Worries?

There are two thing that worry me at this moment. First, im actually quite scared to be posted far far away to the Borneo or in the rural area. Everyday, i have this habit of checking it online at the stupid MOE website. It's almost the end of November and they haven't told us yet on where are we getting posted to.

Secondly, in my wallet right now, i have less than rm50 and another rm80 in my bank account and this amounted to a total of frikkin' rm130. Talk about 'miskin tegar'. And so, am now tryin to get any part time job available there in kl as long as it's legal and it pays good. Damn.

And as ya'all know, during the first 3 month of working, i may not be gettin' any penny and this worries me A LOT!

Wish i could just bend over and get $$ by swiping my bank card on my buttock !

Posting?

right now while righting this post; heart is sinking with worries and anxiety. In a few days, i'll know the state where i will be posted to.

i opted for Sarawak back then when they asked me to fill up the posting form.

Now, i changed my mind, but unfortunately that wont change the form tho.

My heart skipped a beat when friends told me that i could check posting place via onli9 today. After 2 hours and browsing the MOE website and calling them, i found that the news were fake. Damn it!

So, right now friends, if i was to be posted to borneo, than i guess this end of Nov is my last day being here in peninsular of Malaysia. sigh.

P/s: God, place me to the place where my chances of being a better person is at.
p/s (ii): pls ignore my grammatical errors, no mood to check on them.

exam vs me day?

I just had 3 longest hardest exams in my life which fell on my birthday, 3rd nov. I had littlest sleep ever and i had to push my old self to study things that i hardly remember.

but now as the exams ended (phew), i have to atttend to 3 weeks of induction course and on top pf that, i have to execute all the assignments and pass the exam. i dun mind to put up with the course, but please..no more exams!

warghhhh!

oh, btw i would like to extend my warmth appreciation my friends and froggy for the birthday wishes! i love u guys so so much!

just dreams?

I had dreams about babies for few nights and i wonder whether those were signs or what..

I bet they came in dreams bcoz i missed my pupils that i taught during my training. A friend told me that i have that fatherly personality when im with kids. I dunno, i love kids lots and that feeling is doubled now i guess.

And also, few of my friends had given birth to beautiful kids and i wonder will i ever am getting one? haha.

A wish?

i know...again am guilty as charged. i've been busy like no one cares and without me knowing it, it was already time for Eid Mubarak. Lotsa things happened in my life. And therefore, i would like to wish you

Happy eid mubarak; and for those whose path i've came accross and perhaps i did something wrong at that point of time; i beg for your forgiveness and may Allah blesses you with His Rahmah and Rahman. Aamiiiiiin..

Time?

What time does to you?

For me, time made me a better person..or worse. nevertheless, I knew that this is the path of life that I'm taking, and regret is by far the best buddy who showed me the guy that I'm supposed to be.

And, time made me realized that it waits for no man and I don't have to wait for anything anymore.

want it, chase it, hate it, forget it.

lil' bit on my updates

hi ya'll,

i'm now in the process of doing my training as a practical teacher in a rural school in a rural area in nothern state of Malaysia.


How's the school like?
First, the total of pupils is around 300 plus. Yeap, i know..very little..and the school compound is rather small too. Most of the parents are working as rubber tappers.. some are factory operators, some are fishermen, paddy field farmers and a number of teachers.

And also, what i love most about the school is that it's planted with fruits tree..we have rambutans,
, jackfruits and others..huhu..and am goin' crazy as they're riping on trees!

next time when i hav d chance to take some pictures, i'll show u guys alright?

till then,
ciaos!