Monday, March 27, 2006

Froggy days out!!!

Well, there was nothing much i did during last weekend...but again, it's not how many things you have done, it's how much for each stuff you've treasured and cherished!!

saturday(25 march '06)

  • juz 'lepak'ing at my house, my parents came from kg, spent some time with them
  • later on when they went out to Bentong, Pahang meeting the 'in-laws'
  • my ex-coursemates, arep panjang and amer kapitan came and we went for drinks at Starbucks-its been for quite sometimes we didnt meet, reminisced the ol' time when we used to 'lepak' ramai in the club room and mengumpat!!!
  • Arep took us for dinner at William's-a nice stall in near ol' LimKokWeng college; the baked pasta and Thripple H were heaven!!!-it was arep's treat, god bless u!
  • Went to Abu's house, took my 'wallet' which i left in his house the other day
  • Froggy was not feelin' so well, and so i went to froggy's house-no outings for this weekend, but meeting froggy was more interesting than shopping in Harrod's (well, never been to Harrod's before)
  • surprisingly, froggy has made a butter scotch especially for me...the taste was yummy !!!

thanx to you~~ (",)

  • that very nite, we talked a lot bout our goals..what we gona do in future...and last but not least about us specifically

Sunday (26 march '06)

  • Woke up so late! It was almost 11am..kekekekkee...dun ask why!!!
  • had my lunch at Froggy's place
  • since froggy was not feeling so well, we decided not to go out. Instead, watched naruto which froggy dowloaded until evening
  • Evening, we had our tea (well, we went for Mc D and had sodas-it was during tea time) at Sbg Parade..kekekkekee
  • Froggy walked me to the Komuter..and i rushed back to kl

Ops..before i forget, there was something that froggy gave me-A BUG. Not an ordinary bug...a special one..kekekekkeke!!!

Friday, March 24, 2006

To worry or not TOO worry???

Starting my shift at 3pm, i got sumfree time to chat in YM and checked my emails and all that. Suddenly, i got this msg from an important person saying that this person's health was not at the best state..n i felt so worried...

And again, after a few conversation with this person, i realised that; by worrying too much, i was not only creating a destructive condition, rather putting much pressure to the person...You see, when u feel worry for someone, it shows that that perticular person is important for you..and telling that person how inportant that person is to you indirectly indicates to that person that that person has to bear such a big responsibility as an important person for you...

In a nutshell, being an important person is not only a privillage but rather a responsibility-one new lesson that i'll never forget!!!


<<>>

[15:43] s***: : syg
[15:43] s***: i dah balik umah
[15:43] s***: not feeling well
[15:43] s***: i xnak buat u risau
[15:43] s***: pls jgn risau
[15:43] s***: i nak mkn ubat ni
[15:43] s***: sok g jupe my specialist...ive md n appointment
[15:44] kasthata: syg???
.[15:47] s***: syg
[15:47] s***: pls jgn risau
[15:47] s***: i kat toilet td masa u call..i mandi n rfreshen up
[15:47] kasthata: syg.....
[15:48] kasthata: i x sedap ati...
[15:48] kasthata: :(
[15:48] kasthata: sian u...
[15:48] s***: dun worry
[15:48] s***: please?
[15:48] s***: jgnla risau
[15:48] s***: i tau apa i perlu buat
[15:48] kasthata: i terkejut sgt2 tetiba u anta msg td
[15:48]s***: sbb tu i mintak kebenaran bos i 2 balik awal sbb nak g klinik
[15:49] s***: jgnle camtu
[15:49] s***: u ni..
i[15:49] kasthata: am worry for u...
[15:49] s***: thx 4 the concern
[15:49] s***: i really appreciate it
[15:49]s***: sian u..sampai abis kredit call i td
[15:49] s***: u tau tak u amat penting 4 me..
[15:49] s***: sori sgt
[15:50] kasthata: i cant help myself..thinkin bout u..
[15:50] s***: jgnla ckp camtu
[15:50] kasthata: its ok..
[15:50] s***: u buat i rs bersalah
[15:50] kasthata: u tak wat salah pun..
[15:50] s***: im not all tht
[15:50] kasthata: nape u nak rasa bersalah plak
[15:51] kasthata: ur not all wut??
[15:51] s***: yela..sbb i tlh buat sesuatu yg membuatkan u anggap i important
[15:51] kasthata: ??
[15:51] s***: maksudnya...i bukanlah baik or terbagus
[15:51] kasthata: it doesnt matter syg
[15:51] s***: mungkin ada yg lebih baik buat u kat luar tu
[15:52] kasthata: syg..nape u ckp macam ni?
[15:52] kasthata:
[15:52] s***: pls jgn salah fhm
[15:52] kasthata: smlm u x suke i ckp mcm ni..skg u plak yg ckp
[15:52] kasthata:
[15:52] s***: i hargai the way u treat me..as in im important to u
[15:53] s***: tp pls dont put me as the most important thing in ur life
[15:53] kasthata: bcoz u r sayang..
[15:53] s***: if u do...besar tanggungjawab
[15:53] kasthata: u x suke takpela
[15:53] kasthata: its k
[15:53] s***: bukan i xsuka
[15:53] s***: im really flattered.
[15:53] kasthata: no..its k...
[15:53] s***: cuma i belum buktikan n belum layak utk jd the most important thing 2u just yet
[15:53] s***: pls undestand
[15:53] kasthata: ok...
.[15:54] s***: syg...i tau ur mind is clouded rite now
[15:54] s***: confused
[15:54]s***: lagi2 selepas dgr i ckp camni
[15:55] s***: i teringin nak jadi important 2u....tp buat masa skang i rs i kene usaha lebih utk dptkan title tu
[15:55] s***: syg
[15:55] s***: u ok ?
[15:55] s***: syg
[15:55] kasthata: syg...
[15:55] s***: ye
[15:56] kasthata: sorry..
[15:56] s***: napa sorry?
[15:57] kasthata: i buat u rasa tertekan..sbb like u...i pon berusaha keras nak jd org yg important dlm hidup u...
[15:57] s***: its ok
[15:57] s***: i betul2 appreciate wht u r doin
[15:57] s***: segala usaha u i appreciate
[15:58] kasthata: thnx..
[15:58] kasthata: i pon sama....

