Wednesday, January 31, 2007

HUJAN???????

HUJAN
hujan..
diampu mendung yg mendatang
kelabu awan yg menjelang
segundah hati tersarang

hujan
turun tercurah ke bumi
menangis langit ke kali..
demikian diri ini
meratap sendiri
bezanya tersemat di dalam hati

hujan..
datangnya renyai membawa nikmat
datangnya lebat membawa mudarat
perginya membawa rahmat
perginya diharap cepat..

hujan hatiku
setitis cukup membawa pilu
sekendi cukup membunuh nafsu
sekali mampu merosak kalbu

hujan bumi
hujan hati
sekali pergi pasti kembali
bumi tetap tabah berpaksi
diri tetap utuh berdiri
goyah mungkin;
rebah mustahil terjadi!



-frog that never hoped for rain to come

Monday, January 29, 2007

MY vision?

wallaweiiiiiiiii!

sorry that i've been neglecting this blog for quite sometimes. Not that i was too busy or what, i was kinda blur lately.

I've been reviving my life...It's 29th day since new year, yet i didnt do anything that i can be proud of yet.

I'm pretty sure that if my school teachers see me now, they all gona be mad at me...or worst, dissapointed.

Living my life now, I'd say that academic achievement is not all that in this life..It's how you find the chances..or how u create the chances that is important..too bad they didnt teach me that in school tho.

I always love to design things..i used to skectch and design tshirts, cloths, decorate my classroom and such...I always wanted to be a designer..but being me..following the flow of my life..it didnt go as smooth as i perdicted, and i'm stucked being in such a condition that 's not me at all..

I can still recall, I always wanted to be an arts' student. Unfortunately when open certificates are introduced for SPM candidates, my school has abolished all the not-science-streams sucject to maintan the credibility of SBP.

I took physics and add maths half-heartedly..yet i managed to get great results.

After that that i managed to further my studies in KPM matriculation focussing on Biology. Pghysic once again interupted my life; as much as i was playing around and was not focussing on my other subject.

Didnt do much in matric, i was sent to a local varsity to persue my degree there. Trying to be a new me, i tried to focus on my studies..After couple of years facing lotsa ordeals and all that, i managed to get 2nd class upper degree with honours...the prob now isthat i dunno wut should i do with it?...and yeah, i then got a job as a customer service officer in TMNet as a way to run from my study field.

Being a customer service doesnt gimme much choice. We seldom treated inhumanely-by customers and the management itself.

C'mon customer is always right, but that doesnt make them saints..do they? But hey, wut the heck..this is my choice..still this management thinks that we sum kind of robots..Everything has to be as in the book..d RULES!!

I mean, c'mon gimme a break! perhaps I was born as a rule-break..That's y every rule makes me feel resentful..well not all..only the fucking stupid things..

To those who's also customer service officer, u guys must be aware of this QA specialist who value whether ur calls are good or not..OUR QAs ARE like SH*T!..pardon me for using vulgar words but they worth it!

BTW, now that i know that i need to make my own move now..that i cannot rely with this F**king bloody flow anymore, im trying to be back on my track of life now....am helping one of my fren who's a wedding planner with his works..well im just doin a small parts 1st..

Yes, I want to learn on how to be a wedding planner! I really enjoy to design pelamin and all needed for a wedding..well it'll takes sometimes but hey, ROME is'nt build by one day!

So U guys, pls pray that my vision will come true. Hopefully
*cross fingers

Saturday, January 06, 2007

I Knew

It's saturday and I am working till evening.

So bored..havent take mybreakfast..and it's already 1.12pm..
perhaps i'll take lunch instead later on.

Oh, i came accross this VC at youtube..It's an old fav song of mine.
So here it goes..and i dedicate this song to all of u..especially to my froggy-in case if ur reading this..i'm missing u a lot!



(dulu suke feeling jupe prince charming cam dlm video clip ni..hehhee *berangans~)

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

New Year's eve

Heya huys!

I celebrated my new year's eve at a Float Party in National Aquatic Centre at Bukit Jalil. Went there with there of ma frens..It was a mixed of str8 guys n gay people party..yeah we get to see guys in swimming trunks...was quite a 'cuci-mata' time...2 of my frens hated the water..they didnt even hit the pool..was quite cold..but afta u've get used wif the temperature..was no biggie to even dive in into the pool..so it left me n my other fren..Egha. We swam, slided like no one's business!

