlintas di hati org lain tanpa diberitahu, bahagian telinga & leher mudah diserang penyakit, daya khayalan yg tinggipermikiran yg tajam, pandai berdebat, fizikal yg baik, kelemahan sistem pernafasan, suka sastera,seni & muzik serta melancong, tidak berapa suka duduk dirumah, tidak boleh duduk diam, tidak punya ramai anak, rajin dan bersemangat tinggi, agak boros

JUN
berfikiran jauh & berwawasan, mudah ditawan krn sikap baik, berperangai yg lemah lembut, mudah berubah sikap, perangaiidea @moodidea yg terlalu banyak dikepala, bersikap sensitif, otaknya aktif (sentiasa berfikir), sukar melakukan sesuatu dgn segera, bersikap suka menangguh-nangguh, bersikap terlalu memilih & mahukan yg terbaik, cepat marah &cepat sejuk, suka bercakap & berdebat, suka buat lawak & bergurau, otaknya cerdas berangan-angan, mudah berkawan & pandai berkawan, org yg sangat tertib, pandai mempamerkan sikap mudah kecil hati, mudah kena selsema, suka berkemas, cepat rasa bosan, sikap terlalu memilih & cerewet, kurang mempamerkan perasaan, lambat nak sembuh apabila terluka hati, suka kepada barang yang berjenama, mudah menjadi eksekutif, kedegilan yg tidak terkawal, sesiapa yg memuji saya adalah musuh saya tetapi siapa menegur saya adalahkawan saya.

JULAI
Sangat seronok didamping, Banyak berahsia dan sukar dimengerti terutamanya lelaki, Agak pendiam kecuali diransang, Ada harga dan maruah diri, Tak suka menyusahkan orang lain tapi tidak marah apabila disusahkanMudah dipujuk dan bercakap lurusSangat menjaga hati orang lainSangat peramahEmosi sangat mendalam tapi mudah terluka hatinyaBerjiwa sentimental jarang berdendam mudah memaafkan tapi sukar melupakan tidak suka benda remeh-temeh membimbing cara fizikal dan mental sgt peka, caring dan mengasihi serta penyayang layanan yg serupa dgn semua orang tinggi daya simpati pemerhatian yg tajamsuka menilai org lain dgn pemerhatian mudah dan rajin belajar suka muhasabah diri suka megenangkan peristiwa atau kawan lamasuka mendiamkan dirisuka duduk dirumahsuka tunggu kawan tapi tak cari kawantak agresif kecuali terpaksa lemah dari segi kesihatan perutmudah gemuk kawal tak kawal dietminta disayangimudah terluka hati tapi lambat pulihterlalu mengambil beratrajin dalam membuat kerja

OGOS
suka berlawak, mudah tertawan kepadanya, sopan santun dan caring terhadap org lain, berani dan tidak tahu takut. orgnya agak tegas & bersikap kepimpinan, pandai pujuk org lain terlalu pemurah & bersikap ego, nilai harga diri yg sangat tinggi, dahagakan pujian, semangat juang yg luar biasa. cepat marah & mudah mengamuk, mudah marah apabila cakapnya dilawan. sangat cemburu, daya pemerhatian yg tajam & teliti, cepat berfikir, fikiran yg berdikari, suka memimpin & dipimpin. sifat suka berangan, berbakat dlm seni lukis,hiburan & silat. sangat sensitif tapi tidak mudah merajuk. cepat apabila ditimpa penyakit, belajar utk relax, sikap kelam kabut, romantik ,pengasih,penyayang suka mencari kawan

SEPTEMBER
sangat bersopan santun & bertolak ansursangat cermat,teliti & teratursuka menegur kesilapan org lain & mengkritik pendiam tapi panda bercakapsikap sangat cool sangat baik & mudah simpati sangat perihatin & terperinci,amanah,setia & jujurkerja yg dilakukansangat sempurnasangat sensitif ygtidak diketahuiorg yg banyak berfikir daya pentaakulan yg baikotak bijak & mudah belajarsuka mencari maklumat kawal diri dari terlalu mengkritikpandai mendorong diri sendirimudah memahami org lain(daya firasat yg tinggi) krn banyak simpan rahsiasuka sukan,hiburan & melancongkurang menunjukan perasaannyaterluka hatinya sangat lama disimpan terlalu memilih pasangansukakan benda yg luasbersistematik

OKTOBER
suka sembang suka org yg sayang padanyasuka ambil jln tengahsangat menawan & sopan santun kecantikan luar & dalamtidak pandai berbohong & berpura-puramudah rasa simpati,baik pentingkan kawansentiasa berkawanhatinya mudah terusik tetapimerajuknya tak lamacepat marahmacam pentingkan diri sendiritidak menolong org kecuali dimintasuka melihatdari perspektifnya sendiritidak sukaterima pandangan orglainemosi yg mudah terusiksuka berangan & pandaibercakapemosi yg kelam kabutdaya firasat yg sangat kuat (terutamanya perempuan)suka melancong,bidang sastera & senipengasih ,penyayang & lemah lembut romantik dlm percintaanmudah terusik hati & cemburuambil berat tentang org lainsuka kegiatan luarorg yg adilboros & mudah dipengaruhi persekitaranmudah patah semangat