>>>end<<<<


Those were some part of our conversation...when i went through back all of our conversation..i noticed that perhaps, i did put some pressure to the air..and for that, my dear am sorry!!!

Monday, March 20, 2006

Beauty-is there an ultimate definition to it??

"When I began my career with Christian Dior in Paris at age 19, my idea of beauty was what others thought about me. If people approved of me and wanted to book me for a modeling job, then I concluded that I must be pretty. My logic was that if I was successful and working then I must be beautiful."-Laura Krauss Calenberg

What is beauty? Everybody wants to be beautiful or in this case, to have a good look. Look has been a crucial feature when one wants to find for partner or soulmate or whatever..It cant be denied that sometimes, we tend to forget that being beautiful doesnt necessarily mean that one has to has fair complexion, muscular or tone body, flawless skin and all that. We forgot one bloody important, the beauty that lies underneath one's skin, deep in one's heart...

It is not physical appearance. It's what's found inside, what's in your heart. Security and self-esteem are beautiful. And knowing God personally brings beauty, because knowing He loves you and accepts you brings security and self-esteem to your life. That enables you to be free to accept and love yourself and your shortcomings.

And as for me, i dont deny that:
1) the 1st impression does come from our look and how we present ourself toward people
2)the 1st impression does not necessarily important
3)i do give a second glance for one who has a nice look
4)but for the 3rd glance, i look deep inside one's heart and try to dicover the beauty of it
5)the inner beauty is important, infact most crucial in searching for one you love

And i specially want to dedicate this post to someone special i have met who has changed my life, boost my spirit and make me feel happy. Someone who i really admire..someone who has biguel shape of heart, beautiful thoughts on me, someone who like me for me....someone who has a beautiful soul and dear, this song is for u....


"Beautiful Soul"

[Intro:]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

[Chorus:]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over

But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mindIf you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

[Chorus]
Am I crazy for wanting you

Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your soul


I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul..
ooooooo...
Beautiful Soul, yeah
oooooo, yeah
Your beautiful soul
yeah

jesse Mccartney

the truth tastes bitter?



"tell the truth even though it tastes bitter"~~

Everytime we question others about certain things, in some parts of our mind do hope for an answer that suited the question.....but what happen when the answer is not likely to we wanted to hear???

For certain people, they will feel depressed and dissapointed..i did feel that way too at times..and what i normally did was, try to think in depth why did i get that kind of answer in the first place, rationalised it and try to compromise with the situation..and it does take time...

At the end, we realised that, at last as long as the answer is the truth, it should be taken into account and we should swallow the truth regardless how bitter it is....

Thursday, March 16, 2006

A frog that longed for happy ending


This is a story i've never told anyone before~~a story told by a friend of a friend of a friend of mine...

Once upon a time, there was an ugly frog(F1) which never get engaged with any frog more than 3 months..after couples of depressing relationship, F1 shunned itself from the green world and hid itself under its home sweet coconut shell..
:(

After hiding itself for a couple of months,F1 actually managed to get out of the coconut shell and tried to mingle with other frogs...Things were getting better for F1 until it realised that it was totally a loner!!!~so it prayed hard for the fairyfrog-mother to match it for a partner...

At 1st, it was not blessed until one day when it went for a congress conference and met the perfect frog ever(F2)~(p/s:for a frog, gorgeousness depends on the sound they make while conferencing, =p)

Starting from that very day, those two frogs started to date each other....ops, b4 i forget, their 1st date was in Eygpt; on the top of Giza pyramid peak gazing for the blue moon..kekeke!!

And now...They are still trying to understand each other although they are from the same frog species but different family; and the ugly frog (F1) is now tryin' to cope with its new life with F2 and hopin for a better future~~and ONE thing that they really lookin foward to right now-A happy ENDING

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

V's day??

Valentine's has passed us by, and I really glad that i had successfully gone through it-am still alive after that day!!!!..kekekkekee...

Well, when Valentine's came, it reminded me of how i am so all alone in this world, not that i dun hav family or what...but it made me realised that my love life is so....BORING!!!!-All this while, i tried to keep myself busy and be around my friends..but that just didnt work on Valentine's!

Well, during valentine's, most of my frens were celebrating it with their partner and lovers or scandals or whutever they may call it...the point is, most of them had their own agenda when V's came..and the winner of the most lonely bachelor is going to Mr Kastriya!!!!!~~~~~~~i heard big applauses~~they are everywhere....or am i too paranoid bout it?????