They had this foam party sumwhere beside the main stage..egha and me went in..was freaking hot..yet again..imagine ur self in the sea of foams..with not only guys in trunk...but gurls in their bikinis...ewwww!

..nevertheless..was quite fun though...

we tried these floating games..u had to hike the floating castle thingy and slide to the water.wasnt that easy yet fun..gosh i wish i had my camera wif me..

Later we went to La Queen..hell of a crowd there..It was packed with gay guys n str8 people..That was the 1st time i danced with guys(my frens) surrounded by straight couple at the same time..felt awkward..but adrenalines boosted up to my head...nothing can stop me to dance like a mad cow..hahahhaa...


wish Froggy was there wif me..but that's ok..He was having as much fun in JB wif his pals neway..miss yer dear!

O yeah, I already set my resolution for this year:
-I want to get better job
-I want to save money for my masters
-I want to lose another 5 or 10 more kgs
-I want to Have a stable life..get to know more nice friends..
-I want to love and be loved more and more by myu Froggy..

*cross fingers

Happy new year guys and selamat hari raya eidiladha.

Monday, December 11, 2006

News and Updates-Honeymoon and etc.

Dear gals,

1ST of all, pls pardon me for i have not been updating my blog for quite a long time. I mean, LONG TIME! Well, I could be defensive by saying that i was so bloody busy, kinda hectic life am having here in KL, consistently seeking for new job, mentally depressed with my employer..but hey, isnt everybody the same?

Well, not 100% similar situations..but we all have our own problems, and whining bout it will bring us no where..

I was offered to take my master degree in UiTM, and the enrolment is on Jan 7th. What is bothering me is that Im still with no funder, be it from MARA, PTPTN or any grant funder institution. I've applied for Uitm Young Lecturer Scheme(YLS-actually, i dunno wut the full name of the scheme, i just created the name) that will (if i get selected) support my study fees and allowances

.. yet never get any reply from them.

MY initial plan is that I will firstly apply for master course and then apply for that bloody Young Lecturer Scheme (YLS @ TPM) as my funder so that i'll be hired as one of the lecturer there right afta i finish my studies and funded by them.

But, guess everything is lil bit out of ma hand now.

Dear god, i know i've been a naughty boy..VERY VERY NAUGHTY...but please spare me YOUR kindness, bless me with YOUR superb power, please let me be chosen by UiTM for that YLS..please GOD...and i will not seduce any of the lecturer there in order to get better marks(not that i've done it before) and i wont seduce or ask my future students to do any naughty thing just to get good marks from me.

and yes, i guess i'll have to postphone the intention to further my study so that i'll have enough time to get enough money to pay all those expensive fees.*

updates: I didnt manage to get the TPM, so asta la vista my master~guess i need to get loans from MARA later..if i still wanna get in this coming Jan.
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*those are things happening in present and below are the things that happened during my silent period.

THERE are 2 major things that I want to update here-my honeymoon and my cousin's weddin'. Unfortunately, i didnt have all the pictures wif me and so i will upload them later y'all.

From 18-20th Nov, froggy and i headed for Fraser's hill. It was our first honeymoon out of KL. I know when i said Fraser's hill, people will raise their messy unplucked eyebrows and say, "wut on earth will you do there? there are only hills and fog and thick jungles!"

Yes, those are the reason why we got there! We need to have cold and shady place to make babies, dont we? Hahhahaa, i was just kidding..Fraser was our last choice actually.

It was all started when i found out that Telekom has several resthouse units scattered all arround Malaysia including Sabah and Sarawak. And It was so happened that I still have a couple of days of Annual Leaves left and they will be wasted if i didnt use them as they will not be fowarded to next year(darn it).

The prices arent that bad, range from as low as rm15 to rm200.

Yes, as LOW as rm15. A 3 rooms bungalow in PD for only RM15 per day. ISNT THAT A PRICE FROM HEAVEN Or WUT???? I quickly informed froggy bout this news from paradise. unfortunately, that place was fully booked from the minute i called till the very end of this darn year.

