V's day??

Valentine's has passed us by, and I really glad that i had successfully gone through it-am still alive after that day!!!!..kekekkekee...

Well, when Valentine's came, it reminded me of how i am so all alone in this world, not that i dun hav family or what...but it made me realised that my love life is so....BORING!!!!-All this while, i tried to keep myself busy and be around my friends..but that just didnt work on Valentine's!

Well, during valentine's, most of my frens were celebrating it with their partner and lovers or scandals or whutever they may call it...the point is, most of them had their own agenda when V's came..and the winner of the most lonely bachelor is going to Mr Kastriya!!!!!~~~~~~~i heard big applauses~~they are everywhere....or am i too paranoid bout it?????

Hmm, the bottomline is, i endup 3 days on the bed due to high fever illness and took 2 MCs and 3 times visit to the clinic~~my life is complete!!

am i that lonely????

@>~~~am so lonely..i hav nobody..am on my own.aaaarrrr!!!!~~~<@

Well..tiada apa yang menarik berlaku dalam seminggu dua ni cume aku telah single mingle dengan rasminya..kekekkee..no more scandals at the moment...hahahahaa...the best thing bout it is that you dont have to feel bad or worry when the other party sort of like ignoring and din bother you..the downside is that..you will feel so lonely even when you are surrounded by frens.. ('',)...

Gone with that, i met a special person A..cute but cool..we tried to be frens..but deep in my heart. i do hope that it was not only a friendship. The feeling was there but~..why are they always buts in our life??????????...i knew that A was kinda fancy me as i am to A, but the main problem was again; whether are we ready to adhere to the commitment or not?????..seems like we are not..and A started to keep silent..AARRGgGghhhhh....again, wut a pathetic love life am havin'!!!!

Muhasabah diri???

NOVEMBER (my month)
Banyak idea dalam perkara, sukar utk dimengertikan atau difahami sikapnya, berfikiran kehadapan, berfikiran unik dan bijak, penuh dgn idea-idea baru yg luarbiasa, pemikiran yg tajam, daya firasat yg sgt halus dan tinggi, bagus utk jadi doktor, cermat dan teliti, personality dinamik, sifat yg berahsia, pandai mencungkil dan mencari rahsia, banyak berfikir, kurang bercakap tetapi mesra, berani, pemurah, setia dan byk kesabaran, terlalu degil dan keras hati, apabila hendak. Diusahakan sehingga berjaya, taksuka marah kecuali digugat, mudah ambil berat terhadap orang lain, pandai muhasabah diri, cara berfikir lain dari org lain, otak yg sangat tajam, pandai mendorong diri sendiri, tidak hargai pujian, kekuatan semangat dan daya juang yg sgt tinggi, dan apabila hendak sesuatu cuba sampai berjaya, badan yg tough, kasih sayang dan emosi yang sangat mendalam, romantik, tidak pasti dgn hubungan kasih sayang, suka duduk dirumah, sangat rajin dan berkemampuan tinggi, amanah, jujur setia dan pandai berahsia, tidak berapa berjaya dalam mengawal emosi, bercita-cita tinggi, perangai tidak dapat diramal dan mudah berubah-ubah..

"Kalau sesiapa perasan, ini adalah kes studi yang dijalankan selama 25 tahun, bukan sekadar bacaan tapak tangan atau ramalan mengarut..nak percaya atau tidak..terpulang...yg penting disini, what i want to is to get the confirmation from u guyz, u see me, talked to me, mixed with me, so see whether it is actually reflected my behaviour or not?????"..the highlighted phrases are what i think correct..otherss??? plz inform me then...

Home sweet home????

Mulai semalam, aku dah pindah ke rumah baru dekat area Wangsa Budi, dalam seksyen 4 atau 5 wangsa maju (aku tak pasti langsung)..nasib baik aku keje, so sume keje pemindahan dibuat oleh tukang angkut yang diupah khas (malas siot nk tolong)...

Takder apo yang menarik sangat tentang rumah baru ni melainkan yang ianya lebih besar and sebenarnya agak murah dari harga yang ditawarkan...

Harga rumah ini dibuka dengan harga rm380K, kemudian disebabkan pinjaman penuh tak dapat, so owner turunkan kepada rm350K...itupun tak diluluskan oleh bank lahanat tu..bank cume kasi setakat rm300K je..bile owner tau pasal tuh, since they really need money ASAP, they hav agreed to that amount!!!!..kekekekekee..senang2 jer dapat rm80K rebate!!!!..rezeki Tuhan...

Sebut pasal rumah, semua org teringin nak ada rumah sendiri satu hari nanti kan?..ada yang suka stay kat apartment, kondo, terrace houses and even bungalow..My dream house?????...hmm..let see, i wanna hav a moderate size bungalow house equipped with a lawn yard and swimming pool (quite typical ekkk!!)..but the most special thing are the interiors..it will definately not going to be that typical..no flowers (yikes), no pink color, only nude ones..hehehhee..i will go for earthy colors-choc brown, beige, cream, greyish brown...hehehhee..cam gile plak aku rase..

The reason why these color are choosen is that i am a man with unstable and inevitable emotions, and the good way to control myself so that i wont go haywire is by imposing color teraphy.kekekkee..kononnyer la..

Nay, the reason wont be that complicated, it's juz that for me the only place that i can relax myself and reflect back what hav i been doing so far is my house..so, home sweet home is sweeter if it has the unique function of its own..