Hmm, the bottomline is, i endup 3 days on the bed due to high fever illness and took 2 MCs and 3 times visit to the clinic~~my life is complete!!

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

am i that lonely????

@>~~~am so lonely..i hav nobody..am on my own.aaaarrrr!!!!~~~<@

Well..tiada apa yang menarik berlaku dalam seminggu dua ni cume aku telah single mingle dengan rasminya..kekekkee..no more scandals at the moment...hahahahaa...the best thing bout it is that you dont have to feel bad or worry when the other party sort of like ignoring and din bother you..the downside is that..you will feel so lonely even when you are surrounded by frens.. ('',)...

Gone with that, i met a special person A..cute but cool..we tried to be frens..but deep in my heart. i do hope that it was not only a friendship. The feeling was there but~..why are they always buts in our life??????????...i knew that A was kinda fancy me as i am to A, but the main problem was again; whether are we ready to adhere to the commitment or not?????..seems like we are not..and A started to keep silent..AARRGgGghhhhh....again, wut a pathetic love life am havin'!!!!

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Muhasabah diri???


NOVEMBER (my month)
Banyak idea dalam perkara, sukar utk dimengertikan atau difahami sikapnya, berfikiran kehadapan, berfikiran unik dan bijak, penuh dgn idea-idea baru yg luarbiasa, pemikiran yg tajam, daya firasat yg sgt halus dan tinggi, bagus utk jadi doktor, cermat dan teliti, personality dinamik, sifat yg berahsia, pandai mencungkil dan mencari rahsia, banyak berfikir, kurang bercakap tetapi mesra, berani, pemurah, setia dan byk kesabaran, terlalu degil dan keras hati, apabila hendak. Diusahakan sehingga berjaya, taksuka marah kecuali digugat, mudah ambil berat terhadap orang lain, pandai muhasabah diri, cara berfikir lain dari org lain, otak yg sangat tajam, pandai mendorong diri sendiri, tidak hargai pujian, kekuatan semangat dan daya juang yg sgt tinggi, dan apabila hendak sesuatu cuba sampai berjaya, badan yg tough, kasih sayang dan emosi yang sangat mendalam, romantik, tidak pasti dgn hubungan kasih sayang, suka duduk dirumah, sangat rajin dan berkemampuan tinggi, amanah, jujur setia dan pandai berahsia, tidak berapa berjaya dalam mengawal emosi, bercita-cita tinggi, perangai tidak dapat diramal dan mudah berubah-ubah..

"Kalau sesiapa perasan, ini adalah kes studi yang dijalankan selama 25 tahun, bukan sekadar bacaan tapak tangan atau ramalan mengarut..nak percaya atau tidak..terpulang...yg penting disini, what i want to is to get the confirmation from u guyz, u see me, talked to me, mixed with me, so see whether it is actually reflected my behaviour or not?????"..the highlighted phrases are what i think correct..otherss??? plz inform me then...

Home sweet home????


Mulai semalam, aku dah pindah ke rumah baru dekat area Wangsa Budi, dalam seksyen 4 atau 5 wangsa maju (aku tak pasti langsung)..nasib baik aku keje, so sume keje pemindahan dibuat oleh tukang angkut yang diupah khas (malas siot nk tolong)...

Takder apo yang menarik sangat tentang rumah baru ni melainkan yang ianya lebih besar and sebenarnya agak murah dari harga yang ditawarkan...

Harga rumah ini dibuka dengan harga rm380K, kemudian disebabkan pinjaman penuh tak dapat, so owner turunkan kepada rm350K...itupun tak diluluskan oleh bank lahanat tu..bank cume kasi setakat rm300K je..bile owner tau pasal tuh, since they really need money ASAP, they hav agreed to that amount!!!!..kekekekekee..senang2 jer dapat rm80K rebate!!!!..rezeki Tuhan...

Sebut pasal rumah, semua org teringin nak ada rumah sendiri satu hari nanti kan?..ada yang suka stay kat apartment, kondo, terrace houses and even bungalow..My dream house?????...hmm..let see, i wanna hav a moderate size bungalow house equipped with a lawn yard and swimming pool (quite typical ekkk!!)..but the most special thing are the interiors..it will definately not going to be that typical..no flowers (yikes), no pink color, only nude ones..hehehhee..i will go for earthy colors-choc brown, beige, cream, greyish brown...hehehhee..cam gile plak aku rase..

The reason why these color are choosen is that i am a man with unstable and inevitable emotions, and the good way to control myself so that i wont go haywire is by imposing color teraphy.kekekkee..kononnyer la..

Nay, the reason wont be that complicated, it's juz that for me the only place that i can relax myself and reflect back what hav i been doing so far is my house..so, home sweet home is sweeter if it has the unique function of its own..

Sunday, January 29, 2006

Those are not simply undies, Those are UNDIES!!!



Men's underwear
When your woman dresses up in something racy and lacy and taunts you by strutting around the room and bending over to get a reaction, she has your undivided attention, right? Well, believe it or not, women are paying attention to what's under your wear as well.