At last i managed to book a 3d2N at Fraser's Hill (FH). And the journey to get there started. We always say that, bad things are easier to be done by good things-NOT! It took me a lot of a journey just to get there.

It was very hard to confirm of the way of getting to FH. We googled all the websites..and each has different infos from another. Some say we can get there by bus from Puduraya to Kuala Kubu Baru(KKB), some say we can go by leng Seng Bus, some say we can go by Rapid, Megah Kota(or Setia I cant remember) and some say we can get there by bloody Naeila-And u now wut..none of the buses offer service to KKB anymore. And that Naeila bus has already bankrupted like years ago. Stupid Malaysian websites!

That day, Afta wasting time walking here and there around that area like a mad couple lost who their child, we decided to take the Komuter (KTM rules!) from kl to Rawang, take a bus to KKB.

From KKB, we were told that there will be only 2 buses going to FH everyday-1 at 10am and the last one is at 2pm. We arrived at 9.50am, and found out that the bus has left for FH 5mins b4 we arrived. To make it worse, 2pm bus is never existed! Local said that, that infos we found in the websites was invalid for almost 3 years already. And I wonder what's the tourism department doing in their fucking office.

A taxi driver offered to bring us to FH for RM60! I almost wanted to go back to Kl, but Froggy insisted to take the offer since we've come that far. I didnt say a word in the taxi, Froggy did all the chit-chatting with the taxi driver. Not that I was being arrogant or wut, but i was feeling so bad.

It supposed to be one kind of a trip; A sweet memories that will be etched in our heart. But these crappy things that kept on happening making it almost unattainable.

We reached the apartment an hour later. Sri Peninjau Apartment is amongst of the hotels located far from the town.

"Right, how are we gona get to the town then." first thing came in my mind.

The apartment was nice..and so the ambiance..It was foggy when we reached there and that thrilled Froggy. Mmm...let see..Froggy and foggy environment!-A good combination. kekkeekkeke....

Being stucked too long in Kl, I tried to give FH a second chance for my honeymoon..try to look at a different perspective of how this vacation will bring us closer..

That day, we didnt go anywhere; spent our time in the apartment, taking lotsa pics and watching tv. For dinner, we ordered 3 plates of different fried rice-nasi goreng kampung,nasi goreng cina and nasi goreng cendawan. Muhahahahhaa. BIG EATER, we are!

Luckily on the second day, the nice manager invited us to go with him to the town since he is running a cafe there. Goodness, daddy didnt need to walk to the town. Hehehe..

We had our bfast at the manager's cafe and went for A walk. We took a lotsa pics and u know what..i started to think that being there was really not a bad idea.

We walked back to the hotel. It took us for almost 45mins to get there but we were enjoying it.

Again we had dinner in our apartment. This time, we had 2 plates of meals only. We were on diet that day...NOT. That was actually because we already had goreng pisang..lotsa them, burgers and bread..muahhahaha! (Mm..and i still wonder why did i gain weight so fast)

On the last day in FH, we bought some sourvenirs (macamle pegi oversea..muhahha) and i bougt a birthday present for Egha(and when this post is updated, it's still wif me..asik lupo je nak kasi).

We took the one and only bus and went down to KKB. The bus driver must be familiar with the road. He drove down the hill, through the winding road like a pro. Schumacher brothers(i didnt know how to spell his name..so wut?) will resigned if they see him driving!

From KKB we took bus to Rawang and then took Komuter to kl.

-the end-

Overall, I would say that:

  • It was not a bad honeymoon. Yeaah, it may seem like so in the beginning but it went better to the end of our vacation...
  • I learned that even the lamest thing will be wonderful if you do it with yer loved one.
  • Froggy has been very very...very patient with me..with my tantrums..and i thank you so much for making our vacation happened and successful..you guys must be wondering, why in the world did we go there by public transport?..the answer is very simple..both of us cant afford to get a car yet..but will that going to stop us for another vacation next time or anytime???...I beg to differ!
  • ich liebe dich mr frosch!

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2nd thing, I made pelamin for my cousin on her wedding. Nothing much can i say. Just take a look at the pics below..