NOVEMBER (my month)
banyak idea dalam perkara, sukar utk dimengertikan atau difahami sikapnya, berfikiran kehadapan, berfikiran unik dan bijak, penuh dgn idea-idea baru yg luarbiasa, pemikiran yg tajam, daya firasat yg sgt halus dan tinggi, bagus utk jadi doktor, cermat dan teliti, personality dinamik, sifat yg berahsia, pandai mencungkil dan mencari rahsia, banyak berfikir, kurang bercakap tetapi mesra, berani, pemurah, setia dan byk kesabaran, terlalu degil dan keras hati, apabila hendak. Diusahakan sehingga berjaya, taksuka marah kecuali digugat, mudah ambil berat terhadap orang lain, pandai muhasabah diri, cara berfikir lain dari org lain, otak yg sangat tajam, pandai mendorong diri sendiri, tidak hargai pujian, kekuatan semangat dan daya juang yg sgt tinggi, dan apabila hendak sesuatu cuba sampai berjaya, badan yg tough, kasih sayang dan emosi yang sangat mendalam, romantik, tidak pasti dgn hubungan kasih sayang, suka duduk dirumah, sangat rajin dan berkemampuan tinggi, amanah, jujur setia dan pandai berahsia, tidak berapa berjaya dalam mengawal emosi, bercita-cita tinggi, perangai tidak dapat diramal dan mudah berubah-ubah

DISEMBER
Sangat setia dan pemurahBersifat patriotikSangat aktif dalam permainan dan pergaulanSikap kurang sabar dan tergesa-gesaBercita-cita tinggiSuka menjadi orang yang berpengaruh dlm organisasiSeronok didampingiSuka bercampur dgn org Suka dipuji, diberi perhatian dan suka dibelaiSangat jujur amanah dan bertolak ansurTidak pandai berpura-puraCepat marahPerangai yg berubah-ubahTidak ego walaupun harga diri yang sangat tinggiBenci pada kongkonganSuka berlawakPandai buat lawak dan berfikiran dgn logik

seorang lelaki

seorang lelaki
jatuh bangunnya kerana seorang wanita
bukan sejati

seorang lelaki
mengharap bulan jatuh terletak di riba;
biarkan dia menanti

seorang lelaki
menangis di hati, menyorok isinya
bukan penakut mati

seorang lelaki
berhubung dengan dunia
terikat dengan akhirat
berjanji dengan mati

menjadi lelaki
bukan berlagak ngeri
bukan membuta tuli
tidak membangga diri
tapi mengaku kelemahan sendiri
kebesaran Ilahi

what am i doing???

Relax, dont panic. It's still me, Kast-the same person who really likes to go shopping..chatting n lepak wif people n plus additional feature-IM BROKE!..im so broke that i hav to work as a sales associate in one of KLCC shop...
But at least GOD did answer my pray-although He didnt really give me 'seGEDEBUK' money, he showed please a way how to get 'em! so people..i i didn't really hav time to update this blog..dun blame me ok..altough i think i did d same when i didnt get any job...hehehehehe!..okla..till then..

"life is so short that it couldt be measured by length nor its to light than we couldt even weight it!-still it can be enriched by love n tenderness"

gettin' older n useless????

well..for those who wonder what am i doin' now..im now jobless(jus finis study) and doin' nothing..pening kapla!!!!!..hehheee..and beside that, apparently all(most) my cousins are one-by-one gettin' engage and married...n i knew one day, the golden question will be smacked on my face-when will i introduce us my galfren?????

WHEN???..how in the world can i do that when dun even hav anyone sticks wif me..i broke wif my ex gal..hav no wat-so-ever preseverance to search for one at the same time!!!..ontop of it, i sun hav a single cents in my wallet..

hush now..okay....i know, i'll kidnap osama n redeem for reward from bush or;
i could do vice versa..hahahahhahahaa!!!

okla aku dah start mengarut...chows!!
bubbye

O’ happy day!!!