So in case you're wondering; yes, you can turn women on with your lingerie , for lack of a better word. But buyer beware, there are some serious dos and don'ts when it comes to what kind of under things you're donning.

this lackey's tacky
_____________________________
Sometimes I wonder why fine department stores sell certain kinds of men's underwear. And if you've ever been in a men's locker room, you know that some guys are truly clueless when it comes to undies.
Appearance matters in today's society and what you're wearing under your Armani suit matters just as much. Even if that hot accounting executive won't be getting the goods that day, a great pair of boxers will keep you confident and ready if she decides otherwise.

Although strippers wear thongs, what do you say we leave them for the stage performers and those hot Brazilian babes? I personally believe that thongs have no place on men (unless your woman is doing a striptease and throws them at you -- but that's another story). Bikini underwear also doesn't fare well with the opposite sex. It takes away from the mystique of the "package." Granted, although there are some women who salivate when they see guys in Speedos on the beach, for the most part, that's a big no-no.

And of course, briefs. It's not that they're horrible underwear, but they do have a sort of sophomoric appeal. If you're playing "seductive older neighbor and the innocent young lad," then by all means. Otherwise, do your best not to wear briefs -- they're not good for your jewels anyway.
And up top, lest we forget those disgusting spaghetti strap tank tops that resemble a ragged piece of cloth. You know, those tops that show the nipples -- usually seen on bodybuilders. Those are unacceptable even if you're Mr. Olympia.

great underwear
______________________________
Of course, you'll never hear a woman complain about a man in boxers (unless they have holes, tears or those unsightly tracks -- you know what I'm talking about). But the thing is, boxers don't usually provide the support men need, so opt to wear them to bed at night instead. Of course, I go commando or sometimes sarong( kain pelikat) at home-which is good for air circulation..muahahhaha!!!

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

walkin' back into the life


it's been a long and winding journey,
and im finally here tonite,
picking up the pisces,
and walkin' back into the life....

And that's what actually happened to me now..hmm..its been a long time since i posted the last notes. Well..I am now working in TMNet as a customer service officer. Th ejob content is not that much, but one thing that we have to bear on is The Lousy Customer!!!...I do admit that sometimes TMNet itself does have problem with their system, but these people are scolding us as if we are the people who is responsible for all the problems occur...

There was this guy calling to ask 'bout his accout (acct) status. His name is Ayub(generic name..so called). When i checked his acct, i found that his act is suspended since his prepaid acct is =0, so what he can do is simply buy a reload card at TMPoint or 7-e or at e-pay, or even in certain ATM machines..

but what happened is that this bloody is such a lazy bump that he didnt even want to move his lousy but outta house and asked me(who was workin at the office) to go and buy him reload card-his would pay later on!!!..I told him that I cant do that for obvious reasons. And this despised creature get mad and started to use faul language. Well, if he is like calling to my house, i know what exactly i havo to say to him(which is definately fauly language also!!)..but since i was at the office and all our calls are recorded, i juz kept silent and apologised....Arrgghhh..god knows what it was looked like to keep everything in your heart--cam nak berdarah jerr hati aku nih!!!!!

There were other cases similar to that, but as time passed by, i realised, that thoses cases are juz part and parcel of my work tasks...and i do admit that those irate cases are juz minor, there are actually more nice customers...and even if they are angry, it's not at me-its the TMNET they are actually angry at..hecks!

Saturday, December 31, 2005

Startin' a new day if life

I've signed up to ork in tmnet call centre. at the moment, i dun hav much choice..if i keep on searching for jobs without having any job at the moment, i'll be in deep trouble since im alredy out of money at the moment..so, i took mary's offer n went for an interview for tmnet custimer service officer. and now after 3 weeks stucked at the training centre, im now starting my day a a CSR in tmnet...it's quite interesting to work here..i meet new great guys n gals..fantastic frens..n learn new things-softskills, internet infos( aku bute internet sblm nih!!)...but, The thing is, i dun think that im ready to take calls from people..hehehehe..matile aku kelentong diorg nanti!!!..but still at the mean time, im still trying to find more new sound jobs..

Monday, July 25, 2005

Well..this is actually a study that relects one's self interpretation from the month one has been born based on 25 years of research.( i myself dunno whether i can believe it or not-heck..just read it...)