******* blimey, i still didnt have the pics wif me. so gurls, i will upload it later ok?

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Happy Birthday to me

~Happy Birthday to me,
Happy Birthday to me,
Happy Birthday to Kast,
Happy Birthday to me~
*CLAPS


Last November 3rd was my birthday. Yeah, i know i didn't update this earlier. Didn't celebrate much, just had dinner at Secret Recipe with Froggy. He was such a sweetheart to treat me dinner. I had Grilled Black pepper chiken and iced lemon tea and Froggy had Chiken Kebab and Later, he ordered a slice of an absolutely a luscious, luxurious, sinfully rich chocolate lover's dreamcakes for dessert-Chocolate Indulgence and White Choc Macadamia; a slice for each cake as both of us know for the fact that we cant finish a whole 1KG cake .

Later he made a surprise by givin me my birthday breathtaking gift-a ring.The ring am wearing now while updating this post. Hehehehe...was quite shocked when he handed me my birthday gift.

I unwrapped it. It was a cardholder case; with leather finishing and stiches..and then I saw a piece of cloth stucked in it( It was actually panty hose which he used in making architectural models).

I pulled out the cloth ; and the ring suddenly popped out! He smiled.

I was speechless. My hands were shuddering while putting it to my finger...

After mouthwatering dinner, we ran for to TGV. Watched The Convenant-predicted plots, eye candy hot actors..I mean hot, hot and hot actors! That's all what I could say about that movie.

Later, We headed back to my house and ended the day with a smile.

Thanks dear for another wonderful evening, and also for my birthday gifts.

p/s: pls ignore my unshaved face :-)

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Orgasmic Triffle?????

On Ted's last birthday, Southernson had made triffles for us. They were sexilicious! One could get orgasmed by just looking at them(wut? is it wrong to exaggerate a lil' bit? gimme a break! ).

Well anyway, the good news is that I was able to steal the secret recipe from Southernson and below is my conversation with him; probing the secret of making Orgasmic Triffle:

OMG, OMG! I just created a name for this recipe! Hiks!


Session Start (kas*****:southernsons**): Fri Oct 13 12:39:56 2006

[12:40] kas*****: abg south
[12:40] kas*****: i need ur favor!
[12:40] kas*****: :)
[12:42] southernsons**: apa dia kast..
[12:42] *** Auto-response sent to southernsons21: I am currently away from the computer.[12:42] southernsons**: then?
[12:42] kas*****: cane nak wat triffle?
[12:42] southernsons**: owh..
[12:43] southernsons**: all u need is evaporeted milk,susu cair
[12:43] southernsons**: susu cair..
[12:44] southernsons**: tepung custard
[12:44] southernsons**: fruit cocktail
[12:45] southernsons**: swissroll
[12:45] southernsons**: crystal jelly..
[12:45] kas*****: ok..ok
[12:46] kas*****: cane nk masaknya lak?
[12:46] southernsons**: ok..
[12:47] southernsons**: mula2 swissroll tu slicekan..
[12:47] southernsons**: then susun dlm bekas
[12:47] southernsons**: pastu fruitcocktail tu toskan, airnya jgn buang
[12:47] southernsons**: then susun fruitcocktail tu atas swissroll base tu
[12:48] southernsons**: dah susun fruitcocktail, put aside[12:48] southernsons21: air jus fruitcocktil tu campur dgn susu cair..
[12:49] southernsons**: 1 tin susu cair campur dgn i tin air fruitcocktail tu
[12:50] southernsons**: masak susu cair tu atas api yg kecil
[12:50] southernsons**: keep kacau campuran tu
[12:51] southernsons**: bila susu cair tu agak2 nak didih
[12:51] kas*****: ok
[12:51] southernsons**: masukkan tepung custard yg dah dibancuh dgn sedikit air
[12:51] southernsons**: 1 sudu besar utk i tin susu cair[12:51] southernsons21: ikut suka la[12:52] southernsons**: klau nak pekat lagi, tambah lebih skit tepung custard tu
[12:52] kas*****: tepung banyak mane?
[12:52] southernsons**: 1 sudu besar tepung custard utk i tin susu cair
[12:53] kas*****: ic
[12:53] southernsons**: pastu keep kacau smpi pekat
[12:55] southernsons**: lps masak, tuang custard susu tu atas fruitcocktail td..
[12:55] kas*****: ic
[12:55] kas*****: then?
[12:56] southernsons21: dah tuang tu.. keep cool
[12:56] southernsons**: bila dah sejuk, crystal jelly tu bancuh dgn air panas ikut sukatan yg ada dlm arahan pd kotak
[12:57] southernsons**: lps tu, tuang perlahan2 kat atas custard susu tu..
[12:57] kas*****: then ble makan ekk?
[12:57] kas*****: :P
[12:57] southernsons**: then lps tu, bila dah agak keras skit jelly tu, boleh la hias dgn hirisan pic..
[12:58] kas*****: (terliur~)
[12:58] southernsons**: serve chilled..
[12:58] kas*****: thanx so much :-*
[12:58] kas*****: tak sabar nak try
[12:58] southernsons**: hehehhe..
[12:59] southernsons**: utk melihat cara2nya, sila lawati teddieville.blogspot
[13:00] kas*****: yeyeye
[13:00] southernsons**: ;))
[13:00] southernsons**: kat situ kan ada caption2nya..
[13:01] kas*****: insy
[13:01] kas*****: tp rasanya ble wat
[13:03] southernsons**: try la
[13:27] *** "southernsons**" signed off at Fri Oct 13 13:27:58 2006.Session Close (southernsons**): Fri Oct 13 13:44:26 2006