It’s hard to say what’s happening to us is something happy or not-and to what extend that particular thing is ‘a’ happy thing or not…..don’t believe it???
Well, when I was relaxing and indulging myself with watchin’ my favourite Chinese drama series, ‘square pegs’; my bro-in law asked me to buy him express bus ticket. And pastu, zuhadi called me up ajak aku gi KLIA hantar Mia g German..lgpun Arep pun nk ikut..I agreed..without knowin, that something will come up later…
I waited for Zuhadi at Jelatek LRT Putra Station..and after sometimes, he came and told me that Arep tak jd dtg….I knew it already bcoz I had already called Arep n he said that Mia had told(or wanted to tell) Zuhadi tak payah gi KLIA sbb die pun gi ngn KLIA Transit jer n better hantar duit dier yg zuhadi pinjam kat umh jer kan..
Since Arep pun tak dtg and Zuhadi pun seemed like havin another plan that was to go to Nini’s(Zuhadi’s fren who we mistakenly took her as Zuhadi gf) house(to get sumthin’). When we arrived at her house..but she wasn’t there( she was in Klang)..so I guess u know what we did-went there!
Along the way we talked bout our planning-Zuhadi get a job at AIA-congrats to him!!!..but me????..no what-so-ever plan yet!..we chatted..chat..chat..and then…..Gek..Gek…Gekk!..
We heard an awkward sound as we were passing a tol plaza…Then we realized that..THE RIGHT BACK TYRE HAD PUNCTURED!!!
IT took us almost an hour or so to change it!..we looked around for a car jack..but it was juz not there..luckily there was another car who broke down a long the road..so Zuhadi went and asked’em for that eject thingy..dunno what it called….Baru separuh gune benda alah tu..owner dia ckp yg kembara (keta abg Zuhadi) selalunye letak eject kat co-pilot punyer place..then we found it..hahahaha..tp punye le payah nk gune.sampai patah screw-driver yg Zuhadi gune!!..siap bleeding lg tangan die..kesian siot!!!
Last skali kitorg tukar tempat nk eject tuh..barulerr terangkat keta tuh!!!(hey..dun blame me!!!..i know nothin’ bout cars ok!)..we tought the ordeal was over, but nahhh!!!!..misery was so sad and tak sampai hat ink leave kitorg!!....Sampai nk mampus kitorg try nk bukak screw tayar yg pancit tu..tak gak bukak2!!!..then I went to the plaza tol and asked for peronda highway..pastu bl dh gi kat kat keta balik..barulerr ble bukak tayar pancit tuh!!!..AKHIRNYA!!!!!
So we continued our journey in meeting Nini n took her n Hazani(her fren) back to her house (Klang is where she’s havin her practicum). And I arrived home at almost 2a.m.
Well..why am I tellin’ this???...hahahha..you may think it was a terrible ordeal..bad experience..pengalaman pahit..but nahhh..i found it was very interesting, becoz we really had a good time—becoz if I were not there..Zuhadi will hav to face the prob alone and I was surely gonna be boring and depressing !!..i admit I didn’t do nothing much..but at least I was there to accompany him n jd penghibur tidak rasmi!..and if I didn’t go out wif him..i’d never face that kind of situation-b4 this..i never experienced tayar pancit!! hehehhee…
"And you know what????...i got it all in my digicam !"

The Ordeal in PERKESO????

Hehehehheee..first and foremost...thousands apology for i hav almost abandoned this blog for sumtimes..bukan luper cumer takder masa...
At the moment, im still doing my practicum in PERKESO-and actually we hav one practical student from UPM who's doin' Consumer Science...well basically, we call her Ayam despite of his name Wani which has nottin to do wif chicken-it's juz a name we call when she started to be a bit ekstrovert..hahahhahaa!!!!
BTW, she is one of the "tokan" vcd and DVD ..supply mostly korean movies and Anime..but tonite im not talkin bout her..so get rid of her for a sec....WE R TALkIN BOUT THE FOUL MANAGEMENT IN PERKESO!!
----because u know what??????..up until now..i havent got my needed data yet!!!!!
Im basically finishing my practicum this cumin' week but stilll....huhh!!!..for the note, im doin a one stop centre simulation system, and since my "bahagian so called Pengurusan" doent not cover that bloody one stop centre, i had to do sum bloody proposal and then wait for my big butt boss to validate it(in which she took almost 3 weeks) and the sent my proposal to "Bahagian Cawangan kl" since they r handling that side...in which they took about one bloody whole month to send me back the agreement letter!!!!...and now..im trembling alone...counting my days there in PerkOSA..and crossing my fingers hoping that i cud get the data on time!!!!...
and as the mean time, im just doin sum mailin' stuff and shakin' my legs there!!!-if others are like rushing their whole life to do countless assignments..projects...ME???-who knows???