JANUARI
bercita-cita tinggi dan orangnya serius, suka mendidik dan dididik, sangat mudah melihat kelemahan orang dan suka mengkritik, rajin dan setiap yg dibuat nampak keuntungan, suka smart, kemas dan teratur bersifat sensitif , berfikiran mendalam, pandai mengambil hati org lain, pendiam kecuali telah dirangsang, agak pemalu, daya tumpuan yang sangat tinggi, mudah mendisiplinkan diri sendiri, badannya sihat tetapi mudah diserang selsema, bersikap romantik tetapi tidak pandai mempamirkannya, cukup sayang pd kanak-kanak, suka duduk rumah, setia pada segala-galanya, perlu belajar kemahiran sosial, cukup cemburu yg sangat tinggi
FEBRUARI
berfikiran abstrak, sukakan benda yang reality dan abstrak inteligent, bijak dan genius, berpesonality yg mudah berubah, mudah menawan org lain, agak pendiam. Pemalu dan rendah diri, jujur dan setia pd segalanya, keras hati untuk mencapai matlamat, tidak suka dikongkong, mudah memberontak apabila dikongkong, suka kegiatan yg lasak, emosinya mudah terluka dan sgt sensitif, mudah mempamirkan marahnya, tidak suka benda yg remeh-temeh, suka berkawan tapi kurang mempamerkannya, sangat berani dan suka memberontak, bercita-cita tinggi dan suke berangan-angan dan ada harapan utk merealisasikan impiannya, pemerhatian yg tajam, suka hiburan dan sukan, suka benda yg bersifat seni, sangat romantik pada dalaman tetapi tidak pada luaran, berkecenderungan pd benda yg tahyul, amat mudah dan boleh menjadi terlalu boros, belajar untuk mempamirkan emosi
MAC
berpesonaliti yg menarik dan menawan, mudah didampingi, sgt pemalu dan pemendam rasa, sgt baik secara semulajadi, jujur pemurah dan mudah simpati, sgt sensitif pd perkataan yg dituturkan dan alam persekitaran, suka pada kedamaian, sgt peka kepada orang lain, sesuai dgn kerjaya yg memberi khidmat kepada org lain, tidak cepat marah dan sangat amanah, tahu balas budi dan tahu kenang budi, pemerhatian dan penilaian yg sangat tajam, kecenderungan utk berdendam jika tidak dikawal, suka berangan-angan, suka melancong, sgt manja dan suka diberi perhatian yg sangat tinggi, kelam kabut dalam memilih pasangan, suka dgn hiasan rumahtangga, punya bakat seni dalalm bidang muzik, kecenderungan kepada benda yang istimewa dan baik, jgn terlalu moody.
APRIL
sgt aktif dan dinamik, cepat bertindak buat keputusan tetapi cepat menyesal, sgt menarik dan pandai manjakan diri, punya daya mental yg sangat kuat, suka diberi perhatian, sgt diplomatik (pandai memujuk ), berkawan dan pandai menyelesaikan masalah org, sgt berani dan tiada perasaan takut, suka adventure, pengasih, penyayang, sopan santun dan pemurah, emosi cepat terusik, try control the emotion, kecenderungan bersifat dendam, agresif, kelam kabut utk membuat keputusan, kuat daya ingatan, gerak hati yg sangat kuat, pandai mendorong diri sendiri dan memotivasikan org lain, berpenyakit disekitar kepala dan dada, sgt cemburu dan terlalu cemburu
MEI
kekerasan hati & degil, kuat semangat & bermotivasi tinggi, pemikiran yg tajam, mudah marah apabila tidak dikawal, pandai menarik hati org lain & menarik perhatian, perasaan yg amat mendalam, cantik dr segi mental & fizikal, tidak perlu dimotivasikan, tetap pendirian tetapi mudah dipengaruhi oleh org lain, mudah dipujuk, bersikap sistematik (otak kiri)suka berangan, kuat daya firasat, memahami apa yg terlintas di hati org lain tanpa diberitahu, bahagian telinga & leher mudah diserang penyakit, daya khayalan yg tinggipermikiran yg tajam, pandai berdebat, fizikal yg baik, kelemahan sistem pernafasan, suka sastera,seni & muzik serta melancong, tidak berapa suka duduk dirumah, tidak boleh duduk diam, tidak punya ramai anak, rajin dan bersemangat tinggi, agak boros

JUN
berfikiran jauh & berwawasan, mudah ditawan krn sikap baik, berperangai yg lemah lembut, mudah berubah sikap, perangaiidea @moodidea yg terlalu banyak dikepala, bersikap sensitif, otaknya aktif (sentiasa berfikir), sukar melakukan sesuatu dgn segera, bersikap suka menangguh-nangguh, bersikap terlalu memilih & mahukan yg terbaik, cepat marah &cepat sejuk, suka bercakap & berdebat, suka buat lawak & bergurau, otaknya cerdas berangan-angan, mudah berkawan & pandai berkawan, org yg sangat tertib, pandai mempamerkan sikap mudah kecil hati, mudah kena selsema, suka berkemas, cepat rasa bosan, sikap terlalu memilih & cerewet, kurang mempamerkan perasaan, lambat nak sembuh apabila terluka hati, suka kepada barang yang berjenama, mudah menjadi eksekutif, kedegilan yg tidak terkawal, sesiapa yg memuji saya adalah musuh saya tetapi siapa menegur saya adalahkawan saya.

JULAI
Sangat seronok didamping, Banyak berahsia dan sukar dimengerti terutamanya lelaki, Agak pendiam kecuali diransang, Ada harga dan maruah diri, Tak suka menyusahkan orang lain tapi tidak marah apabila disusahkanMudah dipujuk dan bercakap lurusSangat menjaga hati orang lainSangat peramahEmosi sangat mendalam tapi mudah terluka hatinyaBerjiwa sentimental jarang berdendam mudah memaafkan tapi sukar melupakan tidak suka benda remeh-temeh membimbing cara fizikal dan mental sgt peka, caring dan mengasihi serta penyayang layanan yg serupa dgn semua orang tinggi daya simpati pemerhatian yg tajamsuka menilai org lain dgn pemerhatian mudah dan rajin belajar suka muhasabah diri suka megenangkan peristiwa atau kawan lamasuka mendiamkan dirisuka duduk dirumahsuka tunggu kawan tapi tak cari kawantak agresif kecuali terpaksa lemah dari segi kesihatan perutmudah gemuk kawal tak kawal dietminta disayangimudah terluka hati tapi lambat pulihterlalu mengambil beratrajin dalam membuat kerja