(For privacy and confidentiality of ME and South, our IDs are half sensored,-feeling2 jadi artis plak, hiks!)

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

PUASA?

Lemme see..today's the 16th day of ramadhan(or is it 17th?) and there's another half of Ramadhan that we need to go thru in before Syawal comes.
Me myself is actually quite 'liat' when it comes to sahur*, but thanks to Froggy who has always gimme calls to wake me up.
But when it comes to break fast, i eat like there's no tomorrow. One thing 'bout Ramadhan is that rezeki comes to ur hands ad infinitum. You buy rice. Later you'll find ikan keli,kuih-muih and segala-mala wut not on the table. Those days, people fast to feel hunger yet nowadays people fast so that they'll have chocked-full dead break fast(same goes to me :P).
During Ramadhan, stalls open even at the very small inch of the place all over Malaysia, just to satify Malaysians hungry mounths. Like yesterday, i had nasi beryani,mutton curry,ikan keli, tepung pelita, popia basah. Yes dude, i had 'em, I had 'em all. Not to mention the 2 whole roasted chicken that i shared with my 8 colleagues.(talk bout nafsu makan)
The other day,on weekend I had Froggy and Jib (Froggy's fren) bunk-in my house. Froggy cooked our fav Steam Dori fish and Jib showed his skills in cooking by making his own unique fried spaghetti. 3 of us ate like no one business.
The next day, we went to Jusco but Jib had to go back since his head was feeling kinda dizzy leavin' me and my other half to explore the sales there ourself. Nothing much was in Jusco that we decided to extend our exploration to Midvalley Megamall. Broke fast at McD, and later Froggy had to rush for home since her sis needed him to send her to her univ.
In the end, I bought 2 pairs of Renoma undies, and a shirt with marshmallow kinda color. Gotta give credit to froggy for choosing that shirt for me.
thanks dear.

Saturday, September 30, 2006

Happy Birthday My Big Bro

It has been 3 days since Andy's birthday.hehe. We had a surprised bukak pose cum birthday party for him. WHaat? I din hear you....Oh, yea, how old's Andy now issit??..He's now 32 years old. What, why do u guys look sso surprised?..hehhee...yeah i know, he's actually 5 years older..or can i say mature than whut he always tell me....hehhehe...(ciss, tipah tertipoo!)

Neways, I just wana wish you, "Happy birthday my big Bro! I pray that u'll always be in great health,..and also wealth, so that i could pau you more..huhuhuhu~and also I wish you'll always find peace in yourself and one last thing, YOU ROCK!

Friday, September 22, 2006

Marhaban Ya Ramadhan~

Marhaban Ya Ramadhan~

In conjunction with coming Ramadhan, I would like to appologised to all of u guys out there, halalkan makan minum..especially to my friends n brothers and sister Andy, Aiman, Sheera, Ted, Lilbro Naim, Lil bro Afee, Faz, Ben, Ron and others who has always been there for me.