where art thou??..my PERKESO

hello guys, wassup?..how's the holidays' goin???..
Well basically, i'm a bit busy with ma practicum thingy, actuall i only do sum filing but it is really exhausting!! (dunno y). nothing much happened actually, everyday i will at least snd sms to anybody asking what r they doin', juz makin sure thatthey r not forgetting me!!..hahaha!!
lets talk 'bout am i doin there in PERKESO. I was placed in there to do my practicum in completing my degree requirement..so here i am, wake at 7 a.m. and had to walk from Jelatek LRT station to PERKESO Jln Ampang..and i always reach there soakin' wet!!..well..a job is a job!
During the 1stday, i have already gotten my 1st punchcard merah!!..but as for the next day onward..no more larrr!!!..(hope so)..so every day five of us (i and awie(hasbullah nawawi, bob(azmanan-comm stud) and zu(zufadzhilatul huzni-comm stud cum ms knows everythin') will sit around a table and start the filing process-starting from folding it to the end..what i know is that we do it better and faster than kerani fail kat situ..
Hehhee..see im starting t mengumpat 'em..but thats the truth!!-it's maybe they have been doin it since forever..that's y they r having degredation of motivation(i think-takin it from a personwho always ponteng OB class)
Only after a week i met a person who really understand when i talk about forecasting, simulations, and OR-the quality manager..yang lain including the operation manager..hampeh!!!!
The prob is the quality department has just being created 3 years ago, so there is no watsoever data bout quality thingy-as so they said lorrr..so they r organizing a project to do MPK(manual prosedur kerja)..only the the asessment can be done..so!!!!!..huhh...that is when i remembered about forecasting..so the final proprositin is a simulation of the counters in perkeso!!
BTW, Awie's gona do kajian kepuasan pelanggan in perkeso...
okla..im using the money that my bro's in law gave to type his work, so better get off now..
chow!!!!

In God We Trust...A tribute to Ochee

Assalamualaikum...
It's been awhile actually since i left IMax(institut Maxisegar)..and after i stepped out form there, it's already 4 years...and that means i havent seen Ochee(Zainol Izham B Zainal Abidin) even wif that duration also...but we still contacting each other....But not anymore-since he's no more with us....back to his Owner, Allah S.W.T.
I juz knew bout it yesterday nite (30.03.2005)..but it was reported that he passed away on the day before. All i know is that his car was out of control and spun on the road and hit the car behind..Along with him was his soulmate-Balkhis.
Most Imax student knew that we were good frens back then...but no one'd ever know how close it was...for me, he was not only a friend, but a brother to me-sumtimes being a big brother who gives advice on how to lose my temper...or a lil' bro who told me bout his prob and then being "dileter" by me.
Ochee was first called Ochee when he was in Sek Men Sultan Abdul Halim(SMSAH), jitra. He told me that it was bcoz he was originated from Manjung, Perak and Perak is known by its Tapir(cipan)..Then from CIPAN, it evolved to Ocipan and to OCHEE...Ochee that i knew is a person who really concious but his body shape, cares bout his girlfriend, and one who is filled with bad temper but successfully controlled 'em, dun really like Math and rather likes biology and really an Insectophobia (scared of insects)..hehehee..
We once made a havoc in the apartment when a couple of big cockcroaches got into the apartment..we made ourselves "lastik getah" and together we tried to get rid of 'em..pastu bila lipas2 tu terbang..kitorang dua2 siap nyorok2 blakang tilam le..bawah meja ler...hehehhee!!!!
And i called him "kentang" since he really liked potatoes so much! we once went to MAKRO at Selayang together with Jonet(juhanis) and Safa-if im not mistaken. and we bought satu guni besar potatoes and then kupas and sliced 'em utk dibuat kentang goreng..Itu tak termasuk French fries that we bought!
Although i often went to kl during semester break (UUM)..we never met...the closest was when i juz got to Bangsar LRT from Midvalley Megamall and he and Bal juz get there...He called me and said that he was in Midvalley but since i've already bought the ticket, told him that it was okay since we still could meet later kalau ada jodoh....without lil' I know that there would be no other chance for us......IF i ever Grab that chance!!..but........................................................
There is notting else i could do..i really hope and pray that he and Balkhis will be upthere placed with orang2 yang beriman.....Amin.

i'll be there for yer!!

hi..hmm...one thing about me is that i know what i should do..but i've never followed 'em...like i should have done my projects n assignments earlier because i've already known the consequenses of not doing it..but..there it is again-my laziness and postpone evil..keep on tryin' makin sure that i'll abandon 'em.
I know that time is crucial now..but god knows how im too lazy to do 'em...heheheee....

Non-probability Starting~better one that none

well..This is why i start to write in this blog...today is Friday and i got nothin' to do...so when i surfed into my frens's blog and saw how lovely their blogs are...the idea of creatin' my own blog came into picture..hehehee..basically i've gotten one blog back then..but now i wonder whether it's still there or not..since it has been abandoned for years now..and one more reason im doin' this is that i believe that practice makes perfect-and i havent been writing or communicating in english for quite sometimes..so i hope that this blog which im gonna write 70% in english and the rest in BM will indirectly encourage me to improve my fluency in Eng....for startin' i guess...that's it!!!

CHOW!!
-ralat itu normal-