OGOS
suka berlawak, mudah tertawan kepadanya, sopan santun dan caring terhadap org lain, berani dan tidak tahu takut. orgnya agak tegas & bersikap kepimpinan, pandai pujuk org lain terlalu pemurah & bersikap ego, nilai harga diri yg sangat tinggi, dahagakan pujian, semangat juang yg luar biasa. cepat marah & mudah mengamuk, mudah marah apabila cakapnya dilawan. sangat cemburu, daya pemerhatian yg tajam & teliti, cepat berfikir, fikiran yg berdikari, suka memimpin & dipimpin. sifat suka berangan, berbakat dlm seni lukis,hiburan & silat. sangat sensitif tapi tidak mudah merajuk. cepat apabila ditimpa penyakit, belajar utk relax, sikap kelam kabut, romantik ,pengasih,penyayang suka mencari kawan

SEPTEMBER
sangat bersopan santun & bertolak ansursangat cermat,teliti & teratursuka menegur kesilapan org lain & mengkritik pendiam tapi panda bercakapsikap sangat cool sangat baik & mudah simpati sangat perihatin & terperinci,amanah,setia & jujurkerja yg dilakukansangat sempurnasangat sensitif ygtidak diketahuiorg yg banyak berfikir daya pentaakulan yg baikotak bijak & mudah belajarsuka mencari maklumat kawal diri dari terlalu mengkritikpandai mendorong diri sendirimudah memahami org lain(daya firasat yg tinggi) krn banyak simpan rahsiasuka sukan,hiburan & melancongkurang menunjukan perasaannyaterluka hatinya sangat lama disimpan terlalu memilih pasangansukakan benda yg luasbersistematik

OKTOBER
suka sembang suka org yg sayang padanyasuka ambil jln tengahsangat menawan & sopan santun kecantikan luar & dalamtidak pandai berbohong & berpura-puramudah rasa simpati,baik pentingkan kawansentiasa berkawanhatinya mudah terusik tetapimerajuknya tak lamacepat marahmacam pentingkan diri sendiritidak menolong org kecuali dimintasuka melihatdari perspektifnya sendiritidak sukaterima pandangan orglainemosi yg mudah terusiksuka berangan & pandaibercakapemosi yg kelam kabutdaya firasat yg sangat kuat (terutamanya perempuan)suka melancong,bidang sastera & senipengasih ,penyayang & lemah lembut romantik dlm percintaanmudah terusik hati & cemburuambil berat tentang org lainsuka kegiatan luarorg yg adilboros & mudah dipengaruhi persekitaranmudah patah semangat

NOVEMBER (my month)
banyak idea dalam perkara, sukar utk dimengertikan atau difahami sikapnya, berfikiran kehadapan, berfikiran unik dan bijak, penuh dgn idea-idea baru yg luarbiasa, pemikiran yg tajam, daya firasat yg sgt halus dan tinggi, bagus utk jadi doktor, cermat dan teliti, personality dinamik, sifat yg berahsia, pandai mencungkil dan mencari rahsia, banyak berfikir, kurang bercakap tetapi mesra, berani, pemurah, setia dan byk kesabaran, terlalu degil dan keras hati, apabila hendak. Diusahakan sehingga berjaya, taksuka marah kecuali digugat, mudah ambil berat terhadap orang lain, pandai muhasabah diri, cara berfikir lain dari org lain, otak yg sangat tajam, pandai mendorong diri sendiri, tidak hargai pujian, kekuatan semangat dan daya juang yg sgt tinggi, dan apabila hendak sesuatu cuba sampai berjaya, badan yg tough, kasih sayang dan emosi yang sangat mendalam, romantik, tidak pasti dgn hubungan kasih sayang, suka duduk dirumah, sangat rajin dan berkemampuan tinggi, amanah, jujur setia dan pandai berahsia, tidak berapa berjaya dalam mengawal emosi, bercita-cita tinggi, perangai tidak dapat diramal dan mudah berubah-ubah

DISEMBER
Sangat setia dan pemurahBersifat patriotikSangat aktif dalam permainan dan pergaulanSikap kurang sabar dan tergesa-gesaBercita-cita tinggiSuka menjadi orang yang berpengaruh dlm organisasiSeronok didampingiSuka bercampur dgn org Suka dipuji, diberi perhatian dan suka dibelaiSangat jujur amanah dan bertolak ansurTidak pandai berpura-puraCepat marahPerangai yg berubah-ubahTidak ego walaupun harga diri yang sangat tinggiBenci pada kongkonganSuka berlawakPandai buat lawak dan berfikiran dgn logik

Sunday, July 24, 2005

seorang lelaki

seorang lelaki
jatuh bangunnya kerana seorang wanita
bukan sejati

seorang lelaki
mengharap bulan jatuh terletak di riba;
biarkan dia menanti

seorang lelaki
menangis di hati, menyorok isinya
bukan penakut mati

seorang lelaki
berhubung dengan dunia
terikat dengan akhirat
berjanji dengan mati

menjadi lelaki
bukan berlagak ngeri
bukan membuta tuli
tidak membangga diri
tapi mengaku kelemahan sendiri
kebesaran Ilahi

Thursday, July 21, 2005

what am i doing???