And also, not to forget to my Bucuk, am so sorry if i've ever made u feel bad, halalkan makan minum and semoga kita dapat menjalani ibadah puasa dengan khusyu' and tawaddhu'!

Ameen....

Monday, September 11, 2006

Confronting with the issue

I have confronted the issue with froggy.

We disscussed.

He appologised for mistreating me.

I appologised for which i didnt put myself in his shoes and try to understand that he was only trying to entertain his fren.

We hug.

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Being Venusian???

Went to ma niece's school's Bacathon Day. She took part in dikir barat . It was quite fun though to see all these small kids singing n dancing. She put all her heart on it as if there were nothing else important but the show itself..

Waited for Muj for almost 3 hours, I then decided to ran through the rain heading to the barber shop. Had my beard n moustache trimmed so that i wouldnt look like Osama when i meet Froggy.

Muj picked me up later n we headed for Zarul's house. It was actually a "kenduri kesyukuran" because Zarul will be flying to London to further his studies next week.

Later after that, Muj,Fendah, Nafie n me headed to Darul Ehsan Medical Centre where Egh was warded due to complications on his left foot. I was glad that Egha's getting better even though he's still having bad cough.

Had Fenda to send me to froggy's house. Fenda n Naf were quite excited to meet Froggy, but ended up having glance of him.

Froggy needed to rush to the shop to get sum stuff.

Watched Anugerah Era which dominated by Mawi. Was thinking of spending sum times wif froggy, yet found out that his friends who was bunkin in also needed sumone to talk to. Might as well to give them some space..but i cant help to feel horrible that i didnt really accomplish* anything by coming to his house..

I am now in his room..im supposed to be sleeping...BUT HOW AM I GOING TO SLEEP?????..sorry if i sounded selfish..or even lame...or too 'manja'.. but wut's d purposed of me coming n bunkin at his house..yet am sleeping alone, while he's downstairs with his pal playing PS2.......and now blogging here so tat i could get my horrible feeling off ma mind!..Yeah..too bad for me that i didnt know how to play games...infact i dun fancy it at all...perhaps am all-that-boring-type-of-guy...and perhaps..i shouldn't have come hear tonite...


Dear, sorry that i didnt tell u what's bugging me ealier...because i dun want u to get hurt...especially when ur fren is around.


Am i being too venusian?


accomplish*-accomplish here means to spend time with him talking and sharing things and stuff happened for the past one week..share our thoughts and opinionof how are we gona face his thesis dateline which is only arround the corner.You know that kinda stuff. Don get me wrong okies?

Friday, September 01, 2006

On independence

Nothing much happened on Merdeka Eve.

Met my real lil' bro on my way home and introduced me to Abe, Mujah and all the sisters. Lepak at Chinoz.
They (the sisters) didnt believed that my bro is my bro. They thought he was my 'anak ikan' or sumthing that we were forced to show each other's myKad.Hahaha..

Well, we obviously looked so distinguished that one would say that we are not related at all. Am fair whilst he's a bit darker; he's lean and toned whilst me...buff and makin berisi . huhuhuhhuu (nangis)

Kicked him off from there so that i could act bitchier, waited for the count-down to midnite time.
Froggy didnt come. He was accompanying his mom at Ampang Puteri. Her (froggy's mom) blood pressure is high that she warded there. SMS-ed Froggy. Missed him a lot.

Yesterday, (31.8.06) I worked (As usual...when all the earth creatures were cuti2 Mesia) until 6.30pm and headed to Froggy's house. That was d 1st time i met him after he went for a gathering at PD last week (macam lama je tak jupe :P). He looked tanned and gorgeous. :">

Muah muah!

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

to independence!!!

1stly, Am so sorry that i have not updated my bog for sumtimes. Huhuhuhu..Well, so many things had happened-good and bad. Good in sense where im still attached to my other half, breathing in this almost-liberal world and survived; Bad in situations where i'm still working in this bloody TMNEt, had a argument with Froggy (thank god it lasted for only less than a week) and still in blur with my future direction..Well, not bad aint it?

