Monday, March 27, 2006

Froggy days out!!!

Well, there was nothing much i did during last weekend...but again, it's not how many things you have done, it's how much for each stuff you've treasured and cherished!!

saturday(25 march '06)

  • juz 'lepak'ing at my house, my parents came from kg, spent some time with them
  • later on when they went out to Bentong, Pahang meeting the 'in-laws'
  • my ex-coursemates, arep panjang and amer kapitan came and we went for drinks at Starbucks-its been for quite sometimes we didnt meet, reminisced the ol' time when we used to 'lepak' ramai in the club room and mengumpat!!!
  • Arep took us for dinner at William's-a nice stall in near ol' LimKokWeng college; the baked pasta and Thripple H were heaven!!!-it was arep's treat, god bless u!
  • Went to Abu's house, took my 'wallet' which i left in his house the other day
  • Froggy was not feelin' so well, and so i went to froggy's house-no outings for this weekend, but meeting froggy was more interesting than shopping in Harrod's (well, never been to Harrod's before)
  • surprisingly, froggy has made a butter scotch especially for me...the taste was yummy !!!

thanx to you~~ (",)

  • that very nite, we talked a lot bout our goals..what we gona do in future...and last but not least about us specifically

Sunday (26 march '06)

  • Woke up so late! It was almost 11am..kekekekkee...dun ask why!!!
  • had my lunch at Froggy's place
  • since froggy was not feeling so well, we decided not to go out. Instead, watched naruto which froggy dowloaded until evening
  • Evening, we had our tea (well, we went for Mc D and had sodas-it was during tea time) at Sbg Parade..kekekkekee
  • Froggy walked me to the Komuter..and i rushed back to kl

Ops..before i forget, there was something that froggy gave me-A BUG. Not an ordinary bug...a special one..kekekekkeke!!!

Friday, March 24, 2006

To worry or not TOO worry???

Starting my shift at 3pm, i got sumfree time to chat in YM and checked my emails and all that. Suddenly, i got this msg from an important person saying that this person's health was not at the best state..n i felt so worried...

And again, after a few conversation with this person, i realised that; by worrying too much, i was not only creating a destructive condition, rather putting much pressure to the person...You see, when u feel worry for someone, it shows that that perticular person is important for you..and telling that person how inportant that person is to you indirectly indicates to that person that that person has to bear such a big responsibility as an important person for you...

In a nutshell, being an important person is not only a privillage but rather a responsibility-one new lesson that i'll never forget!!!


[15:43] s***: : syg
[15:43] s***: i dah balik umah
[15:43] s***: not feeling well
[15:43] s***: i xnak buat u risau
[15:43] s***: pls jgn risau
[15:43] s***: i nak mkn ubat ni
[15:43] s***: sok g jupe my specialist...ive md n appointment
[15:44] kasthata: syg???
.[15:47] s***: syg
[15:47] s***: pls jgn risau
[15:47] s***: i kat toilet td masa u call..i mandi n rfreshen up
[15:47] kasthata: syg.....
[15:48] kasthata: i x sedap ati...
[15:48] kasthata: :(
[15:48] kasthata: sian u...
[15:48] s***: dun worry
[15:48] s***: please?
[15:48] s***: jgnla risau
[15:48] s***: i tau apa i perlu buat
[15:48] kasthata: i terkejut sgt2 tetiba u anta msg td
[15:48]s***: sbb tu i mintak kebenaran bos i 2 balik awal sbb nak g klinik
[15:49] s***: jgnle camtu
[15:49] s***: u ni..
i[15:49] kasthata: am worry for u...
[15:49] s***: thx 4 the concern
[15:49] s***: i really appreciate it
[15:49]s***: sian u..sampai abis kredit call i td
[15:49] s***: u tau tak u amat penting 4 me..
[15:49] s***: sori sgt
[15:50] kasthata: i cant help myself..thinkin bout u..
[15:50] s***: jgnla ckp camtu
[15:50] kasthata: its ok..
[15:50] s***: u buat i rs bersalah
[15:50] kasthata: u tak wat salah pun..
[15:50] s***: im not all tht
[15:50] kasthata: nape u nak rasa bersalah plak
[15:51] kasthata: ur not all wut??
[15:51] s***: yela..sbb i tlh buat sesuatu yg membuatkan u anggap i important
[15:51] kasthata: ??
[15:51] s***: maksudnya...i bukanlah baik or terbagus
[15:51] kasthata: it doesnt matter syg
[15:51] s***: mungkin ada yg lebih baik buat u kat luar tu
[15:52] kasthata: syg..nape u ckp macam ni?
[15:52] kasthata:
[15:52] s***: pls jgn salah fhm
[15:52] kasthata: smlm u x suke i ckp mcm ni..skg u plak yg ckp
[15:52] kasthata:
[15:52] s***: i hargai the way u treat in im important to u
[15:53] s***: tp pls dont put me as the most important thing in ur life
[15:53] kasthata: bcoz u r sayang..
[15:53] s***: if u do...besar tanggungjawab
[15:53] kasthata: u x suke takpela
[15:53] kasthata: its k
[15:53] s***: bukan i xsuka
[15:53] s***: im really flattered.
[15:53] kasthata: no..its k...
[15:53] s***: cuma i belum buktikan n belum layak utk jd the most important thing 2u just yet
[15:53] s***: pls undestand
[15:53] kasthata: ok...
.[15:54] s***: syg...i tau ur mind is clouded rite now
[15:54] s***: confused
[15:54]s***: lagi2 selepas dgr i ckp camni
[15:55] s***: i teringin nak jadi important buat masa skang i rs i kene usaha lebih utk dptkan title tu
[15:55] s***: syg
[15:55] s***: u ok ?
[15:55] s***: syg
[15:55] kasthata: syg...
[15:55] s***: ye
[15:56] kasthata: sorry..
[15:56] s***: napa sorry?
[15:57] kasthata: i buat u rasa tertekan..sbb like u...i pon berusaha keras nak jd org yg important dlm hidup u...
[15:57] s***: its ok
[15:57] s***: i betul2 appreciate wht u r doin
[15:57] s***: segala usaha u i appreciate
[15:58] kasthata: thnx..
[15:58] kasthata: i pon sama....