Relax, dont panic. It's still me, Kast-the same person who really likes to go shopping..chatting n lepak wif people n plus additional feature-IM BROKE!..im so broke that i hav to work as a sales associate in one of KLCC shop...
But at least GOD did answer my pray-although He didnt really give me 'seGEDEBUK' money, he showed please a way how to get 'em! so people..i i didn't really hav time to update this blog..dun blame me ok..altough i think i did d same when i didnt get any job...hehehehehe!..okla..till then..

"life is so short that it couldt be measured by length nor its to light than we couldt even weight it!-still it can be enriched by love n tenderness"

Monday, July 11, 2005

gettin' older n useless????

well..for those who wonder what am i doin' now..im now jobless(jus finis study) and doin' nothing..pening kapla!!!!!..hehheee..and beside that, apparently all(most) my cousins are one-by-one gettin' engage and married...n i knew one day, the golden question will be smacked on my face-when will i introduce us my galfren?????

WHEN???..how in the world can i do that when dun even hav anyone sticks wif me..i broke wif my ex gal..hav no wat-so-ever preseverance to search for one at the same time!!!..ontop of it, i sun hav a single cents in my wallet..

hush now..okay....i know, i'll kidnap osama n redeem for reward from bush or;
i could do vice versa..hahahahhahahaa!!!

okla aku dah start mengarut...chows!!
bubbye

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

O’ happy day!!!

It’s hard to say what’s happening to us is something happy or not-and to what extend that particular thing is ‘a’ happy thing or not…..don’t believe it???
Well, when I was relaxing and indulging myself with watchin’ my favourite Chinese drama series, ‘square pegs’; my bro-in law asked me to buy him express bus ticket. And pastu, zuhadi called me up ajak aku gi KLIA hantar Mia g German..lgpun Arep pun nk ikut..I agreed..without knowin, that something will come up later…
I waited for Zuhadi at Jelatek LRT Putra Station..and after sometimes, he came and told me that Arep tak jd dtg….I knew it already bcoz I had already called Arep n he said that Mia had told(or wanted to tell) Zuhadi tak payah gi KLIA sbb die pun gi ngn KLIA Transit jer n better hantar duit dier yg zuhadi pinjam kat umh jer kan..
Since Arep pun tak dtg and Zuhadi pun seemed like havin another plan that was to go to Nini’s(Zuhadi’s fren who we mistakenly took her as Zuhadi gf) house(to get sumthin’). When we arrived at her house..but she wasn’t there( she was in Klang)..so I guess u know what we did-went there!
Along the way we talked bout our planning-Zuhadi get a job at AIA-congrats to him!!!..but me????..no what-so-ever plan yet!..we chatted..chat..chat..and then…..Gek..Gek…Gekk!..
We heard an awkward sound as we were passing a tol plaza…Then we realized that..THE RIGHT BACK TYRE HAD PUNCTURED!!!
IT took us almost an hour or so to change it!..we looked around for a car jack..but it was juz not there..luckily there was another car who broke down a long the road..so Zuhadi went and asked’em for that eject thingy..dunno what it called….Baru separuh gune benda alah tu..owner dia ckp yg kembara (keta abg Zuhadi) selalunye letak eject kat co-pilot punyer place..then we found it..hahahaha..tp punye le payah nk gune.sampai patah screw-driver yg Zuhadi gune!!..siap bleeding lg tangan die..kesian siot!!!
Last skali kitorg tukar tempat nk eject tuh..barulerr terangkat keta tuh!!!(hey..dun blame me!!!..i know nothin’ bout cars ok!)..we tought the ordeal was over, but nahhh!!!!..misery was so sad and tak sampai hat ink leave kitorg!!....Sampai nk mampus kitorg try nk bukak screw tayar yg pancit tu..tak gak bukak2!!!..then I went to the plaza tol and asked for peronda highway..pastu bl dh gi kat kat keta balik..barulerr ble bukak tayar pancit tuh!!!..AKHIRNYA!!!!!
So we continued our journey in meeting Nini n took her n Hazani(her fren) back to her house (Klang is where she’s havin her practicum). And I arrived home at almost 2a.m.
Well..why am I tellin’ this???...hahahha..you may think it was a terrible ordeal..bad experience..pengalaman pahit..but nahhh..i found it was very interesting, becoz we really had a good time—becoz if I were not there..Zuhadi will hav to face the prob alone and I was surely gonna be boring and depressing !!..i admit I didn’t do nothing much..but at least I was there to accompany him n jd penghibur tidak rasmi!..and if I didn’t go out wif him..i’d never face that kind of situation-b4 this..i never experienced tayar pancit!! hehehhee…
"And you know what????...i got it all in my digicam !"

Sunday, May 29, 2005

The Ordeal in PERKESO????