2ndly, as liberal as i would potray myself, i'll never ever second IFC resolution. What is IFC? Dude, u seriously need to work with your readings if u dunno wut IFC stands for. This case has been widely disscussed and there are certain yes n nos bout it. Yes that malaysia is going liberal, Yes that the goverment is not working hard to control this, Yes that the federal constituition is more powerful that the syariah Law, No that Lina Joy case has been verdicted, no that i have the urge to kick her butt if i were to meet her, No that those Jabatan Agama Islam is really worried bout it. Yikes!

3rdly, in conjunction of Merdeka, an actress shocked everybody when she blurted out the most what i can say quote od the year. Congrats to Sharifah Amani for being truthful yet synical. C'mon, u know what u said is wrong. If u wana go to waste, go by urself! And as for Yasmin, well, i kinda agree when u said that Rais had been kinda harshed to Nani when he touched bout her parents not raising her well. Else, eventhough i kinda admire her works, i dun really like the idea of liberalism that she's trying to inject to her films. Others are superb. Watching her Gubra reminded me of 'Dejavu seorang perempuan'. A conflict between religion n moral...(malas nak cite the whole sory)...and morality undermined religion.

4thly, tonite is Merdeka Eve, and i dun think i have any intention to celebrate it-not because the fact that Malaysia is not entirely independent due to vigorous social ilnesses which injected by those punks, skinheads, kelly osbourne wannabes and others-including we all..hehehe, but becoz i dun have any plan, anywhere to go. Froggy's mom is warded due to high blood pressure. Therefore he might be looking after her at Ampang Puteri. And i'll be lepaking with my sis n my lil' bro at our house..i guess.

5thly, I just wana wish u guys Happy Independence Day. Doesnt matter what ur doin in your life, just dont forget what and where your root is. A Malay will always be malay doesnt matter how hard he tried to deep himself in bleaching liquid to get a fairer complexion. And by drinking JD doesnt make u more Carlifornian. Hahhahaaa...carut diri sendiri ke aku ni??????

Wutever it is, just remember u'll not be less stupid if u use English or Bahasa. Hahaha...

Monday, August 07, 2006

Starlight Movie, A Bowl

Sunday was great!

Well at 1st it wasn't so..It was not that organised..hehehe. Plans kept changing and i was thinking of 'lepakin' at home since Froggy needed to complete some works for his submission today. Somewhat, his friend's pc crashed, n those 3-D works has gone n to be redone. So at last he decided to go out with me.

We met at Midvalley, and str8away* headed for Cosmic Bowl.To tell yer ther truth, I dont really do bowling..Normally i just played half or the game and later asked my friends to finish it for me. But yesterday was so sexual!!!..We had a great time though it was just for 1 game. Have not play bowling for years..Thinking of doin it again when we got chances later.

After that, we went to KLPAC. That was my second time there n first time for froggy. We arrived quite late, was showing CARS. I really enjoyed that movie since i havent watched it b4. So did froggy.

......And the nite ended with a happy ending, today is a new beginning..cant wait for another excitement!

*str8away means continuously stopped at shops pasted 'SALE' stickers on their window. hehehehe!!!

Saturday, August 05, 2006

One In A Million


Paranoi8 got sponsor tickets for One In A Million. So last nite we ( Paranoi8, Abby, me n sum friends) hurried to Plaza Alam Sentral to watch it.


Honestly, i never really watched it on tv, so i didnt really recognised those contestants. However, it turned up to be quite a great show. Faizal sang his lungs out greatly, Dayang was herself (she did nicely, but i didnt see anything special about it)..and so as other contestants...they were ok, they could sing nicely, though sum of them did missed their pitching.

The contestants have to choose an opening song which they gona sing if they were to have their own concert. Errr..i dun think that i need to make reviews of the show. (Malas)

Just wana say that Marianne..or Mary Anne (really dunno how to spell her name) was gorgeous last nite wif her red gown. She was so poised n articulate whereby our Mr Awal who memorized his scripts so many times did twisted his tounge over sum lines.

"....Mari kita lihat siapa yang bakar tersingkir....." suddenly sumone need to get burnt there?