Those were some part of our conversation...when i went through back all of our conversation..i noticed that perhaps, i did put some pressure to the air..and for that, my dear am sorry!!!

Monday, March 20, 2006

Beauty-is there an ultimate definition to it??

"When I began my career with Christian Dior in Paris at age 19, my idea of beauty was what others thought about me. If people approved of me and wanted to book me for a modeling job, then I concluded that I must be pretty. My logic was that if I was successful and working then I must be beautiful."-Laura Krauss Calenberg

What is beauty? Everybody wants to be beautiful or in this case, to have a good look. Look has been a crucial feature when one wants to find for partner or soulmate or whatever..It cant be denied that sometimes, we tend to forget that being beautiful doesnt necessarily mean that one has to has fair complexion, muscular or tone body, flawless skin and all that. We forgot one bloody important, the beauty that lies underneath one's skin, deep in one's heart...

It is not physical appearance. It's what's found inside, what's in your heart. Security and self-esteem are beautiful. And knowing God personally brings beauty, because knowing He loves you and accepts you brings security and self-esteem to your life. That enables you to be free to accept and love yourself and your shortcomings.

And as for me, i dont deny that:
1) the 1st impression does come from our look and how we present ourself toward people
2)the 1st impression does not necessarily important
3)i do give a second glance for one who has a nice look
4)but for the 3rd glance, i look deep inside one's heart and try to dicover the beauty of it
5)the inner beauty is important, infact most crucial in searching for one you love

And i specially want to dedicate this post to someone special i have met who has changed my life, boost my spirit and make me feel happy. Someone who i really admire..someone who has biguel shape of heart, beautiful thoughts on me, someone who like me for me....someone who has a beautiful soul and dear, this song is for u....

"Beautiful Soul"

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over

But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mindIf you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

Am I crazy for wanting you

Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your soul

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul..
Beautiful Soul, yeah
oooooo, yeah
Your beautiful soul

jesse Mccartney

the truth tastes bitter?

"tell the truth even though it tastes bitter"~~

Everytime we question others about certain things, in some parts of our mind do hope for an answer that suited the question.....but what happen when the answer is not likely to we wanted to hear???

For certain people, they will feel depressed and dissapointed..i did feel that way too at times..and what i normally did was, try to think in depth why did i get that kind of answer in the first place, rationalised it and try to compromise with the situation..and it does take time...

At the end, we realised that, at last as long as the answer is the truth, it should be taken into account and we should swallow the truth regardless how bitter it is....

Thursday, March 16, 2006

A frog that longed for happy ending

This is a story i've never told anyone before~~a story told by a friend of a friend of a friend of mine...

Once upon a time, there was an ugly frog(F1) which never get engaged with any frog more than 3 months..after couples of depressing relationship, F1 shunned itself from the green world and hid itself under its home sweet coconut shell..

After hiding itself for a couple of months,F1 actually managed to get out of the coconut shell and tried to mingle with other frogs...Things were getting better for F1 until it realised that it was totally a loner!!!~so it prayed hard for the fairyfrog-mother to match it for a partner...

At 1st, it was not blessed until one day when it went for a congress conference and met the perfect frog ever(F2)~(p/s:for a frog, gorgeousness depends on the sound they make while conferencing, =p)

Starting from that very day, those two frogs started to date each other....ops, b4 i forget, their 1st date was in Eygpt; on the top of Giza pyramid peak gazing for the blue moon..kekeke!!

And now...They are still trying to understand each other although they are from the same frog species but different family; and the ugly frog (F1) is now tryin' to cope with its new life with F2 and hopin for a better future~~and ONE thing that they really lookin foward to right now-A happy ENDING