Hehehehheee..first and foremost...thousands apology for i hav almost abandoned this blog for sumtimes..bukan luper cumer takder masa...
At the moment, im still doing my practicum in PERKESO-and actually we hav one practical student from UPM who's doin' Consumer Science...well basically, we call her Ayam despite of his name Wani which has nottin to do wif chicken-it's juz a name we call when she started to be a bit ekstrovert..hahahhahaa!!!!
BTW, she is one of the "tokan" vcd and DVD ..supply mostly korean movies and Anime..but tonite im not talkin bout her..so get rid of her for a sec....WE R TALkIN BOUT THE FOUL MANAGEMENT IN PERKESO!!
----because u know what??????..up until now..i havent got my needed data yet!!!!!
Im basically finishing my practicum this cumin' week but stilll....huhh!!!..for the note, im doin a one stop centre simulation system, and since my "bahagian so called Pengurusan" doent not cover that bloody one stop centre, i had to do sum bloody proposal and then wait for my big butt boss to validate it(in which she took almost 3 weeks) and the sent my proposal to "Bahagian Cawangan kl" since they r handling that side...in which they took about one bloody whole month to send me back the agreement letter!!!!...and now..im trembling alone...counting my days there in PerkOSA..and crossing my fingers hoping that i cud get the data on time!!!!...
and as the mean time, im just doin sum mailin' stuff and shakin' my legs there!!!-if others are like rushing their whole life to do countless assignments..projects...ME???-who knows???

Sunday, April 17, 2005

where art thou??..my PERKESO

hello guys, wassup?..how's the holidays' goin???..
Well basically, i'm a bit busy with ma practicum thingy, actuall i only do sum filing but it is really exhausting!! (dunno y). nothing much happened actually, everyday i will at least snd sms to anybody asking what r they doin', juz makin sure thatthey r not forgetting me!!..hahaha!!
lets talk 'bout am i doin there in PERKESO. I was placed in there to do my practicum in completing my degree requirement..so here i am, wake at 7 a.m. and had to walk from Jelatek LRT station to PERKESO Jln Ampang..and i always reach there soakin' wet!!..well..a job is a job!
During the 1stday, i have already gotten my 1st punchcard merah!!..but as for the next day onward..no more larrr!!!..(hope so)..so every day five of us (i and awie(hasbullah nawawi, bob(azmanan-comm stud) and zu(zufadzhilatul huzni-comm stud cum ms knows everythin') will sit around a table and start the filing process-starting from folding it to the end..what i know is that we do it better and faster than kerani fail kat situ..
Hehhee..see im starting t mengumpat 'em..but thats the truth!!-it's maybe they have been doin it since forever..that's y they r having degredation of motivation(i think-takin it from a personwho always ponteng OB class)
Only after a week i met a person who really understand when i talk about forecasting, simulations, and OR-the quality manager..yang lain including the operation manager..hampeh!!!!
The prob is the quality department has just being created 3 years ago, so there is no watsoever data bout quality thingy-as so they said lorrr..so they r organizing a project to do MPK(manual prosedur kerja)..only the the asessment can be done..so!!!!!..huhh...that is when i remembered about forecasting..so the final proprositin is a simulation of the counters in perkeso!!
BTW, Awie's gona do kajian kepuasan pelanggan in perkeso...
okla..im using the money that my bro's in law gave to type his work, so better get off now..
chow!!!!

Thursday, March 31, 2005

In God We Trust...A tribute to Ochee

Assalamualaikum...
It's been awhile actually since i left IMax(institut Maxisegar)..and after i stepped out form there, it's already 4 years...and that means i havent seen Ochee(Zainol Izham B Zainal Abidin) even wif that duration also...but we still contacting each other....But not anymore-since he's no more with us....back to his Owner, Allah S.W.T.
I juz knew bout it yesterday nite (30.03.2005)..but it was reported that he passed away on the day before. All i know is that his car was out of control and spun on the road and hit the car behind..Along with him was his soulmate-Balkhis.
Most Imax student knew that we were good frens back then...but no one'd ever know how close it was...for me, he was not only a friend, but a brother to me-sumtimes being a big brother who gives advice on how to lose my temper...or a lil' bro who told me bout his prob and then being "dileter" by me.
Ochee was first called Ochee when he was in Sek Men Sultan Abdul Halim(SMSAH), jitra. He told me that it was bcoz he was originated from Manjung, Perak and Perak is known by its Tapir(cipan)..Then from CIPAN, it evolved to Ocipan and to OCHEE...Ochee that i knew is a person who really concious but his body shape, cares bout his girlfriend, and one who is filled with bad temper but successfully controlled 'em, dun really like Math and rather likes biology and really an Insectophobia (scared of insects)..hehehee..
We once made a havoc in the apartment when a couple of big cockcroaches got into the apartment..we made ourselves "lastik getah" and together we tried to get rid of 'em..pastu bila lipas2 tu terbang..kitorang dua2 siap nyorok2 blakang tilam le..bawah meja ler...hehehhee!!!!
And i called him "kentang" since he really liked potatoes so much! we once went to MAKRO at Selayang together with Jonet(juhanis) and Safa-if im not mistaken. and we bought satu guni besar potatoes and then kupas and sliced 'em utk dibuat kentang goreng..Itu tak termasuk French fries that we bought!
Although i often went to kl during semester break (UUM)..we never met...the closest was when i juz got to Bangsar LRT from Midvalley Megamall and he and Bal juz get there...He called me and said that he was in Midvalley but since i've already bought the ticket, told him that it was okay since we still could meet later kalau ada jodoh....without lil' I know that there would be no other chance for us......IF i ever Grab that chance!!..but........................................................
There is notting else i could do..i really hope and pray that he and Balkhis will be upthere placed with orang2 yang beriman.....Amin.