Friday, July 28, 2006

The silver lining appears

It appears as fast as it dissapears. My silver lining is back between the skies. Froggy's friend, Syuq has come to KL yesterday nite from Swk . After gym, Froggy and i picked him up at KLSentral. We waited for him for nearly an hour, but the best part is I didnt feel like waiting but it was more like a date; and the venue was in the car. I had great time with froggy; talked bout ourself, families and stuff..really glad we cleared out everythin'...
Around 12am, Syuq arrived and we headed for Kelana Jaya where I was introduced to the beautiful yet hillarious Sam and Ziz. And right after these people gathered, a sister yayahood is formed..hehehehe.. had so much fun being arround them, thanx to bucuk. U made my day.
muah!

Thursday, July 27, 2006

A lonely offday

Yesterday, Froggy and i were planning to meet up. I was so looking foward to it, bought discounted Seed shirt for the date. Hehehhee..

However, the sky is not always bright. The silver lining dissappeared on that very day when he called up and canceled it. He needed to prepare himself for the meeting and sum other reasons..

Well honestly I admit that my heart shattered on the floor, but i managed to pick all the pisces and walked out the door and had wondow shopping all by myself...from KLCC to Piccolo Galery to LOT10 to Sg Wang Plaza to LowYat Plaza to BTS and later back to klcc around 7, had sum workout at the gym until 11pm and went back home...

Lonely?..heck!

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Today's sunday. I'm workin' today. I slept at forggy's place lastnite and so as the other nite before that..Today whenni tried to use Yahoo Messenger, i found out that it cant be opened. BIG prob..now i wonder what will i be doin without YM, i lost contact with my frens, my skoolmates and above all my froggy...
Really wonder wut froggy's doin now..is he continuing his sleeping after walking me to the gate justnow..or is he playing PS2 wif Jib or is he having his bfast now??? My mind is swirling his name now..miss him so much of all sudden..

I Turn To You
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When I'm lost
In the rain
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way
When I'm scared
Losing ground
When my world is going crazy
You can turn it all around

And when I'm down
Your there
Pushing me to the top

Your always there giving me all you got

For a shield from the storm
For a friend
For the love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
For everything that's true
I turn to you

When I lose
The will to win
I just reach for you
And I can reach the sky again
I can doAnything
Cause your love is so amazing
That your love inspires me

And when i need a friend
Your always on my side

Giving me faith
And taking me through the night

For a shield from the storm
For a friend
For the love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
I turn to you

For the arms to be my shelter through all
The rain
For truth that will never change
For someone to lean on
For a heart i can rely on through anything
(you can rely on me)
For the world to
I can feel to...oh yeah
I turn to you
For a shield from the storm
For a friend
For the love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you

For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
For everything that's true
I turn to you
For everything you do
For everything that's true
I turn to you

-christina arguilera-

Friday, July 14, 2006

Dream and Handy

ONE said that if u keep dreaming, it will not come true. well, dude yer wrong! And why yer wrong is simply because i've proven that's true. And why it's true???? This is why~
Couple days back, i dreamt that i was walkin' in a foggy atmostphere and suddenly i realised my phone is gone. I was so worried that i searched for it all over the place (dunno wut place it was). To cut it short, i didnt manage to find it; instead I found jewelleries.
I woke up worriedly, and told froggy bout this matter. Obviously both of us think that it was just a dream..And i carried my life and routines as usual until yesterday, after i walked outta gym, i realised that my handy was gone! gone! gone! gone...
I was so furious, heartbroken..This is like the 4th time i lost handphone. 1st time was when i was in matriculation, 2nd in UUM, 3rd after i graduated and 4th is NOW...
Obviously, this incident proves that:
1.) Am such a careless guy
2.) Dream could come true
3.)Am a psychic (fortune telling anyone)
Upon hearing my ordeals, Froggy has being so supportive- calming me down; and the most important he didnt lecture me a bit about it..
Thanks to him, i could still proceed with my plan-lepak with my cousins. At 1st we wana lepak at DanauSetapak Uptown (i prefer to call it downtown though) but it was close on Thursday, so we endup lepak-ing at NZ up until 2a.m. Talking bout love, i realised that everyone has their one unique lovelife...
guess wut, mine's not that bad after all...
happy moment wif my handy***sob~